"What did he tell you?" I asked.
"He told me--he told me--Well, he didn't tell me so much, maybe, but he gave me to understand a whole lot. She's gone to those Crippses, Hosy, just as I suspicioned, not because she likes 'em--she hates 'em--or because she wanted to go, but because she thought 'twould please us if she did. It doesn't please us; it doesn't please me, anyway. She sha'n't be miserable for our sake, not without a word from us. No, we must go there and see her and--and tell her once more just how we feel about it.
It's our duty to go and we must. And," with decision, "we're goin' now."
She had poured out this explanation breathlessly, hurrying as if fearful that I might interrupt and ask more questions. I asked one of them the moment she paused.
"We knew all that before," I said. "That is, we were practically sure she had left Paris to get rid of us and had gone to her cousins, the Crippses, because of her half-promise to me not to sing at places like the Abbey again. We knew all that. And she asked me to promise that we would not follow her. I didn't promise, but that makes no difference.
Was that all Bayliss told you?"
Hephzy was still embarrassed and confused, though she answered promptly enough.
"He told me he knew she didn't want to go to--to those Leatherheaded folks," she declared. "We guessed she didn't, but we didn't know it for sure. And he said we ought to go to her. He said that."
"But why did he say it? Our going will not alter her determination to stay and our seeing her again will only make it harder for her."
"No, it won't--no it won't," hastily. "Besides I want to see that Cripps man and have a talk with him, myself. I want to know why a man like him--I'm pretty well along in years; I've met folks and bargained and dealt with 'em all my grown-up life and I KNOW he isn't the kind to do things for nothin' for ANYBODY--I want to know why he and his wife are so generous to her. There's somethin' behind it."
"There's something behind you, Hephzy. Some other reason that you haven't told me. Was that all Bayliss said?"
She hesitated. "Yes," she said, after a moment, "that's all, all I can tell you now, anyway. But I want you to go with me to that Ash Dump and see her once more."
"I shall not, Hephzy."
"Well, then I'll have to go by myself. And if you don't go, too, I think you'll be awfully sorry. I think you will. Oh, Hosy," pleadingly, "please go with me. I don't ask you to do many things, now do I? I do ask you to do this."
I shook my head.
"I would do almost anything for your sake, Hephzy," I began.
"But this isn't for my sake. It's for hers. For hers. I'm sure--I'm ALMOST sure you and she will both be glad you did it."
I could not understand it at all. I had never seen her more earnest. She was not the one to ask unreasonable things and yet where her sister's child was concerned she could be obstinate enough--I knew that.
"I shall go whether you do or not," she said, as I stood looking at her.
"You mean that, Hephzy?"
"I surely do. I'm goin' to see her this very forenoon. And I do hope you'll go with me."
I reflected. If she went alone it would be almost as hard for Frances as if I went with her. And the temptation was very strong. The desire to see her once more, only once....
"I'll go, Hephzy," I said. I didn't mean to say it; the words seemed to come of themselves.
"You will! Oh, I'm so glad! I'm so glad! And I think--I think you'll be glad, too, Hosy. I'm hopin' you will."
"I'll go," I said. "But this is the last time you and I must trouble her. I'll go--not because of any reason you have given me, Hephzy, but because I believe there must be some other and stronger reason, which you haven't told me."
Hephzy drew a long breath. She seemed to be struggling between a desire to tell me more--whatever that more might be--and a determination not to tell.
"Maybe there is, Hosy," she said, slowly. "Maybe there is. I--I--Well, there! I must go and buy the tickets. You sit down and wait. I'm skipper of this craft to-day, you know. I'm in command on this voyage."
Leatherhead looked exactly as it had on our previous visit. "Ash Clump,"
the villa which the Crippses had been so anxious for us to hire, was still untenanted, or looked to be. We walked on until we reached the Cripps home and entered the Cripps gate. I rang the bell and the maid answered the ring.
In answer to our inquiries she told us that Mr. Cripps was not in. He and Mrs. Cripps had gone to chapel. I remembered then that the day was Sunday. I had actually forgotten it.
"Is Miss Morley in?" asked Hephzy.
The maid shook her head.
"No, ma'am," she said. "Miss Morley ain't in, either. I think she's gone to chapel, too. I ain't sure, ma'am, but I think she 'as. She's not in."
She asked if we would leave cards. Hephzy said no.
"It's 'most noon," she said. "They'll be back pretty soon. We'll wait.
No, we won't come in. We'll wait out here, I guess."
There was a rustic seat on the lawn near the house and Hephzy seated herself upon it. I walked up and down. I was in a state of what Hephzy would have called "nerves." I had determined to be very calm when I met her, to show no emotion, to be very calm and cool, no matter what happened. But this waiting was hard. I grew more nervous every minute.
"I'm going to stroll about, Hephzy," I said. "About the garden and grounds. I sha'n't go far and I'll return soon. I shall be within call.
Send one of the servants for me if she--if the Crippses come before I get back."
Hephzy did not urge me to remain. Nor did she offer to accompany me. As usual she seemed to read my thoughts and understand them.
"All right, Hosy," she said. "You go and have your walk. I'll wait here.
But don't be long, will you."
I promised not to be long. The Cripps gardens and grounds were not extensive, but they were well kept even if the beds were geometrically ugly and the color masses jarring and in bad taste. The birds sang, the breeze stirred the leaves and petals, and there was a Sunday quiet, the restful hush of an English Sunday, everywhere.
I strolled on along the paths, through the gap in the hedge dividing the kitchen garden from the purely ornamental section, past the stables, until I emerged from the shrubbery at the top of a little hill. There was a pleasant view from this hill, the customary view of hedged fields and meadows, flocks of sheep and groups of grazing cattle, and over all the soft blue haze and misty sky.
I paused. And then close beside me, I heard a startled exclamation.
I turned. In a nook of the shrubbery was another rustic seat. Rising from that seat and gazing at me with a look of amazed incredulity, was--Frances Morley.
I did not speak. I could not, for the moment. She spoke first.
"You!" she exclaimed. "You--here!"
And still I did not speak. Where was the calm with which I was to meet her? Where were the carefully planned sentences which were to explain how I had come and why? I don't know where they were; I seemed to know only that she was there, that I was alone with her as I had never thought or meant to be again, and that if I spoke I should say things far different from those I had intended.
She was recovering from her surprise. She came toward me.
"What are you doing here?" she asked. "Why did you come?"
I stammered a word or two, some incoherences to the effect that I had not expected to find her there, that I had been told she was at church.
She shook her head, impatiently.