Catherine's blood. Luke hadn't given any thought to the fact that she'd bled on his clothing. Thinking about how close he'd come to losing her, he had a strange sensation, as though he might be ill, but he couldn't dwell on that now or afford to be distracted. He had these two to deal with first.
As though Langdon's question were of no consequence, Luke began slicing off a bit of ham. "Yes, as a matter of fact. You'll no doubt find this interesting. A strange thing happened on my way home from Dodger's in the early hours of the morning. My coach was stopped and some footpads threatened my life. Can you imagine?"
Langdon paled. His mother turned a ghastly, blotchy red. Luke suspected that before bitterness had hardened her features she'd been a lovely woman.
"Were you hurt?" Langdon asked.
Luke wasn't surprised by the true concern echoed in the man's voice. Marcus Langdon was two years Luke's senior. He had the famous Claybourne silver eyes, as well as the dark hair. He was a handsome fellow. Luke suspected that if not for Langdon's mother's resentment of Luke that the two men might have even been friends. But Langdon's loyalty rested with his mother, not with the man who had usurped his right to the t.i.tle.
"Barely at all," Luke a.s.sured him. "As you can imagine, growing up on the London streets as I did, I'm quite adept at dealing with those who crawl up out of its underbelly. Any notion who might want me dead these days?"
Langdon shifted his gaze to his mother, then back to Luke. "No."
"Most of London, I suspect," Mrs. Langdon said. "You're not a popular sort, but then thieves never are."
Luke gave her an indulgent smile. "Are we back to that? I've heard that you've filed with the courts."
Langdon cast another quick glance at his mother, who'd squared her shoulders in defiance.
"How'd you hear of that?" Langdon asked.
"I have my ways."
"The t.i.tle rightfully belongs to my son," Langdon's mother said.
"The old gent didn't agree."
"You never call him your grandfather. Marcus did."
Luke fought not to show how the force of her words struck him. "I'm well aware of that, madam, but you'll not wrest the t.i.tle from me. I enjoy too much the benefits that come with it." He came to his feet and looked at the man who no one in the room believed was truly his cousin. "If you've ever a desire to earn decent pay for an honest day's work, let me know."
"Honest? At Dodger's?"
"I have other business interests. They don't pay as well, but they're more respectable. I could use a good man to help me manage them."
Langdon scoffed. "You don't understand what it is to be a gentleman. You've never understood. We don't work."
"Tell me, Langdon, if I cut off your allowance, how would you pay for the solicitor you've hired to represent you in court?"
The man remained silent. Luke knew he was pushing him-and that he was unwise to do so. Yet he seemed unable to stop himself. "The next time I meet with my man of business, perhaps you should come with me, so you'll see exactly what you will inherit if you meet with success in the courts. I a.s.sure you that the income you'll derive from your estates will not be nearly as generous as I am. Consider that."
He gave them each a mocking bow before seeing himself out. He'd barely made it into his coach before the pain tore through his head. The head pains came whenever he confronted them, no doubt a result of guilt because he knew they were right and he was wrong. He was holding on to that which didn't belong to him. G.o.d knew why he refused to give it up. Perhaps because he thought some good could come from his being considered a peer.
Or perhaps it was simply because the old gent had believed so fervently that Luke belonged here, and for some reason that Luke failed to grasp, he didn't want to disappoint him.
"You tried to have him killed?" Marcus Langdon asked as he paced in front of the fireplace.
"It seemed the most efficient way to achieve my ends."
"But as I explained, I wanted to go through the courts. I want everything legal."
"That could take years."
"I want there to be no doubt that I am the true Earl of Claybourne."
"There's no doubt now. All of London knows he's an imposter."
Marcus despised the calm voice, the absolute absence of emotion.
"I don't want to be party to this-"
"It's far too late to have misgivings now."
Marcus shook his head.
"Why do you have such qualms? He murdered your father."
"That was never proven."
"He's never denied it."
"Quite honestly, he doesn't seem like a killer."
Dark laughter echoed through the room. "But then, neither do I."
Marcus had always thought of hatred as a heated emotion, but looking into the dark eyes of the person standing opposite him, he realized it was cold, very cold-and very, very dangerous.
Chapter 10.
Not tonight.
-C Catherine studied the missive that had been delivered earlier in the evening. Then she compared it to the one she should have burned. It was incomprehensible that they were written by the same hand. The latest was more scribble than anything else, looking like something her father in his infirmity would have written.
Not something that the bold, strong, and daring Lord Claybourne would write.
Unexpected dread filled her. He'd been fighting the ruffians long before she'd stepped out of the coach. He'd disappeared into shadows, only to reemerge. She'd a.s.sumed he was unscathed, but her a.s.sumption could be wrong. He could have been wounded. Seriously. And it would be just like him to worry over her wound and allow his own to go untended-to strive to be so amazingly brave and sacrificing.
This very moment, he could be fighting an infection, shivering with a fever, writhing in pain.
His handwriting certainly indicated that something was amiss. And his missive was so blunt, so curt. After all they'd shared, she was owed an explanation. One way or another, she intended to get it-on her schedule not his.
She waited until later, until most decent people wouldn't be about. Then she called for the carriage. Just as she had the first night she'd visited Claybourne, she had the driver drop her off at St. James's Park.
"No need to wait," she said.
"My lady-"
"I'll be fine." And then she walked away before he could argue further.
She slipped through alleyways, hid behind trees, and made her way cautiously to the servants' door. She knocked briskly.
A plump woman who wore her ap.r.o.n over her nightgown opened the door. The cook, no doubt, always ready to prepare a meal at a moment's notice.
"I need to see his lordship," Catherine said.
"He's not receiving guests."
"Is he home?"
The woman hesitated.
"It's important that I see him." Catherine brushed past the woman, ignoring her protests.
"Mr. Fitzsimmons! Mr. Fitzsimmons!" the cook screeched.
Catherine would never tolerate such caterwauling in her household. Claybourne needed a wife, and before the thought had reached its end, she remembered that his acquisition of a wife was uppermost in his mind. Otherwise, they'd not now be in partnership.
The butler walked into the kitchen, his eyes widening in surprise when he spotted Catherine.
"I need to see Claybourne," Catherine announced without preamble.
"He's abed, madam."
"Is he ill?"
"I do not discuss my lordship's business."
"I must see him. It's a matter of life and death. I daresay, you'll be sacked if he learns I was here and was not taken to him immediately."
He studied her for a long moment as though he might have the audacity to argue, then he bowed slightly. "If you'll be so good as to come with me."
She followed him out of the kitchen and into the hallway.
"Madam-"
"No one knows I'm here," she interrupted, certain that he had plans to distract her from her purpose. Also very much aware by the way he addressed her that he hadn't a clue to her proper station in society, which was to her advantage.
He sighed as though she were a burden too great to bear. As he escorted her up the stairs, Catherine thought to ask, "He is alone, isn't he?"
"Yes, ma'am."
Catherine suddenly wondered what in the world she thought she was doing here. Other than being reckless. Their relationship was one of master and servant with her being the master. No, it wasn't. It was a partnership. And she needed him in good health to carry out his part of the bargain. So she would check on him, determine what he needed, and see that he acquired it.
After they reached the top of the stairs, the butler walked down the hallway to a closed door. Catherine grabbed a lamp from a nearby table.
"If you'll wait here-" he began as he opened the door.
But Catherine had no plans to wait, to risk having Claybourne insist his servant remove her from the premises. Before the butler could announce her or discuss her with Claybourne, she brushed past him saying, "Your services are no longer required."
She closed the door on his stunned expression, then quickly turned to face the person lying on the large four-poster bed.
Claybourne flicked the sheet over his hips, but not before she caught sight of an incredible expanse of bare leg, firm thigh, and rounded b.u.t.tock. He wasn't wearing a nightshirt. Apparently he wasn't wearing anything at all.
"What are you doing here?" he ground out, pressing the heel of his hand against his forehead. "I sent...a missive."
"You're in pain."
"I am well aware of that."
"Did you get conked last night?"
"Don't be absurd. Just go."
She remembered how her father had suffered terrible head pains, and then one night- "You should send for your physician-Dr. Graves."
"He's already been here. It's only my head. I'll be fine by tomorrow. Just leave me to it."
"You say that as though you've encountered this before."
She took a step nearer. It didn't smell like a sickroom, didn't smell like her father's room. It carried the strong, tart fragrance of male. For some strange reason, the scent appealed to her, more than the fragrance of flowers in a garden.
"You weren't wounded last night?" she asked again.
"No." He was breathing heavily, laboriously.
She placed the lamp on the bedside table, removed her cloak, and draped it over a nearby chair. She sat on the edge of the bed.
"This isn't prop-" he began.
"Shh! Since when do you care about what's proper? Just lie still."
Leaning forward, she placed her hands on either side of his head and, with her fingers, began to gently ma.s.sage his temples. His brow was deeply furrowed, his jaw clenched. She could see the pain etched in the silver of his eyes as he held her gaze.
"You're playing a dangerous game, Catherine."
"No one knows I'm here. I took precautions and was very careful. Even the man who's been following me wasn't about."
"What?" He shot up in bed, groaned, grabbed his head, and fell back down.
"d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n," he muttered, breathing with short, quick gasps.