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It's In His Arms: A Red River Valley Novel Part 29

"This is off the record, right, Joe?" his dad said, like he'd read Mitchell's thoughts.

"'Course." Joe nodded.

What the hell. Prison couldn't be that much worse than Afghanistan.

Mitchell ran a hand through his hair. "I was alone at Middle Fork Lake the night of the rec-center fire. No one can vouch for me, so I have no way of proving that I wasn't near the rec center when that fire started." He looked Joe in the eye. "But I wasn't."

Mitchell could've done another tour in the war zone in the time that Joe stayed silent. "Okay. And?" he finally said.

Mitchell's gaze slid to his father.

"Go ahead and tell him the rest, son."

Mitchell relayed the whole story of their camping trip, including finding his dog tags across the lake in the Wilderness Scouts camp.

Joe's bushy brows pulled together. "Why would anyone want your dog tags?"

"Honestly," Mitchell said, "I think someone wanted to leave a piece of evidence behind that would point to me. Only I found it before the investigators."

"Which means Mitchell didn't have to come forward with that information. No one would've known if he'd kept his mouth shut." Funny how the old man made a compliment sound like an insult.

Joe braced his weight against the bar with both elbows, thinking. Weighing. "You believe him, Larry?"

"Lord knows he's given me every reason not to over the years, but I do."

Gee. Another almost-Kumbaya moment.

For once, Mitchell kept his smart mouth and cocky comeback to himself.

"Mitchell's made mistakes, and he wants to make up for them, don't you, son?"

"Besides the fourteen years I spent fighting a war?" Mitchell couldn't help it. That time in hell had to count for something.

His dad leveled a cast-iron glare at him.

Mitchell rubbed the corners of his eyes. "Yes, I've been helping out some folks to make up for being a punk-ass kid. I'll do whatever you want, Joe, but mostly I want you to know that . . ." He wasn't sure how to finish, because he wasn't going to lie again and say he'd burned down Joe's. He didn't have to drudge up ancient history, but he was done lying. "I'm sorry your place burned down. I really am." That was the truth. "I know it was an accident."

His dad's brow wrinkled at the way Mitchell phrased that, so he skipped over it in a hurry.

"If I could go back in time, I'd make sure it never happened."

Before Joe could respond, an angry, familiar-looking man who'd had too many beers in him came over and poked his finger in Mitchell's chest. Pretty ballsy considering he was a foot shorter and probably hadn't seen his feet over his beer gut in a decade.

"You've got some nerve coming here," he growled. "My nephew was on that campout, and you could've got him killed. Or was that your intention?"

Mitchell stood, slow and easy.

"Son." His dad's tone held a warning. "Let it go." Then his dad turned to the man. "Walter, you've had too much to drink. Go home before you do something you're going to regret."

Walter Renfro. Mitchell remembered him from high school. He'd been a few grades older and rode the bench on the football team while Mitchell, Langston, and Talmadge did all the work.

A woman at a nearby table stood. "My son was there. You should be behind bars." She glared at the sheriff. "Now he's gone to beating his wife, and you're buying him a drink instead of arresting him!"

"What?" Mitchell seethed. "I've never hit a woman."

The entire restaurant went quiet, and everyone stared in his direction.

"Then why is her face all bruised up?" The woman wasn't really asking Mitchell. She was accusing him.

He scanned the crowd, but Lorenda wasn't in her seat. Finally, he spotted her darting around the dance floor toward them with her friends right on her heels.

Langston appeared at his side.

A few jeers rang out, and the negative energy in the crowd gained momentum quickly. A small crowd of sneering patrons surrounded them. Then Mitchell felt another jab to the chest.

"Back off, buddy." The sheriff stood.

"I'm not your buddy." Walter's words slurred from too much alcohol. Obviously the reason he had the cojones to take on someone Mitchell's size. Walter took a swing, Mitchell ducked, and Walter's fist landed on Langston's chest.

Langston didn't even flinch, because he was built like a tank, just like Mitchell.

Walter howled in pain, holding his hand.

A snarling crowd had formed around them, and Lorenda pushed through it.

"Who did this?" Mitchell took her arm, and pulled her to him. "I need to know whose ass to kick."

"I'll explain later." She glanced around the crowd.

"Don't lie for him anymore! He's not worth it," a woman yelled.

"That's enough," his father roared. "Go back to your tables or go home."

"We're doing your job, Sheriff, since you can't," someone shouted from the crowd.

"Or won't." Walter still held his hand. He looked at Lorenda. "How can you do it? Cameron was a good guy. A hero. How can you desecrate his memory by marrying his no-good brother?"

"Mitchell is a decorated veteran just like Cameron was." Tears glistened in Lorenda's eyes.

Mitchell growled at Walter. "Don't ever talk to my wife that way." He took a step toward Walter.

"Don't, son." The sheriff's voice was calm. A plea. The look in his eyes was that of a father. Mitchell had seen that look in his father's eyes when he was looking at Cameron. But never him, until now.

"Everybody clear out," Joe said. "Take your business elsewhere until you can cool down."

Mitchell's lips parted. Joe wasn't throwing Mitchell out. He was throwing out anyone who wanted to attack Mitchell.

"Sheriff, why haven't you arrested him? We want an answer!" a woman shouted, and verbal agreements rounded the crowd. She looked at Joe. "And you're going to ask us to leave?" She jabbed a finger in Mitchell's direction. "What about him? He burned your old place down years ago. Now he's back starting more fires and beating up a woman just because she stood up to him and asked him to leave the school the other day." The woman's hands went to her hips.

Everyone went quiet.

That seemed to give the woman confidence. "My son is in her after-school program, and I saw what happened Monday in the gym. Now she shows up all bruised."

Every set of eyes in the room turned on Mitchell, including his dad's and Joe's.

If Mitchell told the truth about Lorenda's misplaced trust in Bart it might make her look bad. He'd also be suggesting that her judgment wasn't sound, and the parents might lose faith in her. Plus, he had no evidence to outright accuse Bart, so Mitchell stayed silent. Again. Like he was guilty.

Seemed to be the story of his life.

"See?" someone shouted.

Lorenda started to speak, but the sheriff interrupted. "Mitchell hasn't been arrested because there's no evidence against him. He paid for his past mistakes in the military. Don't you think that's punishment enough?"

"He was given medals!" Walter said. "He should've been given a prison uniform. And he's still getting away with it because of you. I think it's time for your resignation, Sheriff. We don't trust your judgment anymore or your ability to do your job and keep Red River safe." Walter jabbed the sheriff with a finger, and a few people took a step back.

"Don't touch my dad again," Mitchell growled.

"Or what?" sneered Walter. "You'll break my nose like you broke your wife's?"

Mitchell reared back to swing, but Lorenda grabbed his arm.

"Mitchell! Please don't." She stepped between him and the crowd. "You people are something. This is Red River. We're supposed to take care of each other."

"That's what we're doing," said one of the women. "Watching out for each other by getting rid of him." She glared at Mitchell.

"Mitchell didn't hit me." She pointed to her face. "He wasn't even in the room when this happened."

Tears slid down Lorenda's cheeks when she turned to look at him, like she was saying she was sorry.

"Sparky," Mitchell murmured.

She didn't listen.

"Cameron started the fire that burned down Joe's, not Mitchell."

The crowd went silent.

Mitchell dropped his chin to his chest, closing his eyes against the harsh truth that had come out after so many years of keeping it locked down tight. His hand closed around her arm, and he stepped close to her, his chest brushing against her back, and let out a sigh of resignation that made her hair flutter. "Lorenda, don't. Let them believe what they want."

She shook her head. "No, Mitchell." She looked over her shoulder at him, her gaze smoothing over his face. "I loved Cameron, but I can't lie for him anymore. Especially not if the truth can help you."

Lorenda turned her full attention on his dad. "Mitchell never asked Cameron to stay in the military."

The sheriff's look of confusion turned to shock as her words sunk in.

"I begged Cameron to get out of the military when I got pregnant the second time. Mitchell tried to get Cam to see reason and come home to me and the kids." Her voice shook. "The truth is, he didn't want me, and he didn't want his kids either." She swiped at another tear.

Mitchell caressed up and down her arm.

"He stayed in the military so he wouldn't have to come home to us."

The sheriff's face turned red, and he blinked away the glaze in his eyes. "Son," he said, turning his glassy eyes on Mitchell. "Is this true? I forced you into the military for nothing? Your brother died because of me?"

His dad's hand went to his chest to clutch at his heart. His face turned almost purple, and his eyes rounded.

"Call an ambulance," Langston said and jumped into action.

Mitchell was right there with him. "He takes heart medication."

"Pock . . . et," his dad whispered as they lowered him to the floor. And then his eyes fluttered shut.

It was after midnight when Lorenda and Mitchell finally left the emergency room in Taos and drove back to Red River. The sheriff's EKG had shown no signs of a heart attack, and the doctor called it more of an episode.

They rode in silence with just the illumination from the dashboard and the whir of four-by-four tires filling the cab of the truck. Lorenda laced her fingers and stared straight ahead.

She pulled Mitchell's phone from her purse and sent her mom a text. Her mom texted back saying the boys were asleep and she'd bring them to school tomorrow. Lorenda put the phone away and cleared her throat.

Still an uncomfortable silence filled the cab.

They rumbled into her drive, and Mitchell had his hand on the door handle before the truck stopped rolling.

Lorenda wrapped her fingers around his muscled arm. "Mitchell, I'm sorry. The last thing I wanted was to cause more trouble for you and your parents."

Mitchell's heavy sigh reached through the darkness and whispered through Lorenda's heart.

"It's not your fault, Sparky." Mitchell voice was dull. Almost lifeless. "It's mine." He let his head fall back on the seat. "All of it is mine and Cam's. We set this whole thing in motion graduation night, and we're still ruining lives because of it."

"Don't say that. And stop being a martyr. It's ruining your life, Mitchell. No one else's."

"I'm toxic to everyone I touch."

"Mitchell." Lorenda slid her hand into his, and he rolled his head to the side to look at her.

He reached out to gently circle her neck with his fingers. The roughness of his hands sent a delicious shiver shooting from her core to the tips of her fingers and toes.

"I've ruined your life too, Sparky. You just haven't realized it yet." His thumb brushed her bottom lip, and it parted. "You had to go to Bart Wilkinson for help because of me. That pretty much proves that I'm a sorry excuse for a man." His thumb made another trip across her lip.

"You're a wonderful man. The best I've ever known." She placed a hand over his and guided the tip of his thumb to her lips. Drew it between them and licked across it with her tongue, just like he'd done hers on their wedding day when they'd cut the cake.

He hissed in a breath.

How stupid she'd been to make Mitchell feel like she'd chosen Bart's help over his. That hadn't been her intention. She'd been trying to stand up for herself and go after a dream she'd wanted for so long.

She'd been trying to hang on to something that would fill the hole in her heart if Mitchell weren't in this for love.

Maybe now it was time to go after something else she wanted so badly it hurt. Something so much more important than a music program.

The cool night air filled the cab, sending a chill over most of her body. The sexy man next to her filled her heart, sending heat rushing to the spot between her thighs. Mitchell was the only man capable of doing so.