'Give him naira,' he said, with eyes on the screen.

'Thank you, Cash Daddy,' I said. The outrageous nickname had slipped out of my mouth very smoothly.

'Greet your mummy for me,' he said and cleared his throat. 'Hello!' he said to the person at the other end of the phone. 'Mr Rumsfeld! I was just about to ring you now!'

In the outer office, I waited by the fax machine near Cash Daddy's closed door while Protocol Officer whisked out a key from his socks and unlocked a metal cabinet. He withdrew some bundles and started counting. I tried hard not to watch. For solace, my eyes turned to the sheet of paper on the fax machine tray.

Professor Ignatius SoyinkaAstronautics Project ManagerNational Space Research and Development Agency(NASRDA)Plot 555 Michael Opara StreetAbuja, Nigeria Dear Sir/Madam, Urgent Request For Assistance - Strictly Confidential I am Professor Ignatius Soyinka, a colleague of Nigerian astronaut, Air Vice Marshall Nnamdi Ojukwu. AVM Ojukwu was the first ever African to go into space. Based on his excellent performance, he was also later selected to be on Soviet spaceflight - Soyuz T-16Z - to the secret Soviet military space station Salyut 8T in 1989. Unfortunately, the mission was aborted when the Soviet Union was dissolved.

While his fellow Soviet crew members returned to earth on the Soyuz T-16Z, being a black man from a Third World country, AVM Ojukwu's place on the flight was taken up by cargo, which the Soviet Union authorities insisted was too valuable to be left behind. Hence, my dear colleague has been stranded up there till today. He is in good spirits, but really misses his wife and children back home in Nigeria.

In the years since he has been at the station, AVM Ojukwu has accumulated flight pay and interest amounting to almost $35,000,000 (USD). This is being held in trust at the Lagos National Savings and Trust Association. If we can obtain access to this money- Protocol Officer was relocking the cabinet. He inserted some cash into a brown envelope and handed it to me.

'Thank you very much,' I said, and stuffed the booty into my trouser pocket.

'Thank God,' he replied.

Truly, it is natural to find all sorts of silly things funny when you have a pocketful of cash. All through the journey home, I studied my new shoes and giggled endlessly about the Nigerian astronaut stranded in outer space.

When I showed my mother the envelope's contents, she raised her two hands up to heaven and sang, 'Great Is Thy Faithfulness O Lord.'

Thirteen

The Lord's faithfulness showed up again. Godfrey returned from the post office one morning and started screaming from the kitchen.

'I passed! I passed! I passed!'

All of us rushed out. He had just received his admission letter to study Electrical Engineering at the University of Nigeria, Nsukka.

I became worried.

It was good that Godfrey had written the JAMB and passed, it was good that he had scored enough for admission into one of the best universities in the country. On the other hand, it was not good that a fresh expense had been introduced into our lives when we were still doing battle with the current ones.

I forced myself to see the cup half-full rather than half-empty.

'Congratulations,' I said, grabbing his arm and pumping it up and down.

'Thank you,' he said and grinned.

Charity and Eugene joined in his jubilations. While he waved the admission letter high above his head like the captain of the Brazilian football team at the World Cup finals, they clapped their hands and stamped their feet and skipped about the living room.

I felt sorry for all of them.

Godfrey accompanied me to the hospital that day.

'Why don't you tell your daddy?' my mother suggested. 'I'm sure he'll be very pleased to hear the good news.'

Godfrey rolled his eyes.

'I'm serious,' she said. 'It doesn't matter whether he's awake or not. It would be nice if you told him.'

Surprisingly, Godfrey agreed. Today was probably his day off from rebellion. I could understand my mother's eagerness for her husband to share in the good news. Like all of us, Godfrey was intelligent, but he constantly seemed to have his focus broken by the lesser cares of life such as girls and parties and rap music.

'Come and sit on the bed,' my mother said, indicating a small space at the edge of her husband's mattress.

Godfrey sat. My mother took his right hand and placed it in my father's right palm, careful not to disturb the wires and tubes. Then she returned to her chair and watched.

'Go on,' she said.

'Daddy,' Godfrey began awkwardly. He looked at me helplessly and back at our father in bed. 'I just want to tell you that I've got my admission letter into Nsukka.'

He looked at my mother. She jerked her head and twisted her eyes in encouragement. Godfrey twisted his eyes and jerked his head questioningly.

'Tell him that they gave you your first choice,' she whispered.

'Daddy, they gave me my first choice. They gave me Electrical Engineering.'

Godfrey looked at my mother again. I chuckled quietly. My mother threw me a frown. My chuckling diminished to a loud smile. Godfrey's grace expired.

'Mummy, I need to go,' he said, and stood. 'I want to go and barber my hair before it gets late.'

After he left, I turned to my mother.

'How come you suddenly think he can hear what we say? Does it mean he's been hearing everything we've been saying all this while?'

'I know it might not make sense to you,' she replied with cool confidence, like someone who knew what others did not. 'But I just felt that something like this should not be left to wait.' She paused. 'Sometimes, when I have something very important to tell him, I do it when we're alone in the middle of the night, when everywhere is quiet.'

'Maybe I should try talking to him as well,' I said.

My mother looked searchingly at me. She was not sure whether I was teasing or not.

I sat beside my father on the space that Godfrey had just vacated. I lifted his hand and rubbed the emaciated fingers tenderly. He had lost several layers of tissue, lying there these past weeks. I gazed into his face.

'Daddy, don't worry,' I said, almost whispering. 'We'll manage somehow, OK?'

I massaged the hand some more and entwined my fingers in between my father's own. My mother smiled softly and made a sign. She was going outside, probably to give me some privacy.

'Don't worry about Godfrey's school fees,' I said after she left. 'I know the money will come somehow. I know I'm going to start work very soon. It shouldn't be difficult once I move to Port Harcourt.'

My father continued inhaling and exhaling noisily without stirring. Two days ago, my mother claimed that she had seen him move his right leg sometime during the night, but nobody else had witnessed any other movement.

'Daddy, please hurry up and-'

A nurse walked in.

'I saw your mother leaving,' she said.

'She's just gone out briefly. Is there anything?'

'The doctor wants to see you in his office.'

'Why?'

'It's best if you speak with the doctor directly.'

I hurried out.

When I entered the consulting room and saw the well-dressed, middle-aged physician, my heart started pounding like a locomotive. This particular doctor only made cameo appearances on the ward. Doctors like him had little time to spare on Government Hospital patients who were not paying even a fraction of the fees that the patients in their private practices were. Usually, it was the lesser, hungry-looking, shabbily dressed doctors who attended to us.

'I'm sorry I don't have very exciting news for you,' he began as soon as my behind touched the seat in front of his desk. 'Your father has been here for a while now and we're starting to have some challenges with keeping him here.'

'Doctor, we pay our money and buy all the things you-' I began.

'Oh, certainly, certainly,' he reassured me, nodding his head rapidly. 'I'm glad to say that we haven't had that kind of problem with you people at all.'

'So what's the problem?'

He proceeded to enlighten me. It was a long, sad tale of under-staffing, low government funding, and insufficient facilities. By the time he finished, I felt guilty about us dragging our minor troubles all the way here to compound the hospital management's own.

'I'm sorry, but we can no longer manage your father's care,' he concluded. 'I would suggest we transfer him to the Abia State Teaching Hospital, Aba. That's the only way I can assure you that your father will get the best care he needs at this time. They have better equipment than we do.'

Instinctively, I perceived that this transfer entailed much more than moving my father from one bed to the other.

'How much is it going to cost?' I asked.

'Well, there's quite an expense involved,' he sighed. 'Fuelling the ambulance to transport him to Aba, hiring the specialised personnel to accompany him on the trip, renting whatever equipment they might require on the journey . . . To cut a long story short, the transfer would cost lot of money.'

He gave me a tentative estimate. The amount nearly shattered my eardrums. I made it clear to the doctor that we could not afford it. He sympathised profusely. Then he assured me that there was no remote possibility of receiving any one of those services on credit.

'I'll give you some time to think about it,' he said. 'Then let me know what you want us to do. I've given you my professional opinion, but at the end of the day, he is your father. It's your call.'

I sat in front of him for a while, staring at the opposite wall without seeing anything, silently marvelling at the gravity of life in general. Then I thanked him for this update and for his sensitivity in choosing to break the bad news to me - first - without my mother present.

Fourteen

This time around, I paid meticulous attention to my appearance. I slipped my feet into my new pair of Russell & Bromley shoes and rummaged through my shirts. Most of them were dead, had been for a very long time. They only came alive when Ola wore them. She used to look so good in my clothes. Back in school, Ola would take my dirty clothes away on Friday evenings and return them washed and ironed on Sunday evenings. One day, while putting away the freshly laundered clothes, I noticed that a shirt was missing. Assuming that Ola had mistakenly packed it up with her own clothes, I made a mental note to ask her to check. Next day at the faculty, she was wearing the missing item. Seeing my shirt on her gave me such a thrill. Since then, she borrowed my shirts from time to time. In fact, she still had one or two with her.

Finally, I made my choice. It would have to be the shirt I wore for my university graduation ceremony. The blue fabric had been personally selected by my mother. She had sewn the shirt herself.

There were nine men and five women waiting at the office gates. Cash Daddy's security man recognised me from my previous visit.

'Cash Daddy has not reached office this morning,' he said.

He advised me to go and seek him at home.

'Please, where is his house?' I asked.

'There's nobody who doesn't know Cash Daddy's house,' he replied with scorn.

'Please, what's the address?'

He snorted with more scorn. He did not know the house number, but he knew the name of the street.

'Once you enter Iweka Street, you will just see the house. You can't miss it.'

I looked doubtful.

'You can't miss it,' he repeated.

I flagged down an okada okada and took off. and took off.

Indeed, I knew it as soon as I saw it.

Two gigantic lion sculptures kept guard by the solid, iron entrance. The gate had strips of electric barbed wire rolled all around the top, which extended throughout the length of the equally high walls. Altitude of gate and walls notwithstanding, the mammoth mansion was visible, complete with three satellite dishes on top.

I pressed the buzzer on the wall. The gateman peeped through a spy-slide in the gate. Before he had a chance to question me, a voice boomed from an invisible mechanical device.

'Allow that man to come inside my house! Right now!'

I was jolted. The gateman was unperturbed. He unlocked the gates and showed me inside.

The vast living room was a combination of parlour and dining section. There was a winding staircase that escalated from behind the dining table to unknown upper regions of the house. Everything - from the leather sofas, to the humongous television set, to the lush, white rug, to the vases on the bronze mantelpiece, to the ivory centre table, to the electric fireplace, to the high crystal chandeliers, to the dining set - was a tribute to too much wealth. I almost bowed my hands and knees in reverence.

A well-fed man standing by the door asked me to sit. Then he opened a huge refrigerator. Like the one in the office, this one was stacked with all manner of drinks.

'What would you like to drink?' he asked.

'Nothing. I'm fine, thank you.'