"That," exclaimed Mr. Crewe, impatiently, "is sheer nonsense. I want you, and I mean to have you."
There came a look into her eyes which Mr. Crewe did not see, because her face was turned from him.
"I could be happy," she said, "for days and weeks and years in a but on the side of Sawanec. I could be happy in a farm-house where I had to do all the work. I am not the model housewife which your imagination depicts, Humphrey. I could live in two rooms and eat at an Italian restaurant--with the right man. And I am afraid the wrong one would wake up one day and discover that I had gone. I am sorry to disillusionize you, but I don't care a fig for balls and garden-parties and salons. It would be much more fun to run away from them to the queer places of the earth--with the right man. And I should have to possess one essential to put up with--greatness and what you call a public career."
"And what is that essential?" he asked.
"Love," said Victoria. He heard the word but faintly, for her face was still turned away from him. "You've offered me the things that are attainable by taking thought, by perseverance, by pertinacity, by the outwitting of your fellow-men, by the stacking of coins. And I want--the unattainable, the divine gift which is bestowed, which cannot be acquired. If it could be acquired, Humphrey," she added, looking at him, "I am sure you would acquire it--if you thought it worth while."
"I don't understand you," he said,--and looked it.
"No," said Victoria, "I was afraid you wouldn't. And moreover, you never would. There is no use in my trying to make myself any clearer, and you'll have to keep your appointment. I hesitate to contradict you, but I am not the kind of woman you want. That is one reason I cannot marry you. And the other is, that I do not love you."
"You can't be in love with any one else?" he cried.
"That does seem rather preposterous, I'll admit," she answered. "But if I were, it wouldn't make any difference."
"You won't marry me?" he said, getting to his feet. There was incredulity in his voice, and a certain amount of bewilderment. The thing was indeed incredible!
"No," said Victoria, "I won't."
And he had only to look into her face to see that it was so. Hitherto nil desperandum had been a good working motto, but something told him it was useless in this case. He thrust on his hat and pulled out his watch.
"Well," he said, "that settles it. I must--say I can't see your point of view--but that settles it. I must say, too, that your refusal is something of a shock after what I had been led to expect after the past few years."
"The person you are in love with led you to expect it, Humphrey, and that person is--yourself. You are in love temporarily with your own ideal of me."
"And your refusal comes at an unfortunate tune for me," he continued, not heeding her words, "when I have an affair on my hands of such magnitude, which requires concentrated thought. But I'm not a man to cry, and I'll make the best of it."
"If I thought it were more than a temporary disappointment, I should be sorry for you," said Victoria. "I remember that you felt something like this when Mr. Rutter wouldn't sell you his land. The lady you really want," she added, pointing with her parasol at the house, "is in there, waiting for you."
Mr. Crewe did not reply to this prophecy, but followed Victoria around the house to the group on the lawn, where he bade his hostess a somewhat preoccupied farewell, and bowed distantly to the guests.
"He has so much on his mind," said Mrs. Pomfret. "And oh, I quite forgot--Humphrey!" she cried, calling after him, "Humphrey!"
"Yes," he said, turning before he reached his automobile. "What is it?"
"Alice and I are going to the convention, you know, and I meant to tell you that there would be ten in the party--but I didn't have a chance."
Here Mrs. Pomfret glanced at Victoria, who had been joined at once by the tall Englishman. "Can you get tickets for ten?"
Mr. Crewe made a memorandum.
"Yes," he said, "I'll get the tickets--but I don't see what you want to go for."
CHAPTER XXV. MORE ADVENTURER
Victoria had not, of course, confided in Beatrice Chillingham what had occurred in the garden, although that lady had exhibited the liveliest interest, and had had her suspicions. After Mr. Crewe's departure Mr. Rangely, the tall young Englishman, had renewed his attentions assiduously, although during the interval in the garden he had found Miss Chillingham a person of discernment.
"She's not going to marry that chap, is she, Miss Chillingham?" he had asked.
"No," said Beatrice; "you have my word for it, she isn't."
As she was leaving, Mrs. Pomfret had taken Victoria's hand and drawn her aside, and looked into her face with a meaning smile.
"My dear!" she exclaimed, "he particularly asked that you be invited."
"Who?" said Victoria.
"Humphrey. He stipulated that you should be here."
"Then I'm very much obliged to him," said Victoria, "for I've enjoyed myself immensely. I like your Englishman so much."
"Do you?" said Mrs. Pomfret, searching Victoria's face, while her own brightened. "He's heir to one of the really good titles, and he has an income of his own. I couldn't put him up here, in this tiny box, because I have Mrs. Fronde. We are going to take him to the convention--and if you'd care to go, Victoria--?"
Victoria laughed.
"It isn't as serious as that," she said. "And I'm afraid I can't go to the convention--I have some things to do in the neighbourhood."
Mrs. Pomfret looked wise.
"He's a most attractive man, with the best prospects. It would be a splendid match for you, Victoria."
"Mrs. Pomfret," replied Victoria, wavering between amusement and a desire to be serious, "I haven't the slightest intention of making what you call a 'match.'" And there was in her words a ring of truth not to be mistaken.
Mrs. Pomfret kissed her.
"One never can tell what may happen," she said. "Think of him, Victoria. And your dear mother--perhaps you will know some day what the responsibility is of seeing a daughter well placed in life."
Victoria coloured, and withdrew her hand.
"I fear that time is a long way off, Mrs. Pomfret," she replied.
"I think so much of Victoria," Mrs. Pomfret declared a moment later to her guest; "she's like my own daughter. But at times she's so hopelessly unconventional. Why, I believe Rangely's actually going home with her."
"He asked her to drop him at the Inn," said Mrs. Fronde. "He's head over heels in love already."
"It would be such a relief to dear Rose," sighed Mrs. Pomfret.
"I like the girl," replied Mrs. Fronde, dryly. "She has individuality, and knows her own mind. Whoever she marries will have something to him."
"I devoutly hope so!" said Mrs. Pomfret.
It was quite true that Mr. Arthur Rangely had asked Victoria to drop him at the Inn. But when they reached it he made another request.
"Do you mind if I go a bit farther, Miss Flint?" he suggested. "I'd rather like the walk back."