Prologue

Everyday Ive got enough to eat and a place where to sleep, its simple but nice. And at the end of the month I even get some money.

Merit in the battlefield will always be properly paid. But it is not just for money, it is also the excitement that I feel when moving incognito into enemy territory. My heart trambles and so I feel alive. The greater the risk, the better.

My homeland is important to me.

For my homeland I know no way thats too long. I fight and face any oponent for it. About the reasons why I dont believe in giving up. This is not just a soldier. They pay us to fight and we have to obey our superiors orders.

"What exactly is patriotism, right?" I asked once to an officer whom I met after a long time.

"What if you are plotting a misin that is not paying off for you?"- he asked back.

"If thats the case I would try to reject it" I said. "But if the order comes from you, Excellency, I will certainly not hesitate in performing it."

Not to tell, that I already have used all the chances to disguise myself as a woman under my countrys service. What should I do? Its fantastic how Ive looked like a woman not just for once.