"Sir a you would have gone, wouldn't you? Except the commander ordered you not to."

Quaeryt nodded.

"With all due respect, sira"

Quaeryt almost grinned at the phrase usually used by squad leaders coming from the youngest Pharsi undercaptain, but just waited.

"a he was right, sir. We can do much of what you can, but there isn't anyone to replace you."

"The commander made that point. He was right. I don't have to like it."

"Sir a there's something else. Something Shaelyt told me."

Again, Quaeryt waited.

"He a he said a that a if anything happened to you a there wouldn't be another lost one a not for generations a maybe not evera"

"He told you that?"

"He told me and Lhandor. He made us promise a well a to do what we could, sir."

Wonderful a not only do you have to find a way to have Bhayar win against cannon and muskets a but you're being told that the hopes of the Pharsi ride on your shoulders. What in the Nameless's sake do you say to that?

"Shaelyt was a good man, a very good officer and imager, especially for one with so little experience. He may have thought I'm more than I am." More than any man could possibly be.

"Sira"

"We all do what we can and what we must. I will do that, and I appreciate your loyalty and support. But a do not make me into more than I am. I've made mistakes, and I'll doubtless make them again, as will you and every other officer. We can only learn from our failures and strive to do better."

"Yes, sir." After a pause, Khalis added, "Thank you, sir. I think I'll check on Threkhyl."

In the late twilight, Quaeryt slowly walked back to the cot that held the battered imager, thinking. Another handful or two of cannon a and one less imager a a good solid young man a and a bit more powder and Threkhyl might not have survived, either. You could have been killed the last time. He shook his head. There had to be another, better way to deal with muskets and cannon. And then there was also the risk associated with trying to gain even greater imaging abilities. At some point, will you just attempt too much?

He had too few imagers, and cannon had been more of an encumbrance than useful in all the fighting in Telaryn's history. There might be a hundred cannon in all of Telaryn, and none of them particularly mobile or suited for land wars.

He was still pondering when Skarpa arrived. In fact, he only realized the commander was there when Skarpa spoke.

"I heard you lost Undercaptain Shaelyt. I'm sorry."

"Thank you." Quaeryt nodded. He didn't really want to say what he felt. "Undercaptain Threkhyl looks to recover, but he'll not be at any strength for a few days." If not longer.

"I had the engineers check things after the fires died down. There were more than twenty cannon there. They had enough of those explosive cannonballs to take out several regiments."

"They didn't have that many foot troops."

"No. Three battalions at most. You know what that suggests, don't you?"

"That they have plenty of cannon and that they're saving their troops for the invasion of Telaryn after they smash us at Variana?"

"I don't know it's that bad. It is a matter of concern. I'll be sending a dispatch to the marshal shortly. Is there anything you'd like to add?"

"You might make sure that your report mentions the death in action of imager Undercaptain Shaelyt, and the near-death of Undercaptain Threkhyl. I'm certain that the marshal and submarshal would wish to know that."

Skarpa stiffened, just slightly, for a moment before speaking in a softer voice. "I'm sorry, Quaeryt, but it could have been you, especially since you've not fully recovered. We need you more than we needed the undercaptain, and there are times when good officers die, no matter how well we plan."

But there are so few imagers a so few a "You're right, sir, but he was one of the best and most talented."

"Only because you trained him and pushed him. Remember that." Skarpa turned. "Now get some rest. We'll be at the edge of Variana tomorrow a or fighting another skirmish to get there. There will likely be more cannon."

Is there any doubt? "We'll do what we can, sir."

"I know. You always do."

After Skarpa rode off, Quaeryt looked into the night sky, where Erion was nearly overhead, seeming redder than usual, although that might have been his state of mind. So much for Erion favoring the lost ones of the Pharsi.

He took a long slow deep breath, still looking in the direction of the lake he could not see, with the acrid scents of exploded powder and wood smoke burning his nostrils and his eyes. He wouldn't be able to sleep, not yet, not after brooding about Shaelyt. The young imager had shown such dedication, such promise, and then a he was gone, and not even in a major battle.

77.

Even by seventh glass on Lundi morning, Skarpa had issued no orders to break camp and to proceed, and for a time Quaeryt wondered why a until he realized that they were most likely far less than ten milles from the outskirts of Variana. That was confirmed when he overheard one of the scouts saying that once over the rise to the north, there were cots and small holdings stretching to the north and west as far as the eye could see.

So he and Zhelan wrote up the papers dealing with the death of Shaelyt and the few others from fourth company who'd been killed. When Quaeryt finished signing them, he went outside the cot he'd taken and looked northward. The sky was still hazy with a few high thin clouds, and the faintest hint of a breeze out of the northeast.

He'd been standing there, thinking about Shaelyt, when a squad leader rode up and halted his mount.

"Subcommander, sir, the commander requests that all subcommanders join him outside the large cot with the hedge on the south side," said the squad leader, pointing. "That way, sir. It's about a hundred yards."

"Thank you."

"My pleasure, sir."

Once the trooper had ridden off, Quaeryt began to walk in the direction he had indicated. As he neared the next cot, he caught sight, if but for a moment, of a small gray cat in the calf-high grass at the side of the cot. Then it was gone, possibly under the dwelling.

Even the cats are wary of us.

As he neared the only cot with a hedge, Quaeryt saw Skarpa standing on the small square side porch, talking to his four battalion commanders and punctuating his words with quick sharp gestures. Rather than interrupt or distract Skarpa, Quaeryt stopped and eased close to a bush, one that he belatedly recognized as a black raspberry, although most of the berries had been long since picked.

He didn't have to wait long before the majors departed and he could approach Skarpa.

"Good morning, sir," offered Quaeryt as he walked up to the side porch.

"Good morning. I've just received the marshal's latest orders, but something else came with them. It's for you." Skarpa handed an envelope to Quaeryt as he stepped onto the porch.

"Thank you." Quaeryt took the envelope. Only his name was written on it, in a hand he didn't recognize, but he thought he felt another envelope inside. He thought about opening it, but then paused as he saw Khaern and Meinyt riding up. Instead, he tucked it inside his jacket.

Skarpa waited until the last two officers arrived. "We won't be riding out today, but I do want full-squad patrols sent out in all directions, even back along the river road. We're so close to Variana that the Bovarians could attack from any direction. The marshal has decided that we are to remain where we are for today, and perhaps tomorrow, when the main body will rejoin us. Then we will lead the advance on Variana. As some of you already know, we are less than five milles from the earthworks the Bovarians have thrown up just south of the citya"

"Aren't there any city walls?" asked Khaern.

"Why would there be? No one's ever attacked Variana. Until now."

"What about cannon?" asked Meinyt.

"There are emplacements that could hold cannon. Quite a number, but the scouts weren't able to approach close enough to determine the numbers. The earthworks run more than a mille, and there are two lines of them with the cannon emplacements on higher ground behind the second line."

"Could we flank them?"

Skarpa laughed. "Anything's possible, but the earthworks form an arc around Kharst's personal grounds and his chateau. The ground is hillier to the north, especially along the river, and there are earthworks there as well. There are also at least thirty regiments, from the regimental banners. I'd wager there will be more once Kharst confirms that all our forces are on this side of the river. Now, we need to talk about patrol schedulesa"

Since Fifth Battalion wasn't included in the patrols, for which Quaeryt was grateful, he just listened as the other three discussed the schedule, which took another quint.

"That's all," concluded Skarpa. "I'll let you all know when I hear more from the scouts or from the marshal."

Once he had left Skarpa and had walked enough to be alone, Quaeryt opened the outer envelope to reveal a second one, addressed to him in Vaelora's handwriting. While Quaeryt could not tell, he suspected the outer envelope had most likely come from Bhayar, although there were no markings indicating that. Before he returned to Fifth Battalion to relay Skarpa's orders to Zhelan, the company officers, and the imager undercaptains, Quaeryt quickly read through Vaelora's missive.

My dearest, I have another letter from you, but it takes so long for them to reach me that I have no idea where you are or what has happened to you recently. I can but guess that you must be nearing Variana a Good guess a or farsight? Either way, she was right.

a and making ready for that which will change the present and the future of all Lydar, one way or the other, although I pray most fervently that the outcome is the one for which you have striven.

I know nothing of matters military, nothing of arms, and who should attack what and how. Nor do I know about the glory of victory or the pain and suffering of defeat, although it seems to me that either engenders great suffering for both the one who is hailed as victor and the one who is derided and disgraced as the vanquished. I have also read and heard tales of those battles in which the outcome balanced on the blade of a knife, and for years thereafter resentments and rebellions simmered, much as what you witnessed in Tilbor. As in Tilbor, it would seem to me, frail woman that I am a Frail? Hardly. Quaeryt almost snorted.

a conquests that never end bleed both the victor and the vanquished until neither prospers, and that all would be better for a victory so absolute that none would dispute it for years. Such a victory, alas, is usually beyond the power of those who contend a In short, if you have the opportunity, don't hesitate to repeat what you did at Ferravyl.

a Even when such a victory is within the victor's power, often he will offer ill-considered mercy before it is clear that the defeated is truly vanquished a That might well have been the problem in Tilbor.

Quaeryt smiled bitterly. It was well that a battle did not appear likely at the moment. In the mood that possessed him, he scarcely felt anywhere close to merciful, but the warmer lines with which Vaelora concluded the letter did lift his spirits somewhat.

As Quaeryt neared the cot that had sheltered the imagers the night before, he slipped the letter into his jacket, then saw Khalis beside the door. "How's Threkhyl? Do you know?"

"He ate some this morning, sir. He has bruises. Not so bad as the worse you had, sir, I'd wager. I made some willow-bark tea for him. He complained, but it helped."

"Were you a healer or apprenticed to one?"

"My grandmere is. She taught me some things. The willow-bark tea is easy. I've set bones. That's harder. I wouldn't want to try that unless no one else could."

"Let's hope you don't have to." Quaeryt offered a smile, then stepped into the cot and the main room.

Threkhyl sat on an old straight-backed chair. He looked to Quaeryt but did not speak.

"I hear you're a bit sore," Quaeryt said.

"Don't think there's anything doesn't hurta" mumbled the ginger-bearded undercaptain. "Tell me you've been bruised worse." The words were almost a challenge.

"I likely was, but I didn't feel anything for days. That was after what happened in Ferravyl."

"Oh a leastwise you weren't awake."

"No, but everything was yellow and purple when I did. Hopefully, it won't be that bad for you."

"Hope so." After a moment Threkhyl asked, "When do we have to ride out?"

"Not today. Probably not tomorrow. After that a it's up to the marshal."

"The Bovarians got more cannon at Variana?"

"Hundreds, it looks like."

"Frig," muttered Threkhyl.

Quaeryt agreed. "We'll just have to see what we can do."

"Rather not do that again. Wager you wouldn't, either, sir."

"No, I wouldn't, but we'll have to do what's necessary if we don't want Rex Kharst as our ruler."

"That bad?" asked Horan from where he stood at the side of the room.

"I'd expect he'll have forty regiments, if not more, and at least a thousand musketeers." Those were guesses, but Quaeryt would have wagered they were, if anything, low, given what he'd seen so far and what the scouts had reported. "That doesn't count the cannon."

"What if we just stand back away from the cannon?" asked Smaethyl. "They can't feed all those troopers forever."

"Neither can we," said Lhandor. "Can we, sir?"

"Food will be a problem for both sides, but if a stalemate lasts until late fall or winter, we'll likely fare worse."

"So we imagers have to find a way to defeat the Bovarians a is that it?" asked Threkhyl. "Even after all we've done already?"

Unless Deucalon or Skarpa can come up with a better plan.

"We'll just have to see." Quaeryt forced a grin he didn't feel. "We haven't done too badly so far."

Horan and Threkhyl exchanged looks, expressions that were more than slightly dubious.

Rather than say more, Quaeryt turned to Lhandor. "Would you see if you could find Major Zhelan?"

"Yes, sir."

"Thank you." Quaeryt nodded and slipped back outside the cot behind Lhandor.

He needed to think. Threkhyl was right, in a way. What he'd been doing with his imaging wasn't likely to be enough. At Ferravyl a and even at Extela, he'd been able to use some source of heata"hot rain and hot lavaa"to increase the power of his imaging.

Could you have used the heat of exploding powder? He shook his head. By the time there was enough heat, his shields had already taken too much punishment. What about water? Even cold water had to have some heat because it got even colder when it froze a and the battle site wasn't that far from the River Aluse.