She pushed away that doubt. It didn't matter.

And the fact that he probably gave her the best pussy licking of her life didn't matter either. "Whoo," she said, fanning herself.

Frowning she instantly felt fucked up for her hope that she didn't have to kill Bas. Good candy licker or not, if he was behind Brandon's death, then she had no mercy for his life.

Naeema looked down at her notepad and tapped her pen directly between the names Hammer and Nelson. I need to get them alone.

Hammer the Lover and Nelson the Kid.

She didn't have phone numbers for either one, so even if she came up with a scheme to meet up with them, she would need Vivica to execute it. She wasn't trusting that.

"Man, shit."

She needed a break from thinking. Sometimes when you set a problem on the "shelf" and walked away from it-forgot about it-the answer would just appear. She needed one of those moments big-time.

Shaking her head, she closed the container but kept the ring on her finger as she replaced the containers and the TV. She turned on the radio, took out her weed pipe, and packed it as she swayed to Faith Evans singing "Soon as I Get Home."

"Baby I'll do what I gotta do," Naeema sang off-key as hell in between inhales and exhales.

BAM-BAM-BAM.

Naeema kept on singing as she raised her foot and stomped back in response to Sarge's nonverbal complaint.

STOMP-STOMP-STOMP.

Humming along to the song, she took another toke from the pipe. "Sing, Faith," she said, feeling herself get emotional as she thought of Tank.

The weed and the music were fucking with her.

Being free from a hotel suite (aka high-end jail cell) was fucking with her.

Living a double life was fucking with her.

Knowing old crabby Sarge in the basement cared about her was fucking with her.

Seeing those pictures of her boy was fucking with her.

She used to be surrounded by friends and partying nonstop but she preferred being a loner-except when everything was coming at her at once.

"Shit," she swore, sitting the dick pipe down and picking up her cell phone to call Tank's phone number.

It rang once and went to voice mail.

Was he serious about pulling away from her? She couldn't believe that his words the other night were nothing more than just that. Actions trumped everything.

There's no way Tank is done. No way in hell.

Naeema opened her robe and lay back on the bed to spread her legs wide like propellers and used one hand to spread her lips down below and the other to take a picture that she sent to him along with the text COME AND GET IT . . .

She dropped the phone and put her arm over her eyes as she heard gunshots in the distance. She was feeling the weed and getting lost in the slow jams as she lay in the middle of the bed and stroked the soft hairs covering her fat mound.

Good thing too or Bas woulda seen my tat.

Only Tank's dick game was strong enough to make her put his name on it.

She bent her leg and swayed her knee back and forth as she picked her phone up from the bed. Nothing from Tank.

He was her constant.

Even after she left him he was always there when she called. Always.

"I'm not feeling this shit no more, Na."

Did she underestimate him?

She dialed his number again and it just rang endlessly this time.

Naeema called again. And again. And ten times more.

"You have reached an automated voice mail system. Please leave a message after the tone."

Naeema paced back and forth across her living room.

Beeeep.

"Fuck you, La-va-ri-us," she said, using his first name because she knew he hated that. "I ain't the one to play with and you know that. You got me mixed up with them little tricks in the street that's blowing up both your heads. Don't call me no more. And look for them divorce papers."

Naeema ended the call and flung the phone back onto the bed as she continued to pace. It wasn't like Tank not to answer her call. For any reason.

"I'm not feeling this shit no more, Na."

She remembered the night she went with him to the club and he walked up just as some random dude brought her a drink. That led to a discussion of his woman being disrespectful by accepting a drink-which he said was basically an "I want to fuck you" calling card. That discussion led to a heated argument that led to them yelling in the street outside the club and ended with her trying to run him over with her car.

And when she called him an hour later and told him to come thru they had the most explosive sex ever on the hood of that same car. He fucked her so fast and furious she thought she saw Tyrese, Ving Rhames, and the ghost of Paul Walker applauding from the sidelines.

But he still had answered her call.

What if something happened to him?

And just like that her anger turned to fear.

She snatched up her cell phone and called his phone again. It went straight to voice mail.

"You have reached an automated voice mail system. Please leave a message after the tone."

Naeema's heart was pounding like crazy.

Beep.

"Tank, it's not like you not to call me back . . . not to answer me. Hell, are you okay? Just call or text me that you're okay. Please?" she said, not caring that she was pleading.

She dropped down onto the bed and covered her face with both of her hands. She hated not knowing. Who wanted to be angry at someone who was laid up in the hospital or worse? And she hated to worry about his ass if he was just ignoring her calls.

"Lawd Jesus, all these emotions while I'm high," Naeema wailed, throwing her hands up to the ceiling before she flopped back onto the bed.

Knock-knock-knock.

Naeema tilted her head up and looked toward the entrance to the kitchen. She couldn't see any of Sarge but his arm stretched across the doorway as he rapped on the frame. "Yes, Sarge," she said, sitting up and feeling her upper body sway.

Yo, I am soooo faded right now.

She fought the urge to giggle.

"Tank a'ight," he said, never moving past that point behind the wall that kept him from seeing into the living room.

So he called Sarge and not me. Oh, okay.

"Oh, so you can answer the phone I bought," she snapped, shooting her anger in Sarge's direction.

Moments later the door to the basement slammed shut.

WHAM.

So they both mad at me.

And her mood swung from fear and anxiety back to anger and then nonchalance. Fuck it.

Good weed kicking in had that effect.

"And they both will be the fuck a'ight," Naeema said, leaning her head back to look up to the ceiling. "O-kay."

Bzzz . . . bzzz . . . bzzz . . .

Naeema picked up her cell but it wasn't vibrating. She reached in her purse for her burner cell phone. It was Bas. She sucked air between her teeth. "This motherfucker," she muttered.

She had freed herself from the hotel suite and told the front desk he checked out before she caught two different taxis to bring her tired black ass home. She was sick of waiting on him to spare her twenty minutes and a phone call every day. She'd meant to shake him up by leaving because she couldn't accomplish a damn thing roaming around a suite all day. It was seriously time to shake shit up. So she ignored his call and lowered the volume to silent before dropping the cell onto the middle of the bed.

Besides, there was no way in hell she could talk to him so high. Naeema wasn't even trying to trust that shit.

Naeema stayed up all night enjoying the effects of the weed and then getting smoked up all over again as soon as she felt even an ounce of clarity. At nine p.m. she grabbed her wedding ring from its jewelry box and tossed it into the ashes of the unlit fireplace. She dug through those same ashes ten minutes later to find it and then called and cursed Tank out via his voice mail again. At ten o'clock she watched the news while sitting butt naked on the edge of the bed crying. At eleven she baked a batch of brownies packed with walnuts and then ate damn near the whole pan while she blazed on. At 1:00 a.m. she sang along to the entire The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill CD at the top of her lungs as Sarge continued to bang on the ceiling below her. At 3:00 a.m. she walked through every room in the house for no reason at all. And at five she tacked the mug shots or photos of the Make Money Crew to the wall and pretended to blast shots through the dome of each one. At six she fell face forward onto her bed and slept.

Naeema's eyes fluttered open and with each blink of her eyes her vision, focused on the doorway leading into the kitchen, was now covered with a dark gray blanket. It wasn't definite whether the gray was dinge or not. Raising her head from the bed she looked around the living room. She arched her brow at the photos torn in half on the floor like big-ass pieces of confetti. It took a minute to remember being the one to rip them and throw them up in the air.

Groaning as she backed up off the bed, she smacked her lips and frowned at the nasty taste in her mouth. The combo of morning breath, brownie, and weed had to be worse than dog shit. Naked, with her breasts swaying in countermotion to her hips, Naeema walked to the bathroom. She paused at the entrance and whipped her head to look over her shoulder at the blanket.

Her eyes squinted.

Vaguely she remembered the sound of hammering last night during her adventures. She was quite sure Sarge must have accidentally caught sight of her naked ramblings around the house. "Oh Lord," she drawled, feeling her face flush with embarrassment.

Bzzz . . . bzzz . . . bzzz . . .

She turned and walked back to the bed to search the covers for her vibrating phone. "Hey, Bas," she said into the throwaway phone as she strode back to the bathroom.

"I'm coming to scoop you up."

She paused with her mouth open as she searched for a lie. "I'm at the dentist."

"I wanted to show you my new crib."

"New crib?" she asked. "What happened to that old crib . . . and that old situation?"

He laughed. "I told you I was taking care of that."

"The old folks say even a slow and steady drip can make an impact and the tortoise beat the rabbit and all kinds of shit to back up you slow rolling on this," she teased.

"You comin' to see it or not?"

Naeema bit her bottom lip. There is no way I'm passing on that. "Uhmm . . . well, can you pick me up downtown? I should be done in like . . . thirty minutes."

"A'ight. Where?"

"Just come to Broad and Market."

"Bet."

"What you driving?" she asked.

"It'll stand out."

What's next, a fucking helicopter?

"A'ight," she said.

Naeema called for a cab as soon as he hung up and then rushed to the bathroom.

"What city is this?" Naeema asked as she continued to look out the passenger window of the metallic orange BMW Z4 roadster.

Glancing over at him, she saw the look of confusion on his face as he shifted gears. "We're still in Newark," he said, as if that shit should've been obvious to her.

It was her turn to be confused. The long suburban streets lined with either mansions or mini-mansions with manicured lawns and towering trees looked like something on television and nothing like the Newark where she was born and raised. Nothing at all.

She was used to the towering office buildings and the old-looking buildings housing the museums and churches downtown being so different from her hood. And her hood, made up of small homes or three-family apartment buildings, differed from the projects where she used to roam as a wild teenager . . . but this was like nothing she knew existed in the city she loved.

"Yo, you never been out the Central Ward?" Bas asked, smiling over at her.