Chapter 101. Qualifications of the Mind (6)

No, what are you saying all of a sudden?

I was not yet mentally prepared for what to answer.

I had even forgotten the conversations we had before all at once.

Hey, it was just a kiss.

But because it was so sudden, I was already instinctively sinking myself deeper.

What does that mean?

Before long, my body was completely buried in the chair.

Are you trying to pretend you dont know?

Ian slowly approached me.

If you cant remember, wouldnt it be normal to start shouting if it were you?

His long shadow came over me first.

It was not difficult to dodge quickly as it was, but strangely, my body stiffened.

Did you forget?

Ian came quite close and then stopped slowly.

I am the person who has been watching you most consistently in this world.

Even though he hadnt touched a single fingertip of mine yet, it felt like electricity went up through my body. He whispered from a distance where even his eyelashes could be counted.

You still dont remember?

Of course I remember. I remembered it all the time, but it came to mind in more detail just now.

Even then, being so close, conscious of each others tense bodies, our breaths mixed

Stop thinking! Why are you reminiscing at this moment!

But it was an atmosphere that I had no choice but to recall. For his eyes were also nailed to my lips as if he was thinking about that time too, without even trying to hide his deep desire.

If youre going to make that kind of expression, you shouldnt have a celibate face in general.

I felt somewhat embarrassed.

Just like anyone else

Actually, when we kissed yesterday, he was like a different person.

I thought he would kiss like a polite gentleman, but then he kissed me like an animal

Oh, stop thinking, Annabelle Rainfield!

Unconsciously, my nervous hand gripped the hem of my skirt.

It was then.

I couldnt see because the curtains were closed, but I could hear the voices of people passing by the garden.

There was no room for it at the entrance of the annex.

So they decided to put it in the garden.

Right. With all this, the garden will be full tonight.

I know Everyone in the capital seems to be sending gifts.

The servants of the Duke of Wade were moving things while buzzing.

Of course, it was obvious that it all had a similar message of support.

Annabelle Robert, dont give up on love!

Dont be discouraged by your status, we are supporting you from behind!

I sincerely support the love between Miss Annabel and Prince Robert.

Ians breathing could be heard as he drew closer.

The servants slowly moved away while chatting, but I swallowed dry saliva because of Ians presence nearby.

After a moment of silence, Ian spoke in a low voice.

It must have been a lie to say that you couldnt remember it in the first place, seeing that you couldnt answer me.

It was not a lie, but a momentary hesitation. However, Ian had unnecessarily high standards for honesty.

You are not good at lying.

Youre sharp. You know me well.

But Im not good at interrogation either.

I see what you are doing now.

If he didnt have the talent for interrogation, he wouldnt have been able to lead the Knights of Wade so recklessly.

Well, even if you remember somehow.

Ian spoke slowly. However, unlike his relaxed tone of voice, his voice was as if he had suppressed a lot of desire.

There was still no contact between us. Still, it felt like my whole body was on fire.

I thought you would avoid it like this.

I had nothing to say. I remained silent, unable to even widen the distance.

Actually, Ive been aware of you avoiding it all this time.

I should ask more questions, but his tone sounded like he knew everything.

Even though it confuses my mind, I wont pressure you about it.

Hes like a ghost

I can wait for your heart slowly. You can put up with my heart forever.

At this time, he is still an exemplary lover

But you cant leave what happened yesterday in the dust. I dont want that.

But a guy who doesnt even avoid it

I could have scolded him for the confession really impulsively.

Suddenly, I realized that the atmosphere around us was strange.

A bird chirped in the distance, and there was only one place he looked at in the room.

I felt from his gaze that he wanted me, but I was still, even though I could avoid him.

With vivid memories of last night and reminiscing over and over again

He then spoke in a cold voice.

Besides, the common people of all capital cities are cheering for you and the Prince.

Well Still, its better than you and I having a scandal. Wouldnt it be better to be crazy in front of me than to go crazy in front of everyone?

I muttered shyly.

Or else everyone would think youre really crazy.

It doesnt matter. Rather, I wish for it.

Ian answered without hesitation, but I shook my head helplessly.

When it happens, you will change your mind.

The name Ian Wade was like a sanctuary in the capital.

1st place in overwhelming swordsmanship, a reputation with no flaws, and a righteous disposition that punishes black magic even without much benefit.

No wonder Roberts approval rating would rise as soon as rumors spread that Ian was on his side.

It was a given that his name was being engulfed in gossip.

Well.

He spoke slowly and then added with a smirk.

No matter what rumors circulate, it would be better than the current situation.

From afar, Annabelle! I support your love with the Prince! A shout was heard. His expression grew colder and colder, and a cold sweat was running down my back.

Rather Even if rumors circulated that Ian Wade bit and sucked Annabelle Rainfields lips, itd be better than this. (tl/n: Shameless. Truly shameless Ian )(pr/n: hes making me blush)

Hey!

Pls read only at pink muffin tl.

I screamed at the obscene words that came out from him without blinking his eyes, but Ian responded without losing his composure.

What? Its not like it didnt happen.

And I was forced to admit it.

Yeah, thats right. That was great

I am not lying then. And

There was no need to agree with Ians upright honesty.

As I swallowed dry saliva, he looked straight into my eyes and whispered.

I think you were swept away by the atmosphere and kissed me, but I wasnt.

Every time Ian whispered, his breath tickled my lips.

Ive been wanting that moment for quite some time, and Ive been imagining it I still cant get my mind off it. (pr/n: OHHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDD SKDJJFJC)

My whole body heated up to the point that I flinched at the sweet yet hazy tone.

Im not the kind of person who can kiss someone who doesnt have a heart. You should know best.

Looking at Ians burning eyes, I stopped breathing for a moment.

Maybe, maybe Is Ian flirting with me now? Are you really trying to flirt with me now?

I had never even imagined that Ian would seduce anyone.

Ah, no, even if he is a good schoolboy with everything but a sense of humor, even his seduction skills resembles the Duke of Wade, I would be at the wedding hall soon.

There was a time when I couldnt even answer this shocking fact.

Ian casually changed his tone and spoke.

And thirdly, I have something my mother wants me to tell you.

Leslie had something to say to me. I quickly woke up. Even if no one knew about it, I had to listen intently to Leslies words.

At a time when I didnt know I needed love and attention, she was the one who reached out to me without hesitation. Even though it was not intentional, she was a benefactor who allowed me to get acquainted with my biological parents.

Besides, she was the only proper teacher in my life.

My mother is a little sick right now.

What?

I was startled and my eyes widened.

Where and how? How bad is it? Since when? Are you serious?

Ian spoke without answering my pouring questions.

When I visited her in the morning, I said I was going to an annex, so she asked me to ask you for a favor.

What does she need?

When I heard that Leslie was sick, I felt impatient and anxious.

It would hurt so much if something like I want to see your face one last time comes out

Oscar has the day off today, but she desperately wants to eat a special gingerbread cookie.

What?

If another chef makes it, it wont taste the same.

Ian continued with an expressionless expression.

Anyway, since there is no class today, you will go visit her.

I was wrong. Leslie was a person who was always serious about eating even if she had everything.

My mother sometimes has a sore leg that she had injured before and cant move for days, and now is that time for her.

Uhokay. Ill get her a gingerbread cookie and go visit her right away

You.

Before I could even finish my words, Ian smiled and said.

I like you. (pr/n: He said okay shes off guard time to hit her with the confession for real )

Huh?

You, Annabelle Rainfield, from the bottom of my heart.

In response to Ians words without hesitation, I felt my ears burning red.