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My heart is heavy .

I see Kamiyama sitting beside me . He is holding my hand . There are dark circles around his eyes . I jerk his hand away .

He opens his eyes and stares at me for a long time .

"You remember everything . "

I remember everything .

I look down at my belly . It's flat . How do I mourn for my child that I lost two years ago? I didn't even know about my child's existence .

"Was it a boy?" I ask him quietly .

He purses his lips . His eyes are full of storms . I might have hidden behind my amnesia . But, he had to endure it alone . "Yes . "

"I see . "

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He wipes the tears on my cheek . "Forgive me . "

For what? I want to ask him .

"For not being able to protect you," He tells me with a defeated voice . Is he the same Kamiyama who came to my house that day? "For hurting you so much . "

I don't know what to say . I remember every moment . I can't deny it under his honest gaze . This man is in love with me . When I saw Chisa, I was so afraid that I ran away . I misunderstood his intentions . When he tried to take me back by force, I was scared beyond words .

If Chisa didn't reappear in my life, our child might have been alive now .

Even if she appeared, why did I react like that? If I was stronger, I could have fought back the fear . If I didn't lose my mind, I could have gone somewhere far away and raised my child by myself .

It's also my fault . I wasn't strong enough .

"Do you know?" I smile at him . "When elephants are small, their feet are tied by the chain . They can't break it no matter what they do . They grow up believing that they can never break the chain . That's my story . I hid inside the four walls of my house to protect myself . Later, I hid inside the four walls of my heart desperately . You broke them all . I am thankful that you broke them . It was painful, but I am still alive . That's why I don't hate you . "

He comes closer and hugs me tightly . His voice is pained . "I am sorry . "

I don't love this man . I can't love anyone . Despite knowing that, I don't push him away .

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"Back then, I told you that you can't love me . "

He kisses my hair . "You can't stop me from loving you . "

He smiles at me warmly . There is a change in his att.i.tude . He is not the same Kamiyama . I am not the same person either .

Love is not on my to-do list . There is someone who owes me a lot . I am going to destroy her until she begs me the same way I begged her .

Chisa .

My old friend, you owe me a lot .

***

Kiyohira sees the darkness in her eyes . There's no fear . Just cold darkness . She must have remembered who that person was .

When she saw Chisa for the first time, she went to her room and lost consciousness .

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When she saw her again, she went into a shock .

"Was it Chisa?" He asks her with a somber voice .

"Who is Chisa??" She looks at him . "I don't remember the person who kidnapped me . "

She's lying . "Who bullied you when you were in school?"

"Miwako . " She replies with a straight face, "I heard that she is already dead . It serves her right . "

"There was one more person . " He leans closer . Why is she lying? "Don't be afraid and tell me . She can't hurt you now . I will make sure that she pays for what she did to you and our child . "

"What does it got to do with you?" She laughs and shakes her head . "I get it that you love me and all . But, I don't love you . It's not my problem that you love me . Before I lost my memories, we didn't have a good relations.h.i.+p . And the kidnapper? I have enemies in the gaming world . I have offended many people . After I revealed my ident.i.ty in the gaming world, anyone could have plotted and taken revenge . "

Kiyohira takes a deep breath . "Why are you protecting that person? At first, I wasn't sure . Now, I know that it's her . Why do you lie to me now?"

Her temper flares up . She grabs him by his collar . "Lying? You are the one who is engaged to her . Do you want to frame her for my kidnapping and use it as an excuse to break up with her? Don't dare to use me . Besides, where is the evidence that it's her? When I, the victim, is saying that she's not the culprit, then why do you insist that she is? I don't even know that person . "

She's back to how she was before she lost her memories .

He doesn't have any evidence . He's closer .

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But, she is saying that it's not Chisa .

This woman has a habit of lying .

Does she want to take revenge by herself?

Hmm . . .

"I believe you . " He pretends to believe her lies . "You are right . I wanted to use an excuse to break the engagement . Would you help me?"

She frowns deeply . "Why would I help you? We are not on good terms . "

"You see, breaking an engagement after two years will put shame to her face . " Since this woman wants to take revenge alone, he won't disturb her plans . The grudge between her and Chisa is deep . Chisa will pay for her sins . How she will pay it? He will let Rie decide . "She's from a good family . She's highly educated . Her background matches my family's need . My grandmother is quite satisfied with her . She also waited for two years to marry me . I don't have any good reason to reject her . "

"Then, don't reject her," She snaps at him . "Both of you deserve each other . "

"Ah, but I love you . " His heart is delighted when he notices her eyes change a little . She doesn't love him? It's true . But, she can't deny that there's nothing . "Though it will put shame to her and her family might become enemy, the position for my wife is only reserved for you . "

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