Chapter 523

523 Love Confession (2)

Fiona, did you know all this time?

Yes, I noticed from the time I joined the party.

Apparently, she knew from the beginning.

Oh, lord

Fiona knew of Lilys feelings from the moment they met At that time, Id been living with Lily for three months. The word dense couldnt even describe me by this point

Dammit, why am I Lily

I was truly at a loss. What should I say to apologize? No, more importantly, it was lame that I needed someone else to spell it out for me.

Itd have been meaningless if I hadnt realized it myself.

No, even if so, I doubted Id actually realize it. After all, even with Reki and Ursulas kindness, it wasnt until leaving the village that I realized it.

Chrono, do you want to go after Lily?

I didnt think I had the right to do so.

Still

Yes. Now that Ive found out, I cant just let it be.

Do I love Lily?

I didnt think that I saw her as a member of the opposite s.e.x

Still, without realizing it, Id become too attached to her.

However, that didnt erase all of my doubts. I felt like I cherished her like a sister At the very least, I couldnt bear the sight of her crying?

Ill go look for Lily.

I wont let you.

When I turned to leave, there was a light impact on my back. Judging from the sensation, I could feel that Fiona was embracing me from behind. Her white arms encircled my belly.

Why did you stop me?

Hey, Chrono If I was the one who left tearfully, would you come after me?

I didnt understand the meaning of her question.

What are you talking about? I have to hurry and find Lily

What do you think? Between me and Lily, whod you choose?

Fiona had been calmly listening until now. In the first place, from the moment we were reunited, she probably had a rough understanding about Sariel and I.

Therefore, it was difficult to imagine Fiona crying in shock.

What are you talking about, Fiona? Now isnt the time

If you cant answer, well, thats fine, too. Anyhow, is it really wise to be in such a hurry? Lily needs some alone time. Surely, Chrono will understand?

When she put it like that, I couldnt help but nod.

After the battle to defend Alsace, life in Spada began to take a plunge into the depths of despair. It was only in the beginning that I was able to muster a bravado. Said petty sense of justice was reduced into nothing when I saw the surviving refugees.

At that time, thanks to Mias immediate appearance, I was able to sort out my thoughts. Above all, I managed to find hope. But without that, itd take a long time before I could fully recover.

Or maybe I truly had changed. A ruthless, selfish, and above all, cowardly man who cut down all but his precious companions without ever looking back.

Alright Ill leave Lily alone for tonight.

As soon as I nodded, Fiona released her grasp on me. But then, she approached me from the front. We werent exactly hugging, but close enough. On my chest, was the enigmatically beautiful Fiona.

Chrono, in truth, even Im shocked by thisto the same extent as Lily, even. Its just that I have more rationality than her.

Im sorry, youre right

Although, it was one thing to understand, but whether or not she could forgive me was another matter. As for Fiona, I thought she followed me this far precisely because she trusted me

My actions were unforgivableboth as a companion and a man.

Thats right, Chrono, youre the worst.

For the first time, her curse words pierced my heart.

Even if I was aware of iteven if I admitted to it, to hear that from her was still shocking.

To help our enemy, the apostle, out of selfish personal feelings Even if you were to say that Sariel seduced you with her good looks and shackled you, theres no excuse.

Certainly, if my deeds were known, the general consensus was as such. After all, even though Sariel and I hailed from the same town, we were only acquaintances. We werent friends, much else a couple.

No, even if s.h.i.+rasaki and I were married for a long time, I had no way of proving that.

After all, it was Sarielthe apostlewhom I chose to spare. That fact alone made me a sitting duck to all kinds of slanders.

If Chrono had realized Lilys feelings sooner, then you might be able to proceed with killing Sariel.

While it was nothing more than a theory, I thought that it was possible.

If I had noticed her feelings sooner, whatd I do? But thinking about it was useless, since I couldnt respond to said feelings.

Then, if I had a lover by the name of Lily, would I be able to kill Sariel that day? Even if I thought about it, I couldnt find an answer. Even so, there was no doubt that Id be more inclined to end her.

Sariel shouldve been killed. Chrono, who failed to do so, is to blame.

Yes, I know, Im selfish

By keeping Sariel alive, I had overlooked the risks that came with it. Fortunately, coincidences overlapped, and Sariel wasnt only able to be rid of her divine protection, but also received the divine protection of the Dark Knight Freesia, eliminating the possibility of her ever being revived as an apostle ever again.

Still, the act itself could be considered a rebellion thatd put Sparda itself in jeopardy. That was what it meant to save an apostle. The level of danger was completely different than merely allowing Linfelt to escape.

Nevertheless, Chrono still proceeded with the selfish acts, and even betrayed Lilys feelings in the process.

She was right.

Even now, I had no intention of slaying Sariel. As much as I was reluctant to admit it, my heart had accepted Sariels existence in the momentary peace I spent at the cultivation village.

Even at such a time, I glanced at Sariel, who remained expressionless. Despite my showdown with Fiona, she just sat there and listened

In such a chaotic situation, I wondered what went through Sariels head

Please look this way, Chrono.

Fionas white hand reached for my cheek, forcing me to look forward. Her golden eyes were right in front of me, drawing me in.

Uhrry

Is this woman that important to you?

It was as if I was being tested. While her half-eyed gaze was as laidback as ever, I felt that way.

Yes, just as Lily said, I chose memories. Even though not even a single trace of s.h.i.+rasaki remains in Sariel, and that shes nothing more than an empty husk But even so, I dont want Sariel to die. Ive decided to protect her.

I see. Its the worst answer. After all, youre the worst.

Seeing Fiona exhale, I realized.

Would it be the end of my alliance with the Element Master?

Fiona didnt forgive me. In the first place, what I had committed was unforgivable. I was aware of that, too. I shouldve seen it coming.

Im so sorry, Fiona. If this is the end

Suddenly, Fionas face approached. Before I knew it, no distance remained.

Soft.

Our lips overlapped.

What, are you?

Fiona pulled back as if nothing had happened. Only then did I realize that Ive been kissed.

Chrono, youre the worst, but I forgive you.

Huh?

I made a stupid noise. It didnt make any sense. In the first place, I was still wrapping my head around the fact that Fiona had just kissed me

Boom!

My heart was pounding.

I forgive youdo you know why?

Why?

Shouldnt that be obvious? Because I love you.

What kind of expression was I making?

The truth is, you already know, dont you?

After all, Fiona had kissed me. That alone proved that she wasnt simply playing around.

Chrono, I love you.

A heartfelt confession.

Just as Elina told me before she departed for the Galahad War, Fionas words were so straightforward and crisp that I couldnt mishear it

Fiona, I

I couldnt give an immediate answer. I knew that I was being lameeven so, it was impossible for me!

In Elinas case, I turned her down right away. Since I was concerned about myself and the future, it wasnt difficult.

But what about now?

Fiona accompanied me in the decisive battle with Sariel. Without her, wed have lost the Galahad War. Id be helpless against the apostle.

In the first place, her strength was necessary for me in future battles. After all, Fiona was a rare companion who could go with the crusaders on the b.l.o.o.d.y battlefield of h.e.l.l.

For such a person to love me Moreover, she was also ridiculously beautiful. Id lost count as to how many times Id been struck by her beauty. If I wasnt this pathetic, Id make a move on her.

In short, a girl named Fiona was a very rare existence whod love a brute like me Originally, I should be the one to bow and confess to her.

So why wasnt I tempted to do so until now? Because Lily was there.

Now that Fiona had confessed to me, why did my worry and distress outweigh the happiness? Because Lily was there.

Despite knowing that Lily loved me, Fiona still confessed to me

Is that what you mean by choose?

Yes.

A cruel affirmation, where neither lies nor deceit could be found.

Please choose me.

Was it a wish, or an order? Once again, Fionas face approached mine.

Wait!

I managed to prevent the second kiss.

I didnt shove her, and instead pushed her shoulders back.

Am I not good enough?

No, its not about that

I didnt understand what I was saying. Still, I didnt think itd be right to let her kiss me

Lily wont forgive you, Chrono. To be more precise, she wouldnt be able to forgive Sariels existence. Once she returns, shes more likely to point her blade at her again.

But that was only a speculation

Surely, if Lily cooled her head, shed come to an understanding

was a very wishful and convenient thought from me.

But if its me, I will. Its alright if you dont want to kill Sariel, I can overlook that. Of course, itll take some time before I can forgive you. Even so, I can handle itas long as you become my lover.

To forgive the unforgivable, is that the power of love?

Fionas words were filled with love. Was that her honest feelings? Was that truly what she thought?

If I dont choose Fiona, whatll happen?

Do you have the confidence to turn me and Lily into enemies for the sake of Sariel?

Chill went down my spine.

It was a familiar feeling to me, whod fought countless life-threatening battles. However, it was the first time for me to feel that even though I wasnt in danger.

Fiona was serious.

Please choose me, Chrono. That way, I can grant your wishes.

Apparently, a threat can sound so sweet, too

My instinct told me to not give in.

To not give up.

There must be other, better alternatives.

My rationality cried.

Because I love you dearly, I can forgive me for anything, anytime.

Fiona reached for my face again. I couldnt stop her. My arms, still holding onto her shoulders, didnt move in the slightest, as if Id been petrified by her demonic gaze.

Now, answer me, Chrono.

Fiona closed in for the third time akin to a beast that relentlessly pursued her prey.

However, no matter how many times I beheld the face of this girl, who threatened me amidst her love confession, she was still beautiful.

Somehow, I just couldnt believe it. Did I truly fight alongside such a beautiful girl until now?

One early summer day, when I first met her, she laid defenselessly on the side of the highway in the middle of evening; the memories of surviving Alsace; living in Spada; and facing the decisive battle of Galahadthose memories flashed across my mind.

Always, no matter what, shed be sure to look at me with that sleepy, expressionless face.

I

Alright, Fiona. Lets get closer. No, if youre alright with me, why dont we go out? From now on, as a lover, and not a friend.

Of course, Chrono.

Thus, I accepted the second kiss.

As we locked lips together in a trance, tears overflowed from her face.