Jedi usually didn't. They trusted their lightsabers, dumb and cocky as that was.
"Ennen? Ennen!" Darman pulled off the man's helmet. He was alive, just stunned for a few moments. "You okay?"
Ennen scrambled onto his knees to grab his helmet back. It seemed to be working despite the damage. "Where's Bry?"
"Heading him off at the pass," Bry's voice said. "I'm coming in via the front window."
Niner ducked back to one side of the door to reload. "What's that smell?"
"I think it's-"
Adrenaline seized Darman. He'd fought close-quarters battles so many times that this felt like blissful release-no caution, no take-him-alive, no fancy rules of engagement, just kill or be killed. He pushed into the room behind Niner to see Camas Force-smash a hole through the wall into the kitchen. Bry swung through the narrow window and cannoned into Camas as the Jedi clambered over the rubble. He brought his gauntlet vibroblade down hard but it skated off the general's back as if it had hit armor plate.
Why doesn't Camas make a run for it? Why is he going around in circles?
"Gas," Niner said. " Shab Shab, it's gas gas."
They didn't encounter bio-fuel often. It took them a few seconds too long to piece it together. Camas brought his lightsaber up into Bry's chest plate and then sent him crashing back through the exterior wall with a massive Force throw.
Darman didn't have time to think anything but stop Camas stop Camas. The Jedi was through the hole in the wall now, and suddenly Darman could see why he was so keen to get back into the kitchen: the general stood by the cooking range, frozen for a moment as if something hadn't gone to plan, and Force-pulled the pipes from the wall. Darman heard the loud hiss of venting gas.
"Looks like I timed this all wrong, didn't I?" Camas said.
Camas raised his lightsaber and Darman opened fire.
It was the last thing he should have done, but it was pure reflex. He couldn't stop his body responding. A sheet of fire ripped across the room from the ruptured pipe like a flamethrower. Camas just ducked. He didn't try to run. Darman had a fleeting and time-wasting thought that the old chakaar chakaar had something else up his sleeve. But he was so eaten up by vengeance and a reflex to fight that even when Niner grabbed him and tried to pull him clear, he carried on firing at Camas point-blank. The whole place was now on fire. The plastoid surfaces were starting to melt and the wood and drapes were ablaze. had something else up his sleeve. But he was so eaten up by vengeance and a reflex to fight that even when Niner grabbed him and tried to pull him clear, he carried on firing at Camas point-blank. The whole place was now on fire. The plastoid surfaces were starting to melt and the wood and drapes were ablaze.
"Dar! Out Out!"
Darman pushed Niner aside. "I'm not letting him get away."
"He's not trying to, Dar. Out- now now."
"We're all going to die," Camas yelled, lightsaber in one hand, blaster in the other.
"But I'd hoped more of you would come and die with me..."
Darman realized none of them had identified themselves to Camas as his old commando cadre. He wondered if it would have made any difference if they had.
Camas dropped his blaster and stood with legs apart, one hand reaching down to the floor as if he was pulling on some invisible trapdoor.
"Run!" Niner yelled.
He grabbed Darman by the strap on his backpack and jerked him away with such force that Darman found himself almost running backward. He had no recollection of how he ended up outside the front door, only that Niner pulled him to his feet when he stumbled.
One moment he was staring into flames licking out of a side window; the next, an exploding ball of flame blinded him for a second.
"That's the gas main," Lieutenant Nelis said. "Somebody get that thing shut off. Hey, Berila-call the gas company. Get that main shut down."
The scene around Darman now was chaos-the house burning steadily with its roof gone, flashing red and blue lights, med speeders, a fire crew, frantic cops, some of the neighbors staring in horror. And there was Ennen-Ennen kneeling next to Bry, pumping his chest with both hands until a civilian med tech pulled him off. Ennen walked away a few paces then came back again. But Darman knew what too late too late looked like. looked like.
"It's not going to blow again," Niner said calmly. He seemed to be shaping up to do something, rocking back on one heel as if he was going to take a run at it. He was. "Got to salvage that computer."
Darman was flooded with hardwired animal dread at the thought of going back into the flames. He'd been okay standing his ground when the fire had started around him, but somehow walking through it even in heat-resistant armor was a different matter. His animal instincts said no. He'd been caught in fires before, and it brought him as close to blind panic as he'd ever been.
"It's a waste, otherwise," Niner said.
"Bry's dead. Niner, Bry's dead-"
"A waste waste."
He ran back into the burning house. Darman went to follow, but there was Bry down, Ennen pacing around close to losing it, and Corellia's Nine Hells breaking loose, and for a few seconds Darman wasn't sure where he was needed most.
Niner. That's who needs me. That's who needs me.
Darman took a deep breath and ran after him. If he didn't think, he'd be fine. He wouldn't feel the heat-not for a good thirty minutes-and his plates would protect him from any falling debris. But it still scared him. His gut still froze.
"You never listen." Niner felt around for the computer in the fog of flame and blackened debris. The conversation felt weirdly surreal, and got worse when Darman found what had been Iri Camas. The blast had embedded the general's lightsaber in the opposite wall. "I said stay put stay put."
"Just in case you get into difficulties," Darman said.
He wouldn't leave Niner at Shinarcan Bridge, and he wasn't about to leave him now.
"That's it, there." Niner wrenched a burning shelf clear of what had been a counter.
"It's welded itself to the worktop."
Flames licked across what was left of the ceiling joists as the burning gas vented like an oversized torch. Melting kitchen shelves dripped onto the floor; the computer's screen was shattered and its plug fused into the wall outlet by the heat, but all they needed was the base unit. Niner wrenched the cable free.
"Let's move," he said.
As they made for the doorway, Darman pulled the lightsaber hilt from the wall and found that his gauntlets were sticky with near-liquid plastoid. The melting floor tiles dragged on their boots like glue. When he finally stumbled outside, he walked into a wall of water jets. Firefighters moved in behind them.
"Idiots." One of the firefighters stopped to berate them. "If that stunt had gone wrong, guess who'd have to go in and save your sorry butts."
"Yeah, but it didn't," Darman said, ungrateful for the prospect of rescue. He didn't need saving. Commandos looked out for each other. Brotherhood hadn't saved Bry, though. "This is what we came for."
Niner was still clutching the buckled computer in both arms. He couldn't put it down because the plastoid was stuck to his armor. "Come on. Let's get out of here."
It took Darman some determined work with a vibroblade to separate the melted material from Niner's plates. But this wasn't wasn't what they'd come for. They'd come for Ranger Kester, and they'd found General Camas and a computer instead. And they'd lost a man in the process. what they'd come for. They'd come for Ranger Kester, and they'd found General Camas and a computer instead. And they'd lost a man in the process.
Simple police job. Right. Me and my big mouth.
"Sorry about your lad," Nelis said. "Just when you think the war's over. Rotten shame."
Luckily, he said it out of earshot of Ennen. No soldier needed that pointed out to him.
Losing buddies was bad enough, but there was something even worse about losing them on the margins of combat-fate's cruelty, lulling you into thinking you'd all made it okay through the worst, not knowing that the worst was just dawdling around the corner, and just late for its appointment.
Niner snapped back into sergeant mode. He went up to Ennen, who was standing by a med speeder with his forehead resting against the vehicle's durasteel side, and reached out to put his hand on the guy's shoulder. But Ennen shook it off and walked away. Darman couldn't see Bry's body. He stopped a med tech in passing. This was probably the entirety of Chelpori's emergency response team. It was a small place.
"Where's our buddy?" Darman asked. "What have you done with the body?"
The med tech jerked his thumb over his shoulder. "One of the officers is looking for a body bag. Won't be long."
Nobody said a word about the destruction all around. Maybe they were too scared to argue with the Empire, or at least with heavily armored armed commandos. The houses next to Kester's base-and where was was Kester?-were still intact except for their windows. Kester?-were still intact except for their windows.
The blast looked as if it had been directed upward rather than sideways. The gas workers from the houses stood outside and stared, as if they couldn't believe the whole row of homes hadn't been demolished with them inside.
Darman tried again with Ennen. It was harder to comfort a guy you didn't actually like much. Friends and brothers-that was instinctive. Darman struggled for the right words.
He'd lost brothers, and he'd lost his wife. He just wasn't sure if it was a good idea to tell Ennen that he'd seen someone who mattered to him cut down by a lightsaber, too, and that he understood completely.
Ennen glowered at him, turning his helmet over and over between his hands. Darman wasn't sure what they were going to do with the body. Burial hadn't been an option for most clones killed in action, and Mandalorians generally didn't go in for cemeteries or memorials. A piece of armor for commemoration, that was all.
But Ennen and Bry had been trained by a Corellian sergeant. It showed. Their attitudes were Corellian; they'd have fitted in seamlessly in any Corellian town.
"Cremation," Ennen said. "I don't care how we do it, but I want him to have a proper cremation."
It seemed an uncomfortable parallel with the burning house behind them. "We'll get it done."
"Yeah, screw the regulations. Whatever they are now." Ennen wiped his nose with the back of his glove, his face soot-stained. " Jedi Jedi. Our own general, too. You think he knew it was us?"
There were so few commandos compared with the main army-fewer than five thousand after Geonosis, maybe only three or four thousand now-that it seemed reasonable to think Camas still knew who his men were even after Zey had taken over.
But chances were that he hadn't known more than a couple of hundred by sight, and then Darman didn't know if the general could tell them apart like Etain and Jusik or Zey did.
They were probably still just numbers, strangers. Camas couldn't have known them all.
Darman didn't know if that made the whole thing more or less poignant.
"Who cares?" Darman said. "Camas doesn't matter anymore. None of them do."
"Did you or Niner kill him?"
"Camas? Neither, not exactly. He was fried on the spot when my Deece ignited the gas."
"Good enough for me," Ennen said. "Thanks."
They left Lieutenant Nelis and the emergency crews to their task. Ennen and Darman carried Bry's body back to the shuttle and Ennen took the controls. Darman and Niner sat in the crew space behind him, salvaging what they could from the computer, and tried not to think about Bry and how they hadn't bonded with him. Darman could see it all on Niner's face when he took off his helmet.
"So what was going on there?" Darman said. "Crates. No Kester. Camas sending out coded transmissions."
"Escape route."
"Yeah, I know that, but..."
"Let's see if we can get any clues from this."
Niner chipped away at the plastoid for ages and finally managed to pull out a few circuit boards. The datachip was still inserted in one of them.
"Might as well try," he said. He pried out the chip and slid it into his datapad. "Atin would have had this all sorted by now."
When Niner turned the chip reader to show Darman the display, there was nothing on it. Camas must have wiped it before he made his last stand, which was still the dumbest death that Darman could imagine.
But we wouldn't let ourselves be taken alive. Would we?
Camas could have tried harder to escape. Okay, he wasn't Jusik or Kenobi, and he'd spent too long sitting on his backside before the war, but he seemed determined to stay put.
"I think he was a decoy," Darman said at last. "I think he was keeping us busy for as long as he could while something else was going on."
"Shame this thing won't tell us what." Niner took out the chip and stared at it as if a frown could reboot it and restore the data. "But who knows? Jaing always said it was really hard to wipe data completely. Maybe someone can recover something off this."
If there was anything recoverable on the original chip, then the commandos would probably never be told. Darman knew that. Even when Skirata was involved, they hadn't been told everything.
But he couldn't bear the thought of Bry dying just to take out one Jedi, not even a Master and general like Camas. He wanted the chip to be the key to a dissident network.
He wanted it to be pivotal pivotal.
Darman knew it was guilt for giving Bry a hard time until it was too late to befriend him.
Kyrimorut, Mandalore, Week four of the new Empire The ice-glazed trees at Kyrimorut shed a slow, steady rain on the ground, the first sign that the thaw had started.
Jusik stood at the window and listened to the faint trickling of water in the gutters and down-pipes. The world outside still looked frozen solid, but spring was coming. He could smell it; he could sense the life underground waiting to wake. There was a marvelous feeling of hope and anticipation that he'd never detected on Coruscant. The global city was choked with permacrete and its weather controlled artificially, leaving almost nothing wild to stay in touch with the natural cycle of the seasons.
I love this. I feel alive. Is this like the world where I was born? I don't remember it.
But this feels like home.
Kad seemed to be aware of it, too. Jusik held him on one hip as he stared wide-eyed through the transparisteel at the dripping plants in the courtyard, pointing occasionally and saying, "Reesh! Reesh! Reesh! " It took Jusik a while to work out that he'd learned a new word- " It took Jusik a while to work out that he'd learned a new word- piryc, wet-and the best he could manage was the last syllable.
"It's wet because it's melting, Kad'ika Kad'ika," Jusik said. "It's getting warmer. You'll be able to play outside soon. That'll be fun, won't it?"
Nobody called the child Venku anymore. Darman had preferred Kad, but he hadn't known the baby even existed until more than a year after the birth, so the name had been dropped. This was Dar's boy; Jusik reminded himself of that every day. Jusik was just one of an army of willing foster parents taking care of Kad until his father came home, and the fact that he had a special bond in the Force with him didn't accord any extra privilege.
He's not my son. I mustn't mean more to him than his dad just because I'm around and Darman isn't. and Darman isn't.
It wasn't the Mando way, this fixation with biological parentage. Every Mando'ad Mando'ad had a duty to look after the children of the clan, and adoption erased a kid's past-or even an adult's. But Jusik felt like a usurper every time he connected with Kad and felt him in the Force. had a duty to look after the children of the clan, and adoption erased a kid's past-or even an adult's. But Jusik felt like a usurper every time he connected with Kad and felt him in the Force.
"Hey, Kad'ika Kad'ika, look what I've got." Jusik took his holoprojector from his belt-pouch one-handed and switched it on. He couldn't bear to show Kad the images of his mother yet, and left that task to Laseema, but he could cope with reminding Kad about Darman.
"Look. That's your dad. Dada. Buir Buir. He's coming back one day soon. We know where he is. We're going to bring him home."
Kad chuckled and pointed at the holoimage. "Boo! Dada!"
"That's right. Buir Buir's coming home."
Jusik felt Gilamar approaching. He could usually pick out everyone's impression in the Force as clearly as seeing them. Vau was a strange pool of calm; Kal'buir Kal'buir, whirlpools of passion, from violent hatred to selflessly devoted love. Ordo was another contradictory mix-a ferociously agile mind and complete physical confidence coupled with the wild emotional swings of a teenager. And Gilamar...Gilamar was mostly acceptance, a little loneliness, and pain so deep that it seemed an essential part of him. Jusik had no idea when Gilamar's wife had been killed, but he got the feeling that it would always be yesterday for the man.