At the end of that time, however, her son fell ill, and the doctors advised that she should take him abroad for the winter.
Then ensued a difficulty. She had taken the house on a three years'
agreement, and she did not wish to sell her furniture.
Clearly then, as all her friends said, the best thing for her to do was to let the house furnished until the end of her term, by which time she would be able to arrange her future plans.
This was in July. October had now come, and the house was still on view. Keys to be had at Mr. Stilton's, Blank Street, Clapton, while once a week the rooms were swept, the furniture rubbed and dusted, and fires lighted, by a former servant, who having married only a few months previously, resided in the neighbourhood.
The house would not let furnished. The class of people who require furnished houses are not those desirous of renting one at about a pound or five-and-twenty shillings a week, and Dolly had already written to inquire whether the chairs and tables and other effects had not better be stored, and the residence let unfurnished.
As she sat plucking the wool out of Mr. Werner's mat, the memory of this house had recurred to her. They would be quiet there. She could pay Mrs.
Baker's rent without saying who were her tenants. Mr. Stilton knew her well, and would let her have the keys at once if she said the house was taken. She would have Susan over, and she would tell no one, except Esther and Mr. Leigh, and perhaps Rupert Halling, where she and her husband had taken refuge, and she would nurse him back to health in that quiet house where not a sound would disturb his rest, for she remembered Mrs. Baker telling her the people next door had neither chick nor child--nor piano.
It all came back to her like a vision of safety and peace. There Messrs.
Forde and Kleinwort could not intrude; there they might shut their door and bar out the world, and not even Mr. Swanland could compel them to shelter a man in possession; there she could go into her kitchen undeterred by the thought of strangers loafing around the fire; there they might have their dry morsel in quietness; there she would be free from the scrutiny of Mr. Meadows, and the eternal bickering of workmen; there Mr. Bayley would have no right to come at early morn and dewy eve, and neither would Mr. Swanland's head and confidential clerk, who appeared perpetually at Homewood to hear Mr. Meadows' report, and to make sure the Mortomleys were not interfering with the business, or making away with goods, or inciting the men to rebellion, or, in a word, misconducting themselves in any way which should authorise Mr.
Swanland in taking active steps to teach them their true position.
As for Mr. Werner and all their former acquaintances, she tried to forget she had ever called a human being friend.
"What I have to do now I must do for myself," she decided, as she drove through the night, her husband's head pillowed on her shoulder. "If we must pass through the valley of humiliation, it shall henceforth be alone. We have trod it long enough in sight of the public."
Perhaps she underrated the extent of the responsibility she thus assumed; perhaps in her anger against Mr. Werner, and her remembrance of all the misery she had endured at Homewood, she omitted to look on the other side of the canvas, and see the picture of solitude, anxiety, poverty, and lingering illness ultimately painted there; but spite of this, though she took her bold step in haste, she never repented it had been forced upon her--never, not even when she was weary and downhearted, not even when the burden seemed greater than she could bear, did Dolly regret she decided not to take her husband back to Homewood.
And yet, as she stood at the gate struggling with an unknown lock, her heart did sink within her for a moment.
It was only for a moment, however, for when after another fight with the key of the hall-door, she entered the house and lighted the gas with some matches she had been wise enough to purchase on her way, together with some other articles, a great sense of security and contentment came over her, and she felt, so far as she was concerned, if there had not been a bed or table in the house, if she had been compelled to sleep on the bare boards, she would cheerfully have done so rather than pass another night under the same roof with Mr. Meadows or any person of his profession.
Full of this feeling she returned to the cab, and asked the driver to assist her husband to alight. Fortunately, he was a strong, capable fellow, or they must have sent for further assistance.
To her utter dismay, Dolly found it impossible to rouse the sick man to a sense of what was required from him, the moderate exertion of struggling to a standing position, and almost in despair she strove with all her strength to lift him from his seat.
"Let me try, ma'am," said Cabby, and he took Mortomley in his arms, and the moment after was supporting him on the side-path; then the strange man and she managed between them to lead him up the short walk and the little flight of steps leading to the hall door.
"Can we get him upstairs?" Dolly asked in despair, for one look at his face under the gaslight showed her his illness had returned, that he was as bad as he could well be.
"We can try, ma'am," was the answer.
"You must stay with him while I run up and light the gas," she remarked.
The man looked at the unpromising staircase, and at Mrs. Mortomley, panting and out of breath, and shook his head.
"I wouldn't try it if I was you," he said.
They placed him in an arm-chair, and then with mattresses brought from upstairs, made a comfortable enough couch in the back drawing-room.
When these preparations were completed, Dolly motioned the cabman to follow her into the hall.
"Haven't you got anybody here with you, ma'am?" he asked, with a rough sympathy in his voice and manner.
"I am all alone for the present," she answered. "Will you do something for me?"
"Aye, that I will, if so be I can," was the ready answer.
"First, how much do I owe you?" and when that pecuniary matter was settled to his entire satisfaction, Mrs. Mortomley said,
"I want you to fetch a doctor. Find one and bring him here as soon as you can. We won't quarrel about your fare."
"I am not afraid of that," he replied, muttering to himself as he climbed up to his box, "but I am afraid it is an undertaker rather than a doctor you will be wanting soon."
He was not absent more than half an hour, but in that time Dolly had arranged matters somewhat to her mind.
She discovered coals in the cellar, and a few pieces of wood in the kitchen-grate, and so managed to light a fire in the sick-room. She carried the chairs, upholstered in damask, and other items of drawing-room furniture into the front room, and substituted in their place articles from the upper rooms, which proved that Dolly had no intention of moving her husband to the first floor for some time to come.
From the contents of a travelling-bag, which having been taken straight out to Mrs. Werner's carriage, had escaped Mr. Meadows' scrutiny, she set out the dressing-table with a few toilet necessaries, and thus it came to pass that when the doctor arrived he found the house inhabited not merely by human beings, but by that subtle essence of womanhood which may be felt but never described.
Already the house was a home, and this man who entered so many houses which were not homes did involuntarily homage to her achievement.
With a quiet tread he walked to the side of his patient, and stooping down over him felt his pulse, pulled up his eyelids, drew down the coverings, and laid his hand on his heart, then placed his own cool palm on the sick man's forehead. Then leaning his elbow on the mantelpiece, he proceeded to question Dolly.
"How long has he been ill?"
"Several weeks. I cannot now remember how many," she answered, making a movement as if to leave the room.
"He won't hear us," said the doctor. "You need not trouble yourself about that. Some one has been attending him, I suppose?"
"Yes," she answered, "but not in this neighbourhood; we have only just come here."
"So the cabman told me," he replied. "Has he," indicating Mortomley with a turn of his head, "been living low?"
"He has had everything the doctor told me to give him."
"Beef-tea, wine, and so forth?"
"Yes, all sorts of wine, and everything we could think of or imagine."
"Just as I supposed," remarked the doctor. "And medicine, of course, draughts and drops, and those sort of things?"
"Yes; all that was ordered."
"And how does it happen a man in his state of health was out at such a time of night--out, in fact, at all?" asked the doctor suddenly.
"Because where we lived was killing him," Dolly answered; "because a dear friend wanted to take us to Brighton with her. And--and--well if I must tell you, other members of her family did not make us welcome when we got to her house in London, and I was obliged to bring him here."
"That is right," he said, nodding approvingly. "Always tell the truth to your doctor. In return I will be frank with you. What your husband wants is not so much wine, or meat, or change, or anything of that sort usually recommended, but sleep. If he can rest, and I think he can, that may save him; but I tell you candidly his recovery will be tedious, and nothing except rest _can_ save him. Good night. I will not send you any medicine at present, but I will look round early in the morning, and see what sort of a night he has passed."
And he held out his hand and departed, and Dolly was left alone.
When she paid the cabman for his second journey she gave him a letter, and put him upon honour to post it at some pillar-box where the collections were made at three in the morning.