"Good night," I said, and turned away. Then I turned back.
"Bayliss," said I, "I think perhaps I had better say this: I have only the kindest feelings toward you. You may have misunderstood my attitude in all this. I have said nothing to prejudice her--Miss Morley against you. I never shall. You care for her, I know. If she cares for you that is enough, so far as I am concerned. Her happiness is my sole wish. I want you to consider me your friend--and hers."
Once more I extended my hand. For an instant I thought he was going to take it, but he did not.
"No," he said, sullenly. "I won't shake hands with you. Why should I?
You don't mean what you say. At least I don't think you do. I--I--By Jove! you can't!"
"But I do," I said, patiently.
"You can't! Look here! you say I care for her. God knows I do! But you--suppose you knew where she was, what would you do? Would you go to her?"
I had been considering this very thing, during my ride to the lodgings and on the way to the hotel; and I had reached a conclusion.
"No," I answered, slowly. "I think I should not. I know she does not wish me to follow her. I suppose she went away to avoid me. If I were convinced that she was among friends, in a respectable place, and quite safe, I should try to respect her wish. I think I should not follow her there."
He stared at me, wide-eyed.
"You wouldn't!" he repeated. "You wouldn't! And you--Oh, I say! And you talked of her happiness!"
"It is her happiness I am thinking of. If it were my own I should--"
"What?"
"Nothing, nothing. She will be happier if I do not follow her, I suppose. That is enough for me."
He regarded me with the same intent stare.
"Knowles," he said, suddenly, "she is at the home of a relative of hers--Cripps is the name--in Leatherhead, England. There! I have told you. Why I should be such a fool I don't know. And now you will go there, I suppose. What?"
"No," I answered. "No. I thank you for telling me, Bayliss, but it shall make no difference. I will respect her wish. I will not go there."
"You won't!"
"No, I will not trouble her again."
To my surprise he laughed. It was not a pleasant laugh, there was more sarcasm than mirth in it, or so it seemed, but why he should laugh at all I could not understand.
"Knowles," he said, "you're a good fellow, but--"
"But what?" I asked, stiffly.
"You're no end of a silly ass in some ways. Good night."
He turned on his heel and walked off.
CHAPTER XVII
In Which I, as Well as Mr. Solomon Cripps, Am Surprised
"And to think," cried Hephzy, for at least the fifth time since I told her, "that those Crippses are her people, the cousins she lived with after her pa's death! No wonder she was surprised when I told her how you and I went to Leatherhead and looked at their 'Ash Dump'--'Ash Chump,' I mean. And we came just as near hirin' it, too; we would have hired it if she hadn't put her foot down and said she wouldn't go there.
A good many queer things have happened on this pilgrimage of ours, Hosy, but I do believe our goin' straight to those Crippses, of all the folks in England, is about the strangest. Seems as if we was sent there with a purpose, don't it?"
"It is a strange coincidence," I admitted.
"It's more'n that. And her goin' back to them is queerer still. She hates 'em, I know she does. She as much as said so, not mention' their names, of course. Why did she do it?"
I knew why she had done it, or I believed I did.
"She did it to please you and me, Hephzy," I said. "And to get rid of us. She said she would do anything to please us, and she knew I did not want her to remain here in Paris. I told her I should stay here as long as she did, or at least as long as she sang at--at the place where she was singing. And she asked if, provided she gave up singing there, you and I would go back to England--or America?"
"Yes, I know; you told me that, Hosy. But you said you didn't promise to do it."
"I didn't promise anything. I couldn't promise not to follow her. I didn't believe I could keep the promise. But I sha'n't follow her, Hephzy. I shall not go to Leatherhead."
Hephzy was silent for a moment. Then she said: "Why not?"
"You know why. That night when I first met her, the night after you had gone to Lucerne, she told me that if I persisted in following her and trying to see her I would force her to give up the only means of earning a living she had been able to find. Well, I have forced her to do that.
She has been obliged to run away once more in order to get rid of us.
I am not going to persecute her further. I am going to try and be unselfish and decent, if I can. Now that we know she is safe and among friends--"
"Friends! A healthy lot of friends they are--that Solomon Cripps and his wife! If ever I ran afoul of a sanctimonious pair of hypocrites they're the pair. Oh, they were sweet and buttery enough to us, I give in, but that was because they thought we was goin' to hire their Dump or Chump, or whatever 'twas. I'll bet they could be hard as nails to anybody they had under their thumbs. Whenever I see a woman or a man with a mouth that shuts up like a crack in a plate, the way theirs do, it takes more than Scriptur' texts from that mouth to make me believe it won't bite when it has the chance. Safe! poor Little Frank may be safe enough at Leatherhead, but I'll bet she's miserable. WHAT made her go there?"
"Because she had no other place to go, I suppose," I said. "And there, among her relatives, she thought she would be free from our persecution."
"There's some things worse than persecution," Hephzy declared; "and, so far as that goes, there are different kinds of persecution. But what makes those Crippses willin' to take her in and look after her is what _I_ can't understand. They MAY be generous and forgivin' and kind, but, if they are, then I miss my guess. The whole business is awful queer.
Tell me all about your talk with Doctor Bayliss, Hosy. What did he say?
And how did he look when he said it?"
I told her, repeating our conversation word for word, as near as I could remember it. She listened intently and when I had finished there was an odd expression on her face.
"Humph!" she exclaimed. "He seemed surprised to think you weren't goin'
to Leatherhead, you say?"
"Yes. At least I thought he was surprised. He knew I had chased her from Mayberry to Paris and was there at the hotel trying to learn from him where she was. And he knows you are her aunt. I suppose he thought it strange that we were not going to follow her any further."
"Maybe so... maybe so. But why did he call you a--what was it?--a silly donkey?"
"Because I am one, I imagine," I answered, bitterly. "It's my natural state. I was born one."
"Humph! Well, 'twould take more than that boy's word to make me believe it. No there's something!--I wish I could see that young fellow myself.
He's at the Continental Hotel, you say?"
"Yes; but he leaves to-morrow. There, Hephzy, that's enough. Don't talk about it. Change the subject. I am ready to go back to England--yes, or America either, whenever you say the word. The sooner the better for me."
Hephzy obediently changed the subject and we decided to leave Paris the following afternoon. We would go back to the rectory, of course, and leave there for home as soon as the necessary arrangements could be made. Hephzy agreed to everything, she offered no objections, in fact it seemed to me that she was paying very little attention. Her lack of interest--yes, and apparent lack of sympathy, for I knew she must know what my decision meant to me--hurt and irritated me.