After learning I had cancer, we immediately started the chemo sessions. See the thing was I really didn't mind dying but seeing my parents like that devastated me even more. This little chance of hope I only gave it a go because of them. I had to stay strong for them.

I never had best friends or childhood friends like everyone else. In fact, I didn't have much close friends too. I know I wasn't the pretty popular one. All I was, was a person who just got better grades than all, never partied or hung out with people or even have a boyfriend. I was just a normal person. People would just make fun of me for no reason and pick on me. Friends never stuck by me, so at some point I just stopped trying. I was all alone. Well I think that was for the best. At least I won't have more people that Ill disappoint when I die.

With only a few years or maybe even months to live I stopped thinking about my career path. I wasn't interested in school anymore. But I still made sure not to affect my grades so much.

Before having cancer, I always had problems sleeping. And now with cancer it wasn't just that I couldn't sleep; I would stay up all night coughing blood. Soon enough my hair also started to fall. I asked my parents to get me a wig. I didn't want the people another reason to pick on me. That is another reason that I told the teacher not to tell the other students about my problem. The last thing I needed I life was pity from others. And it's not like anybody cared. So, my parents bought me one.

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I would just go on about school as though nothing happened. And after that I would have my chemo sessions. Everything was going just fine. I was regularly going for my chemo lessons and I was doing well in school. Although the cancer had not gone, still, comparatively everything was.