388 I never wanted him to die (1:

Ning Qing lowered her head and glanced at the door, paying attention to the man's every move.

when we were being hunted down, he was the only one dealing with the other party and getting beaten up. After we accidentally fell off the cliff, we were saved by our grandfather and mother-in-law in the mountains. He was covered in wounds, while I was almost unharmed except for some minor abrasions.

Yan Sichen clenched his hands into fists. and then?

From the beginning to the end, he was the one who protected me, ning Qing raised her head and said, resigned to fate.

I just wanted him to experience the pain I suffered back then. Otherwise, I'll let myself down, and I'll let all of you down even more! But, brother Sichen, Wanwan

Ning Qing's gaze on his back became more and more obscure, with a tangled pain and endless helplessness.

I didn't want him to die,

As soon as she said this, she felt as if a heavy burden had been lifted off her shoulders. Her entire body went limp, and she didn't have any extra strength to support herself.

Yan Sichen's eyes were filled with pain. The sharp pain in his left heart had drained all the strength in his body and he almost couldn't stand still!

Brother Sichen, Wanwan.

Don't say anymore.

Yan Sichen's tall body stiffened, and his lowered eyes were filled with deep pain that spread through his body.

His face was pale, and his lips trembled.

Ning Qing's eyes were watery. I'm sorry.

Yan Sichen used all his strength to restrain the crazy pain. After taking a deep breath, he turned around and looked at the woman on the bed.

Qingqing, I don't need you to apologize to me, he said:

He had never wanted to hear her say that.

However, the woman's expression became flustered under his gaze, and she didn't even dare to look him in the eye.

Brother Sichen, I Can't Give You Anything other than sorry.

Another sword ruthlessly pierced his heart.

Can't you try to accept me? Yan Sichen's face turned pale at a speed that was visible to the naked eye.

I'm sorry, I can't lie to you.

The light in Yan Sichen's eyes was completely extinguished.

Ning Qing could not bear to look away. She hardened her heart and said, brother Sichen, what I said that day was not a perfunctory thing, and I was not joking. I am very serious. I am very grateful for your care and help since I was young, but that has nothing to do with love. I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to myself.

Yan Sichen looked at her face without blinking. She was clearly so beautiful and moving in his memory, but she was saying such heart-wrenching words.

The panic and sorrow in his heart twisted into a ball, and the words that came out of his mouth were lowly, which he had never thought of.

What if I'd rather you lie to me? he asked.

Ning Qing clenched her fists. I can't do it.

to me, you're like a family member. I don't dare to and can't put you in the category of my lover. Besides, I've long lost all hope for love. Her last words were filled with bitterness and numbness.

For a long time, no one spoke.

When the door was pushed open, mother ning came in with a tray of food. Seeing that something was wrong with the two of them, she asked tentatively, what's wrong? why do you both look so pale?

Ning Qing returned to her senses. nothing.

What is this child doing standing there!

Mother ning walked past Yan Sichen. He still only had ning Qing in his eyes. it's alright, Qingqing. I can wait.

Until you're willing to accept me.

Ning Qing froze. When she looked up, the man had already left without a word.

The apologetic feeling in her heart swelled, and her eyes flickered.

I'm sorry, brother Sichen.

If he had not expressed his feelings for her so intensely today, perhaps she would not have realized it.

It was because of his stubbornness and sincerity that she could not turn a blind eye to it.

However, ning Qing did not need any love now.

She wasn't worthy of him and couldn't give him any response. How could she delay the rest of his life?

So, she could only use this method to cruelly cut off his hope. However, he was stunned.

Qing Qing, what's wrong with you and Si Chen? Quarreling?

Facing mother ning's confusion, ning Qing did not say anything. She only shook her head and closed her eyes tiredly.

On his wrist, the bracelet was shining with a silver luster.