Chapter 732: Looking For Him (2)

An Qi was stunned by Nie Yunfans words. Her eyes widened in disbelief as she stared at Nie Yunfan, who was hanging on her like a koala.

Did he dream about her again? Did this mean he often dreamed about her? An Qi felt the temperature on her face suddenly rise a little. She coughed lightly and continued to struggle in a flurry.

However, she didnt expect him to hug her even tighter when she didnt struggle. A pair of misty drunk eyes looked at her strangely and muttered, Why is she so grumpy today?.

An Qi blushed at his words. She couldnt help but raise her hand and slap Nie Yunfan on the back.

Nie Yunfan looked back in a daze and said in a low voice, Yo, shes even hitting me.

An Qi was speechless. Yo, your sister! Why on earth did she end up tussling with a drunkard!

An Qi was complaining to herself when she heard Nie Yunfan mumble again, Well, this is more like An Qi. Shes hot-tempered, violent, baring her fangs and brandis.h.i.+ng her claws for fun, Hehe

An Qi rolled her eyes at Nie Yunfan. What was he saying? That she loved violence? That shes a butch? Baring fangs and claws for fun? How was it fun!?

With a red face, Nie Yunfanrubbed his body against An Qi and complained, An Qi, An Qi, An Qi I like you so much. Ive never liked someone so much. How can you not like me? How could you chase me out? Im so sad, so sad

Nie Yunfan pursed his lips like a bullied child.

An Qi didnt know whether to laugh or cry when she heard Nie Yunfans complaint. However, she felt a little melancholic after laughing. She stretched out her hand and hesitated for a long time. In the end, she still caressed Nie Yunfans head. Im not worthy of you.

An Qis words seemed to have provoked Nie Yunfan. Nie Yunfan suddenly became agitated, he straightened up and shouted, What do you mean by not good enough? In my eyes, youre the best. Whoever dares to say that youre not good enough for me, Ill Ill hit him!

An Qi was startled. She lowered her head and looked at Nie Yunfans acting like a child. If word got out, no one would believe that the eldest young master of the Nie family was so shameless when he was drunk.

An Qi wanted to laugh, but she realized that she couldnt. An indescribable feeling arose in her heart, and she was caught off guard.

Nie Yunfan saw that An Qi hadnt replied to him for a long time. His face darkened, and he lowered his head. When An Qi came back to her senses and found that he hadnt made any movements, she thought that he had fallen asleep again. However, she was surprised to find that something had fallen on her leg, sparkling was it tears?

Thats right, it was tears. Nie Yunfan was weeping.

As soon as this thought appeared in An Qis mind, it exploded. Nie Yunfan had cried, for her he had cried.

Nie Yunfan An Qis throat seemed to be choked by something as she said these three syllables with difficulty.

Nie Yunfan acted as if he hadnt heard her and continued to cry silently. However, gradually, he was no longer satisfied with just silently crying.

Sob, sob, sob do you know how much I Like You? Do you know how hard it was for me to fall in love with such a person? Do you know how hard it was for me? Do you know Do you know Do you know how desperate I was when you said that our values were different and that our outlook on life was different? Do you know how much I hated myself for being born into a rich family and giving you such a reason to reject me? Birth isnt something I can decide. Sob, sob, sob

The more Nie Yunfan cried, the sadder he became. He knew that it was really embarra.s.sing for a man to cry like this, but he couldnt help it. Anyway, he was in a dream now, so it shouldnt matter if he cried.

You rascal An Qi looked at Nie yunfan, who was crying like a scoundrel. She wanted to ridicule him, but she found that she couldnt speak at all.

It turned out that because of her willful inferiority complex, she thought that cutting off their relations.h.i.+p had been the best for him. But she didnt expect that her actions would hurt him.

Because of her poor self-esteem, she hurt someone who liked her so much.

At this moment.., An Qi finally understood what Nie Xingzhi had said to her that day. An Qi, no matter what decision you make in the end, theres one thing I hope you can think clearly about. No one looks down on you, and no one cares about your past. I dont, Yunfans parents dont, and no one else does either. Everything is just your own insecurity talking. If you cant even get through this, then no one can help you obtain happiness..

An Qis nose turned sour. She raised her head, and with great difficulty, she managed to force back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

It turned out that she was the only one who was worrying about herself. She was the only one who lived in the fortress that she had built for herself. She was afraid that if she took one step forward, she would be doomed. It was her who was too weak.

An Qi sniffed and slowly squatted down. She looked at Nie Yunfans red eyes as he cried miserably, and said in a low voice, Im sorry.

Nie Yunfan mistook her apology as another rejection. His face darkened, and he let go of the hand that was hugging An Qis thigh. He turned around and pounced on An Qi.

An Qi was caught off guard and fell into Nie Yunfans embrace, unable to move.

Nie Yunfan, you

Dont leave me, dont leave me, dont leave me

An Qi felt the slight tremble coming from Nie Yunfans body. She knew that her previous actions had left an indelible influence in this persons heart. She took a deep breath, she sighed softly, Dont hug me so tightly, I wont leave.

Nie Yunfa did not seem to hear her and continued to hug An Qi tightly. An Qi sighed and repeated, I promise I wont leave.

Nie Yunfans body trembled and he hesitantly let go. He raised her head to look at An Qi as if to confirm the authenticity of her words.

Seeing him like this, An Qi sighed and took the initiative to hug him.

He froze and trembled slightly. An Qi naturally noticed this and the corners of her lips curled up slightly. She said in a low voice, Maybe Uncle Nie was right. No one has ever looked down on me. No one has ever minded my past. Everything is just the result of my overly sensitive self-esteem. I was afraid, afraid that I was not worthy of you. Im afraid that one day youll suddenly realize that Im not the person you dreamed of and that Im not suitable for you.