At this moment, my brains seem to be covered with glue and had stopped working, a bit blur and fuzzy. I did not understand what he was saying.

And then Jiang Li answered me with his actions.

Suddenly he lowered his head, kissed me hard and bit my lips. I felt the pain on my lips and I was shocked. I used all my strength to push him away but he caught my wrists and held them above my head. Then he raised a long, strong leg and pinned down both my legs so that I could not move.

I tightly clenched my teeth, eyes wide opened and looked sharply at him. My eyes nearly fell out of their sockets.......I thought this way I could express my dissatisfaction since there was no other way.

But dealing with Jiang Li this way was not feasible......he had closed his eyes and was not looking at me. He frowned slightly, his long eyelashes lightly trembled and my heart started to tremble too.

Jiang Li suddenly lifted his lips from mine and looked at me. I thought he was back to his normal self, waiting for him to let me go but did not expect him to say. "Be good, open your mouth."

His voice was very light and a bit obscure. At this moment, my mind was clear......even if I was not awake but by now I would be, after being scared out of my wits, by him. I did not listen to him but stared at him angrily and with my mouth closed tightly. I wanted to shout at him but had to keep my mouth shut. I was going crazy.

Jiang Li gave a sly smile and reach out to gently tickled me in the armpit. I could not restrain myself and laugh out. This laugh was not due to my mood but because it was my natural response being tickled.....Jiang Li, you are despicable!

He did not wait for me to react and laughed with me at the same time. Quickly, he lowered his head, pressed his lips against mine, his tongue slide into my mouth to seek and entangled my tongue.

Jiang Li, you bastard, bastard!

I was scared and agitated. I did not know why he had suddenly become such a beast and also why he had this sudden interest in women. I only knew that I was going to be XX and I would be XX by a gay. Just by having this thought was indeed terrifying.

I could not move my arms or my legs and the only attack weapon left was my mouth. So I closed my eyes and with force, I bit down hard. I used to bite my tongue while eating but this was the first time, I am biting someone.

His reflexes were quick and I could only bite him on the lips.......well, lips were also good. At least I could draw some blood from him.

As soon as I bite his lips, he released my mouth but he still clamped on to my hands and feet, so I still could not move.

"Jiang Li, let me go!" I raised my eyebrows and gave him a ferocious look, not sure that this would be an effective deterrent.

Blood beads had formed on his lips and coupled with his saliva, his lips were richly moist with a layer of blood stains, giving him a devilish handsome look. Of course, I was confused and not in the mood to enjoy this. A pervert was a pervert and no matter how good-looking, he was still a pervert. However good-looking, this pervert would still bully me.

He used the tip of his tongue to lick his bleeding lips and that action was like a leopard licking its lips before starting its meal. And his eyes reflected a wild beast's craving for food, greedy and dangerous, which was shocking.

I felt that he would listen if I approached him nicely instead of shouting at him, and so I spoke to him in a coaxing manner. "Jiang Li, please let me go. I know you do not like women."

Jiang Li did not reply. Thinking I was correct, so I became more daring and said. "If you want to release yourself, you can look for Xue Yun Feng or I can trick Wang Kai to come over......."

Bastard, again!

This time, he was too much. Not only did he used his tongue to probe every corner of my mouth, he also gripped my jaw so that I was unable to bite him!

Jiang Li kissed me until I nearly fainted and then he let go of my mouth. Then he started to spread his kisses on my cheeks, nose, eyes, eyebrows, forehead.......and even my hair.

I took a few deep breaths and after I had inhaled enough oxygen, my breathing became steady. I called out to him strongly. "Jiang Li, this is enough! Stop, quickly stop!"

He did not seem to hear me and continued to kiss my forehead, moving down to bite my earlobe, and slowly moving downwards.

"Jiang Li, you are crazy! Stop now!"

He moved away from my ears and began to kiss my neck, little by little, lightly and gently, slowly moving downwards not missing an inch of my skin.

I was scared and going crazy, I shouted. "Jiang Li, did I offend you? Tell me clearly, do not bully me! Can you hear me, stop! Let's discuss this! Stop....right....now!"

He turned a deaf ear, continued to kiss my neck and at the same time, started to undo my pajamas buttons, one by one, from top to bottom. When my clothes became undone, my skin was exposed and I shuddered in the cool air.

Jiang Li continued to kiss me, moving downwards. He was nibbling at my collarbone, like a lion enjoying its dinner.

"Jiang Li, I beg you, let me go. Please......"

He placed his hand on my chest.

Suddenly a feeling of despair descended on me. I'm finished, today I would be ruined by him. I opened my eyes wide and looked blankly at the ceiling and did not understand why he was doing this. What was the matter with him? .........

Unconsciously my tears started to flow and I sobbed. "Jiang Li, why are you doing this to me......why? Why do you always bully me, tease me and insult me? Why do you bully me....... *wu wu* (crying)......I am not even on guard against you. Why do you treat me like this........why should I believe you........*wu wu*....... Why do I totally believe you........*wu wu*.......

Suddenly Jiang Li stopped. I could not see his expression clearly as my eyes were full of tears. I only knew that he released my hands and feet. One by one, he helped to buckle up my buttons.

I wiped away my tears and looked at him in astonishment.

With downcast eyes, he was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked. "You don't like me?"

It was like a question, no, it was more like a statement. His face was expressionless, without happiness or sadness and his tone was light as if stating an insignificant matter.

I gritted my teeth and said. "I hate you, hate you!" I got out of bed and without a backward glance, walked out of the bedroom.

When I reached the bedroom door, I seemed to hear him calling my name "Guan Xiao Yan." but I ignored him, walked straight to my bedroom and started to pack.

His mother, his uncle, his grandmother.......these days were difficult for me! This old woman was nearly XX by a gay!

Thump, thump.....I heard a knocking sound at the door. I will not open! What if he suddenly turned into a beast again? Damn, this gay!

Thump, thump, thump, there was knocking sounds coming from the door. I will not open the door! How could I be sure the beast would not suddenly attack again? Damn, this pervert!

Thump, thump.......the knocking kept on and on!

I went to the door, kicked it and shouted at the poor door. "Jiang Li, go away. Don't let me see you again!"

"Guan Xiao Yan." Jiang Li called from the other side of the door, just clear enough to be heard.

I kicked the door again. "Scram!"

"Guan Xiao Yan, I'm sorry."

I felt ashamed, angry and wronged. "What is the use of saying 'sorry'? Do you know that I was nearly XX by you! You are a pervert......a pervert!"

Jiang Li repeated. "Guan Xiao Yan, I'm sorry."

He had never been like this before and I wanted so much to continue to scold him. Although he was in the wrong, he was not totally bad as he had stopped at that crucial moment.

I have a fatal weakness and that is being soft-hearted....... So, awkwardly I said. "Leave me alone. I need to calm down." Then I went back to my packing.

However, at this moment, the door rattled a few times and then it opened. I turned my head around and was stunned to see Jiang Li coming in through the door.

"You, you......" I did not know whether I felt afraid or surprised, but I was very agitated and stuttered.

"I have the key." He said without expression.

I glared him, then ignored him and continued to pack.

He came up to me and asked. "Guan Xiao Yan, what are you doing?"

I did not look up and snapped. "Can't you see? ...... I....Am....Leaving!"

JL: "I'm sorry. I was just kidding."

Quickly, I stood up, felt so angry that my body shook. "Kidding? Do you know how scared I was just now? I even thought of death, I......." As I said, tears flowed down my cheeks.

He lifted his hands and wanted to help me wipe my tears but I pushed his hands away. I said. "I nearly broke down and you are saying, it's a joke?"

He handed me a paper towel and asked. "Then, you want this to be true?"

"You're.....simply unreasonable!"

With downcast eyes, he said with desolation. "I'm sorry. I did not expect you will be.......so sad."

I finally took the paper towel from him and while wiping my tears, I said. "Jiang Li, you do not understand women. Do you know that there are some things you can joke about and some things you cannot joke at all? Do you know that kissing someone represents something? It shows you love her. That is why you cannot casually kiss me and you are also a........ In short, if you really did what you intended to do, I will never ever forgive you."

With his head bowed without saying a word, he looked like a school kid who had done something wrong. I could not connect this totally different gentle and silent Jiang Li with the man who acted like a beast, aggressive and dangerous, a little while ago. He hesitated for a long time and finally said. "Then, will you forgive me now?" Still with his head hanging down, not looking at me.

I looked at him and felt a bit doubtful. I thought to myself, although it was a bit narcissistic of me.........if he was really interested in me or if he had really XX me......what should I do? With this thought, I broke out in cold sweat. Trembling in fear, I dared not look at him. "What, Jiang.......Jiang Li......you.....you are not really a bisexual, are you?"

He was motionless like a statute and was silent for a moment. "What if I am.....and what if I am not?"

I went crazy, took two steps backward to stand away from him. I looked at him, horrified. "You, you......you are really bisexual?! No....we will both get divorced! Otherwise, I will be scared to death by you or be tortured to death by you......"

He lifted his head, glanced at me and impatiently said. "I was only joking. How can you always be so cranky?"

Jiang Li was not interested in me as I was considered not charming enough and I felt fortunate but I also felt a sense of frustration. Of course, when I thought of him as a pervert and he was not interested in women, my heart felt better. I was embarrassed, coughed twice and said. "But you were too much, just now." After all, the person being bullied was me and I was not placated.

Sure enough, when Jiang Li heard me, he dropped his head in dismay and said. "Then, what can I do, so that you will not be angry?"

Actually, I did not have the heart to say anything hurtful but had to pretend to say. "As long as you no longer bully me, I'll forgive you."

He lifted his head, eyes smiling and said. "In future, I will not bully you anymore."

Letting him off so lightly would be to my disadvantage. He had given me such a fright and if I did not punish him, it would be difficult to soothe my nerves and erase the hate in my heart. So, I decided to take revenge. I raised my chin and said. "No, I still have conditions."

JL: "What?"

After thinking for a while, I said. "New Year holidays are coming and you shall be my slave for the duration of the three-day holidays." I had not made up my mind on how to punish him and would decide later.

He did not hesitate and readily agreed.

He looked relaxed and said. "Guan Xiao Yan, sleep early."

So I took my quilt and pillow from his bedroom to my own bedroom. He asked. "Are you able to sleep alone?"

I waved my hand and said. "No, I have to learn to sleep alone and have thought about this matter for a long time. I will start from today."

He frowned. "Do you still refuse to forgive me?"

I shook my head and replied. "These are two different matters which I had earlier thought over. To be honest, today's matter was like a catalyst which made me realized that this flaw of mine will give rise to a lot of problems and inconvenience. Therefore I have to change."

JL: "You still do not believe me."

I was surprised at his attachment to me and said. "You do not understand. This is inconvenient, very inconvenient. We cannot sleep together forever. What if you travel? Moreover, you have your own nightlife."

JL: "I can refrain from traveling. As to nightlife........"

I interrupted him. "Even if you do not travel, I may go on a business trip. When that happens, I will have to share a room with Wang Kai which would be much more horrible!"

JL: "If you don't want to, you can opt not to travel."

Me: "Maybe like this.......what if we break off one day?* He,he*.......what I mean is, if suddenly I want to be married to a normal man and this man cannot be always by my side?"

Before he could interrupt me, I blurted out. "What if you die?"

Jiang Li's face twitched.

I quickly apologized. "Sorry, I didn't mean that. I just think......well, it is not convenient. You understand, don't you?"

He nodded. "I understand, then you sleep alone tonight.......if anything, call me."

After finishing, he stood up and made a move to leave. He paused and said. "Your boss seems to harbor intentions towards you."

Thinking of Wang Kai, a surge of mixed feelings overcame the better mood I had tried to attain. "Today, that playboy had tried to make a move on me........he is simply asking for trouble."

Jiang Li did not seem at ease and said. "He seems to ........like you."

I waved my hand and said in a relaxed manner. "Not possible." I had thought about this matter and had come to the conclusion......... impossible.

He lifted his eyebrows and asked curiously. "If he really likes you, what will you do?"

"I'll........probably avoid him."

If someone likes me and I do not like that person, I will not be able to get along peacefully with him. And I definitely will not be able to accept having a clandestine affair with him. When handling the issue of feelings, I am firm and an extremist. If I like someone, I will like him but if I do not like him, it will be awkward for me.

What's more, this was someone that Jiang Li likes, so I had to avoid him at all costs.

He again asked curiously. "What if Xue Yun Feng likes you, what would you do?"

I looked suspiciously at him. I felt he was trying to test me, to determine whether I was interested in both of them. First, it was Wang Kai, then Xue Yun Feng and I did not know who he really liked.

Jiang Li urged me. "Answer me. If Xue Yun Feng likes you, what would you do?"

"I can only avoid him." I said. "I can only accept two types of relationship from them, one is to be a friend and the other one is to be my godson."

He asked with uncertainty. "Then what about me?"

Me: "? ? ?"

JL: "If I like you, will you avoid me?"

I had just extinguished the narcissistic little flame in my heart and now it was ignited again. I looked suspiciously at him and still felt that he was not serious but his words.......

He glanced at me and said. "I'm just asking casually, you do not have to be nervous."

I told myself that I was thinking too much. But just in case......I still had to make my stand. "Jiang Li, if you are thinking of taking advantage of me, we will divorce. After that, every day you will have to eat instant noodles."

He changed the topic and asked. "Currently, do you have anybody that you like?"

I shook my head. "No......you can rest assured, even if there is, it will not be your lover."

He seemed a little satisfied, a little chaotic and left. I know he was satisfied I did not like Wang Kai or Xue Yun Feng, but he seemed chaotic.....I do not understand why. I believed he was undecided who to choose.

Feeling chaotic was the retribution of having one's feet on two boats (involve in two relationships at the same time) and I hope he continues to feel chaotic.

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Lying in bed at night, I could not sleep with thoughts of Wang Kai and Jiang Li running through my mind. Whatever happened today was terrifying. Fortunately, the result was not serious but I was touched and kissed and felt angry just thinking of it. Talking of Wang Kai, he was just a playboy and later I would teach him a lesson and let him know not to mess with me again. But Jiang Li? He was a gay and he added to the chaos! Although he had said he was kidding but just thinking of what had happened gave me a lingering fear. What I disliked most was violence and rape. Some time ago, before my marriage, He Zi liked to watch these type of shows and I scorned her.

As to whether Jiang Li was really interested in me, I....*hehe*......I would not be narcissistic. To be honest, I believed he had no interest in women. Once, we were shopping in a mall and a lady who was dressed very sexily with breasts as big as basketballs, was swinging her boobs in front of him. Even I, the obtuse one, could see from his eyes that he did not like her. Sometimes, I really wondered whether Jiang Li married me because of my flat chest, although I really did not want to admit.

Thinking back, Jiang Li's acting was really good but he did give me a scare and he was like a hungry wolf. But......he had never stayed out overnight which meant he was not selective with his partner? Heavens, if that was so, then he was not acting and his real intention was to burst my chrysanthemum?

I felt a sudden chill even under my quilt.

Jiang Li, you are really not that abnormal, are you?

I was thinking in my bed when the door to my bedroom was opened and it was opened by using a key. Suddenly I remembered that I did not take the key from Jiang Li. Damn, what should I do? He was not thinking of making a second attempt to attack me, was he?

I buried my head in the quilt, kept my body motionless and pretended to sleep. If he was really going to mess with me, the first thing this old woman would do, was to cripple his brother!

His footsteps were very light. When he came near my bed, my heart was beating like drums. I was determined, the moment he lifts up my quilt, I would jump up from my bed and give him a fatal blow!

He took the corners of my quilt, tucked me in and then......released his hands.

I heard his light retreating footsteps and the sound of the door slowly closing.

I nestled in the quilt and heaved a sigh of relief and then an inexplicable feeling crept into my heart.