Katherine walked as far as the bed and lifted the right-hand pillow, spilling the mound of lounging teddy bears off onto the floor. "Her nightgown's definitely missing," she said a moment later. "And her diary ... her journal, rather," Katherine corrected. "I think of it as a diary, but Bree prefers to call it a journal. It's one of those little blank books with lots of pink or blue flowers on the cover. I forget which it is. She buys them at a bookstore in Tucson, and she usually keeps the one she's working on right here on her nightstand. She says that's the last thing she does before she falls asleep at night-writes in her journal."

Ernie made another notation. "What about the bathroom?" he said. "Would you mind checking there?"

Moving deliberately, Katherine headed there next. She stood for some time in front of the bathroom counter. "Perfume, deodorant, makeup are all gone," she said. "She's taken the usual stuff. The kinds of things you'd expect. Her hair dryer is here, but I'm sure Crystal has one Bree could borrow."

Reaching out, Katherine pulled open the top drawer in the built-in bathroom vanity. "Comb and brush," she reported. Then, frowning, she reached down into the drawer and picked something up. At first glance it looked to Joanna like a light green, oversized matchbook.

"What's this?" Katherine asked, turning the packet over. Lifting the flap revealed a layer of tiny white pills covered by a plastic shield and backed by foil. To Joanna, the packaging was instantly recognizable. It took Katherine O'Brien a moment longer.

Turning the package over in her hand, Katherine frowned as she read the label. "Birth control pills!" she exclaimed in dismay. "What on earth would Brianna be doing with these?"

Behind Katherine's back, Ernie Carpenter and Joanna Brady exchanged glances. The usual reason, Joanna thought. Maybe there's a lot more rebellion going on in Brianna O'Brien's amazingly clean room than anyone-most especially her mother-ever imagined.

Those thoughts flashed through Joanna's head, but she was careful to say nothing aloud. Keeping quiet allowed Katherine O'Brien the opportunity to arrive at those same conclusions on her own. "Why, you don't think ..." Katherine blanched. "No. Absolutely not. Bree wouldn't do such a thing."

But clearly, Ernie Carpenter did think. "When we were out in the other room and I was asking about Bree's friends," he ventured, "neither you nor Mr. O'Brien mentioned a boyfriend."

Detective Ernie Carpenter had been a homicide cop for fifteen years and a deputy before that. He knew everything there was to know about murder and mayhem. Up to then, his careful handling of Katherine O'Brien had been sensitive in the extreme, but as soon as he made that statement, Joanna realized his knowledge of women was still somewhat lacking. His comment hit Katherine O'Brien hard, especially since the little green package clutched in her hand would most likely rob her of any lingering illusions about her daughter's supposedly virginal purity.

Rather than believe the evidence in her hand, however, Katherine turned on Ernie. "My daughter does not have a boyfriend, Detective Carpenter!" she insisted. "N-O-T. If she did, don't you think her mother would know about it?"

Not necessarily, Joanna thought, relieved to note that, at that juncture, Ernie was smart enough to keep his mouth shut.

"As for these," she continued furiously, flinging the offending package of pills back into the drawer and slamming it shut, "there's probably a perfectly reasonable explanation. Bree sometimes has terrible menstrual cramps. Maybe she's taking the pills for that. It's a common treatment. She certainly wouldn't be using them for birth control. Now, if there's nothing else, I need to be getting back to my husband."

"Mrs. O'Brien," Joanna said quickly, "would you mind if Detective Carpenter and I poked around in here for a few more minutes in case there's something we've missed?"

Having spent her outrage, Katherine took a deep breath. She considered for a moment, looking back and forth between Ernie and Joanna. "No," she said finally. "I suppose not, but still, I should be getting hack to David."

"As soon as we finish in here, we'll come find you," Joanna said.

In an exhibition of self-control Joanna found astounding, Katherine O'Brien switched off her anger and turned on an outward display of good manners. "We'll probably be in the living room," she said. "We usually have cocktails there every evening. In times of crisis, David likes to stick to as normal a routine as possible. You and Detective Carpenter are welcome to join us if you like."

"Thanks," Joanna said. "But not while we're working."

Katherine walked as far as the door. She went out into the hallway, pulling the door almost shut behind her. Then she opened it again and stuck her head back into the bedroom. "One more thing," she added. "I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't mention the pills. To David, I mean. Knowing about them would only upset him. He's already very close to the edge."

"Talk about close to the edge," Ernie said, staring at the closed door as Katherine left and the latch clicked home. "What about her? And what's the big deal anyway? Would these people prefer having their daughter turn up pregnant rather than be caught taking birth control pills?"

"They're Catholic," Joanna said, as if those words alone were explanation enough. "Practicing birth control is a sin."

"Maybe so," Ernie said. "But it seems to me that there are times when not practicing birth control is downright crazy."

Going into the bathroom, he opened the drawer and re-moved not one but two identical containers of pills. He took out his notebook and made a note of the doctor's name and the pharmacy's address on the label.

"She got these up in Tucson," Ernie told Joanna, '' The pharmacy is there, and probably the doctor is, too. Which means that she probably went to a good deal of trouble to make sure her parents wouldn't find out about them. My guess is that these two packages are for the next two months. She most likely has this month's supply with her."

Nodding, Joanna wandered over to the nearest bookshelf. There, on the second shelf from the bottom, sat a series of identical books-blue ones with streams of pink flowers spilling over the covers. Realizing these had to be the journals Katherine had mentioned, Joanna reached down and plucked the first one off the shelf. Inside the front cover was Brianna's full name-Roxanne Brianna O'Brien-written in flowing purple ink. The first entry was dated in June, three years earlier. Entries in that first volume ran from June 7 to September 12. The next volume picked up on September 13. Each volume covered roughly a three-to-four-month period. The last journal ended on October 8 of the previous year.

"Look at this," Joanna said, thumbing through the last volume. "Why did she stop?"

"Stop what?" Ernie asked.

"Keeping a journal. Bree started doing it three years ago. From the looks of it, she poured her heart and soul into these hooks. Each day's entry covers one to three pages, and one volume fills three to four months. Then, at the end of the first week of last October, she stops cold. But her mother just told Hs that Bree writes in her diary every night before she goes lo sleep. So what's happened to the last eight months' worth of entries?"

Ernie came over to where Joanna was standing and squinted down at the shelf from which she had removed the volume she was still holding.

"Where'd this one come from?" he asked.

Joanna pointed. "Right there," she said.

"Bree took one with her," Ernie said decisively. "The ghost of the book's footprint is still here, in the dust at the back of the shelf behind the books. That means that, if she's continued to write her diary entries at the same pace, she may have taken two volumes along-one completed and the other nearly so."

"Why?" Joanna asked.

"Something to do with that nonexistent boyfriend maybe? But if she went to all the trouble of taking both journals along, why didn't she take the pills, too?"

Joanna thought about that for a moment. "According to Katherine, she didn't generally come into Bree's room. If she did, the books were all there on the bookshelf, in plain sight. The pills were put away."

Ernie shook his head. "None of that makes much sense to me," the detective said. "But then I'm not a girl."

"I suppose I am?" Joanna returned.

"Aren't you?"

Had anyone else in the department called Sheriff Brady a girl, she might well have taken offense. But Ernie Carpenter was a crusty homicide detective who, from the very beginning, had treated Joanna as a fellow officer-a peer-rather than as an unwelcome interloper. Their already positive relationship had solidified when the two of them had narrowly survived a potentially fatal dynamite blast. Since they were comrades in arms, Joanna was able to overlook Ernie's occasional lapses into male chauvinism.

"Look," Joanna replied, "girl or not, it doesn't take a genius to see what's going on here. Bree was far more worried about her parents' finding out what was in her journal than she was about them stumbling over her supply of birth control bills. So that's where we have to start with whatever is in that journal."

"Great," Ernie said. "But as you've already noticed, the last seven or eight months of entries are missing."

"No problem," Joanna said. "Just because whatever Bree wrote is a deep dark secret to her family, that doesn't mean it is to everyone else. Half the students at Bisbee High School may know what's been going on. The trick is going to be getting one of them to tell us."

"Mrs. O'Brien gave me a list of all her friends," Ernie uttered.

Joanna shrugged. "We can start with them, I suppose," she said. "But we'll get what we want sooner by talking to Bree's enemies. They're the ones who'll give us the real scoop."

"Enemies!" Ernie sputtered. "What kind of enemies would Bree O'Brien have? She's eighteen years old, comes from a good family, is an honor student, and was valedictorian of her class. That's not the kind of girl you'd expect to be drinking, drugging, or hanging around with gangs, which, as far as I'm concerned, is where most teenage problems and fatalities come from."

Joanna looked at Ernie. He was a man who brought to his position as detective a bedrock of old-fashioned, small-town values. His solid beliefs and common sense had seen him through years of investigating the worst Cochise County had It) offer. He and his wife, Rose, had raised two fine sons, both of whom were college graduates-although neither of the boys had followed his father into law enforcement.

"You and Rose only raised sons," Joanna said. "You probably still believe girls are made of sugar and spice and every-thing nice."

"Aren't they?" He turned back and once again surveyed Bree O'Brien's almost painfully neat room. "But I don't think that's the case here," he said finally.

"Me either," Joanna said.

"So who's going to give David O'Brien the good news/bad news?" Ernie asked. "Who gets to tell him that his precious daughter most likely hasn't been kidnapped but that she's probably out there somewhere, shacked up for the weekend with an oversexed boyfriend her daddy doesn't know any-thing about?"