Chapter 865 Echoes of Uncertainty: The Weight of Silence
At the side, Sumeri and Isolde's laughter and chatter filled the room, a stark contrast to the weighty thoughts weighing on Ren's mind. Sumeri's easygoing nature and Isolde's youthful innocence provided a welcome distraction from the gravity of their situation. Ren couldn't help but envy their carefree demeanor, wis.h.i.+ng he could s.h.i.+eld them from the harsh realities of the world.
And then there was Nikolai, the youngest member of their group, his innocence and naivety a stark reminder of the innocence that Ren feared would be lost if he revealed the truth. Despite his youth, Ren knew that Nikolai possessed a keen sense of intuition, and he couldn't shake the feeling that he might sense something amiss.
As Ren's headache intensified, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, willing the pain to subside. The weight of his decision bore down on him, each member of his guild representing a different facet of the dilemma he faced. It was a burden he wasn't sure they could bear right now.
"Hey Ren, are you okay?" Leonel broke Ren's reverie. "You've been silent there the whole time. Is something on your mind?"
All attention s.h.i.+fted to Ren, their eyes curious and expectant.
Ren took a deep breath, feeling the weight of their collective gaze upon him. Testing the waters, he cautiously began, "I'm just thinking . . ."
Suddenly, the atmosphere s.h.i.+fted, and everyone's attention became laser-focused on Ren, their expressions a mix of curiosity and antic.i.p.ation.
Ren swallowed nervously before continuing, "What if . . . what if the end of the world were to happen soon? What would you guys do?"
". . ."
". . ."
Silence hung in the air, thick with uncertainty and surprise.
No one could react before Ren's unexpected and serious question. Was he joking?
Was he serious?
Did he really just asked that question? Their Ren did?
Leonel burst into laughter, breaking the tension, and soon the others joined in.
The atmosphere s.h.i.+fted once more as Leonel approached Ren, slapping him jovially on the shoulder. "Ren, what are you talking about? Have you been watching too many apocalypse movies or something?"
Ren swatted away Leonel's hand, his expression remaining stoic. "Just answer my question."
Leonel chuckled, seemingly amused by Ren's seriousness, but he obliged. "Hmm, let's see. If the apocalypse is anything like those movies, I'd prefer it to be quick and painless. Maybe go out in my sleep, you know? That way, I won't feel a thing."
Ren was surprised by Leonel's nonchalant response, though he supposed he should have expected it. "You're just going to give up?"
Leonel nodded, shrugging. "Well, yeah? Have you watched those movies? I don't want to endure the suffering like those characters. I'd prefer my death to be swift and painless. No need to wander aimlessly in a barren world, hungry and in constant fear for your life. I'd rather face the end and get it over with."
Ren grumbled under his breath, frustrated by Leonel's apparent lack of resolve.
Turning to Isolde, Leonel continued, "What about you, Isolde? What would you do?"
Isolde pondered for a moment before answering, "Hmm . . . If the world were to end and zombies emerged like in those popular apocalypse movies, I'd rather fight with my guns and knives."
The group gaped at her, stunned by her boldness and heroic aura.
Everyone couldn't help but admire Isolde's courage. Her answer was so her. Though Ren couldn't decide if he viewed her answer as a positive or negative thing. On one hand, he admired her bravery, but on the other, he wished she'd prioritize her safety above all else.
He had a feeling that Isolde would probably choose to sacrifice herself for others rather than flee for her own life when the going gets tough.
As the attention s.h.i.+fted to Sumeri for her response, she chimed in, "I'd prefer a swift and painless exit too. I don't want to deal with those kinds of scenarios from the movies. Count me in for Leonel's plan."
"Ehehehe. High five, fellow cowardly comrades," Leonel raised his hand, and Sumeri slapped it with a mischievous grin on her face.
Nikolai, absorbed in the conversation, responded nonchalantly, "Whatever my sister says, that's what I will do too."
Roz nodded in agreement. "I'm with Leonel's plan too."
With laughter and high fives exchanged between Leonel, Sumeri, Nikolai, and Roz, Ren couldn't help but feel a pang of uncertainty about their att.i.tude towards the end of the world.
Was it because they thought he was joking that they were giving such carefree answers? Or did they truly feel that way? Ren pondered this question deeply.
Surely, if he were to tell them that he was serious and that the end of the world was imminent, they would prefer a painless death over facing such hards.h.i.+p head-on?
Meaning, suicide?
Maybe that was what the majority would think. Ren considered. Who would want to suffer if the end of the world were approaching?
Besides, it's the end of the world, what could they possibly do against that?
Everyone would likely prefer to give up and die swiftly and painlessly rather than endure the horrors of an apocalypse.
With that in mind, Ren concluded that revealing the truth to them would inevitably lead to their demise much earlier than necessary. Besides, he didn't know when the end of the world would happen, so there might still be a chance that they would evolve in this short of time.
Perhaps if they would evolve, it would change their views and encourage them to fight for their lives.
Right now, however, Ren was certain that none of them had experienced anything out of the ordinary, because he would have known. Leonel and Isolde couldn't keep their mouths shut, and Sumeri, Nikolai, and Roz would eventually inquire about it in their own way.
As for Evie . . . Ren was sure she would confide in him if she experienced anything resembling an evolution, unlike him, who harbored reservations.
Suddenly feeling suffocated by the weight of his realization, Ren understood that his friends were not yet ready for what was to come.