I woke up lying in Jiang Li's arms, felt sore and weak throughout my body.
It was all because of him, last night........... If not, I would not be like this.........
When I thought of last night, my face felt like I was being poisoned, hot and uncomfortable.
Suddenly, in my heart, there was an unreal feeling like buying lottery tickets. Although I looked forward to hitting a jackpot of 5 million but I never thought I would really strike.
And now it seemed that not only did I hit the jackpot but also I had spent everything overnight......."
I secretly peeked at Jiang Li who was still sleeping. Looking at him sleep with his mouth curved in a slight smile, I felt embarrassed. I quietly sat up on the bed with the intention of getting out of the room and to find a place where there is no Jiang Li, to let myself calm down. I needed time to digest the reality that Jiang Li and I had already consummated our marriage.
Just as I got up from the bed, my arm was suddenly pulled back, I screamed and fell backwardinto an embrace.
I turned and saw Jiang Li's eyes sparkling with a smile. Momentarily I was at loss for words, I smiled and stammering said. "That......Jiang.....Jiang Li.....Good morning......"
Jiang Li lightly smiled and planted a kiss on my forehead, said. "Good morning."
When he kissed me, I felt my face suddenly burned. I dare not look at him and turned my face away.
He laughed and said. "You are almost thirty years old. Are you still acting like an innocent young girl?"
I was ashamed and angry, I grabbed one of his hands, put it near my mouth and gave him a big bite.
He let go of my body and placed both his hands on the sides of my head. He looked at me and laughingly asked me. "Want to bite me?"
I avoided his eyes and giggled twice.
"Then I will repay you, a tooth for a tooth." He said, lowered his head to kiss me on my lips and with one of his hands, started to undo the buttons on my pajamas.
I avoided his kiss, breathing deeply, said. "Jiang Li, I am sore all over my body."
He turned around, rested on the bed again and pulled me into his arms. His breathing was a bit chaotic, his breath sprayed onto my neck which gave me a strange feeling.
He held me quietly and did not speak. I wanted to talk to him but I did not know how to put them into words.
Me: "Jiang Li."
JL: "Yes?" He answered in monosyllable.
Me: "Jiang Li, I still feel that things had developed too quickly. I mean the two of us ..... "
He muttered. "Why, don't you like this?"
Me: "No. That is not it. I just felt we progressed a bit too quickly....." I just realized I had feelings for you not so long ago.
JL: "But I have been waiting for this day for a long, long time."
I clenched his hands tightly and asked. "Then......Jiang Li, when did you start to like me?"
He gave me a literary answer. "From the time I cannot take my eyes off you."
I felt a chill and did not make any comments.
He asked. "You, do you really like me?"
I looked at him and stuck my tongue out at him. "Don't talk nonsense."
He intimately pinched my cheeks and said. "Honestly, the day before yesterday, I still thought......"
I snuggled into his arms, smiled and said. "Jiang Li, you are stupid."
JL: "Comparatively, you are not smart either."
Me: "Jiang Li, I still do not understand. You......initially, why did you admit you were a gay...."
He stared at me and said. "I was wrong."
Me: "....." Was this answer considered adequate?
He stroked my head and gently said. "Anyway, I like you......like you a long time ago."
I was touched, lying on his body, I rubbed his chest, said. "Me too."
The two of us held each other and lay on the bed without speaking. Suddenly I thought of a very serious matter.
"Jiang Li, I........" My voice was so light, comparable to mosquitoes and I did not know how to put my question into words.
He held my hands firmly in the palm of his hand. He said. "Guan Xiao Yan, we have consummated our marriage. Is there anything else that you are embarrassed to tell me?"
I sweated. Jiang Li, do you need to be so direct?
I took a deep breath and mustered the courage to say. "Jiang Li, I......I did not bleed last night....."
Last night, when Jiang Li helped me to bath, I did not notice any trace of blood. Anyway, I was too tired and my brains were not functioning properly. Today, I suddenly remembered and the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became. I did not care whether I bled or not during my first time but Jiang Li......would he mind? Would he think that I had been sleeping with Yu Zi Fei or other men.........?
A lot of nonsensical thoughts fleeted through my mind. Jiang Li who was cradling me laughed into my ears. Although his voice was very pleasant, but I still felt slightly annoyed. So I pinched hard at the back of his hands to express my dissatisfaction.
He allowed me to pinch him without resistance and then softly said. "So..... Guan Xiao Yan, what do you actually want to tell me?"
I sighed and swore to him. "Jiang Li, it was really the first time for me."
He kissed me on my cheek and said. "Guan Xiao Yan, whether it was your first time or not, it does not matter to me."
I was at a loss. "Then, you don't believe me?"
He tightened his embrace, softly said. "How can it be? Of course, whatever you say, I will believe you."
I was touched and rubbed his arms.
JL: "Anyway, if you are lying, I can see at a glance."
Me: "....."
Jiang Li, are you sure you are comforting me? (>_