To-morrow at ten, remember.'
Howel kissed her, and again left the house.
Poor Netta set about the work that was appointed her mechanically. First of all, however, she went into her mother-in-law's room, and a.s.sisted her to pack. Mrs Griffey was by turns indignant, alarmed, and sorrowful; but finding that she must depart, and that some real difficulty existed, she made no further resistance. Seeing that Netta had literally no money, she gave her a ten-pound note, under a faithful promise that she would not transfer it to Howel.
'He do be very good-for-nothing, Netta, and have been spending money enough to buy half London. Tak' you care of this, and write you to me.
You was very good to me since I was come here.'
The kind word was too much for Netta, and she sat down and cried bitterly. Mrs Griffey tried to comfort her by crying too, and so the night waned away.
The following morning the cab was sent for, according to Howel's order, and a man-servant ordered to accompany Mrs Griffith Jenkins to the station and see her off. Netta had never believed it possible that she could have cried at parting with her mother-in-law; but after she left the house she wrung her hands in despair, and wept as if she had lost her last earthly friend.
Still, she thought, Howel is kind, and loves me, so I will not mind what else happens.
She ordered Justine to dress Minette, whilst she hurriedly finished such preparations as she could make for her uncertain future. She found that all Howel's jewels were already gone, so she had only to fill her pockets and a bag with the best of her own and some plate and lock her drawers. She took it for granted that Howel wanted the jewels for himself, and that she would be obliged, when she returned home, to secure other things.
As she took Minette by the hand, and led her along the handsome square in which they lived, she saw two men look at her very intently, and then exchange some words apparently about her. In former days, when her bright colour and pretty face attracted the notice of pa.s.sers-by, this would only have pleased her; now it frightened her.
Before they reached Hyde Park Corner Howel hailed her from a cab.
'Netta, would you rather go into Wales to my mother or come with me?'
said Howel.
'With you, Howel, anywhere, not into Wales for the world.'
Howel leaned back into a corner of the cab, and did not speak again.
Netta did not know where they went, but they got into four cabs in succession, driving a certain distance in one, then paying the driver, then walking into another street and hailing a fresh vehicle.
At last they reached the far east of London, and found themselves in a dirty, wretched street, amongst a squalid population.
'Give me the bag, and take care of your pocket,' said Howel, as they walked along the pavement. 'Keep close to me.'
They reached the house where Howel had taken a lodging the previous day.
He walked through the pa.s.sage, and bade his wife and child follow him; ascended two pair of stairs, and entered a large and tolerably respectable room.
There was a letter on the table, which he opened at once. It contained the following lines:--
'The double S are comparing notes, and various rumours are in circulation amongst that set.'
He put the letter in his pocket, and, turning to Netta, told her to go into the bedroom and take off her own and Minette's bonnet, as they must stay for a little while where they were.
'Not here, papa,' said Minette, beginning to cry. 'I don't like this place.'
'Hold your tongue!' said her father sternly, as Netta led her out of the room.
'Netta,' whispered Howel, 'our name is Mills here--just for a time only.'
When Netta went into the close, dark bedroom at the back of the sitting-room, she took off her sobbing child's things, set her on her lap, and by degrees soothed her to sleep. She laid her on such a bed as she had a.s.suredly never slept on before, and then returned to Howel.
She stood before him pale and resolute. He was pacing the room rapidly, and muttering to himself.
'Howel, I must know all! What is the matter? What is to become of us?'
she said.
'We must not be seen by our friends for a time, dear Netta, because I am liable to be arrested. Will you mind staying here a day or two alone?
I must go away for a short time on business but will return and remove you when it is settled. You are better here than at home, as everything will be seized. You are in Rowland's parish, if the worst should come to the worst; but I don't want him to know anything about me, as it will be all right again by-and-by.'
'Howel, I asked Captain Dancy not to insist upon that money.'
'You did! That is why he let me off with half for another month. What did he say?'
'He said, Howel, that if I would go to France with him he would forgive your debt.'
'And you, Netta?' Howel clenched his fist.
'And I, Howel? I left the room, and have never seen him since. He called after, but I could not speak to him again. How could I?'
'Netta, will you forgive and try to forget how jealous and unkind I have been? In spite of all, I have loved you, Netta. Oh! if I had not taken you away from your happy home!'
'I can bear anything if you love me, Howel. We will try to get through this difficulty, and then you will begin afresh as a clerk or anything; and we will be happy--oh, so happy again! Happier than ever!'
Netta smiled through her tears, whilst Howel groaned aloud.
'Think kindly of me, Netta; don't let them make you hate me. I care for no one else in the world. If I send for you, will you come to me, supposing I cannot come myself?'
'Anywhere! anywhere!'
Netta put her arms around her husband and sobbed aloud.
By-and-by some refreshments that Howel had ordered came up. The landlady appeared, who seemed a quiet, meek-looking woman.
'I shall be obliged to leave Mrs Mills and the little girl for a day or two,' said Howel. 'You will see they are attended to, I hope.'
'Yes, sir,' said the landlady looking, and, doubtless, feeling astonished at the sort of person Netta was, so pretty and well-dressed.
That evening another letter arrived from Mr Deep, which told Howel very plainly that writs were issued against him, and that his bills, cheques, betting debts, and affairs generally, were being questioned by his friends. There was also rather more than a hint of his being suspected of forgery.
He went out as soon as he had received that letter, and did not return until past midnight. Netta awaited him in an agony of terror lest he should return no more.
He gave Netta ten pounds and told her on no account to disclose her real name, or give a clue to his having been with her in those lodgings, if she should see Rowland.
'But you will be back soon?' said poor Netta.
'In a few days I hope, or else I will send for you. I must leave to-morrow morning at daybreak.'
A few weeks ago and neither husband nor wife would have cared how long the separation might be, now it seemed death for each to part.
Howel kissed his child again and again as she lay sleeping in her dingy bed, and held Netta long in his arms. The only human being who really loved him! Him, weak, wild, sinful, G.o.dless! yet with one divine spark rekindling in his breast--the spark of human love.