Chapter 1366: I want to live the way he wants to see

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Lil Xu watched in fear, afraid that Ji Mianmian would flip over. He knew her skills. If she really flipped over, he might not be able to stop her in time.

Mianmian, dont ... Its windy on the bridge. Lets go back, Xiao Xu called out.

Ji Mianmian stared at the river below.I dont want what? Am I not normal?

Mianmian, you ... You ... Lil Xu did not know what to say.

Ji Mianmian turned her head to look at Lil Xu.Do you think I should cry my heart out and then stop eating and drinking? do you think Im going to die from grief and use all sorts of stupid methods to hurt myself?

Lil Xu did not say anything, but he did hope that Ji Mianmian could cry to her hearts content. At least she would not suppress herself and could at least vent her emotions.

Her calmness was too frightening.

The sadness in a persons heart needed to be vented. If not, the negative energy ... Would crush a person.

Ji Mianmian suddenly laughed. It was different from the carefree laughter she had in the past. It was as if she had been reborn.

Dont worry, I wont do that, she said.He saved me and left his life to me because he wanted me to live a good life, not to let me degrade myself. I want to live the way he wants to see me, not to give up on myself.

Who didnt know how to cry?

Of course, she felt pain.

However, what was the use of this?

It was not that she had never thought of committing suicide, but if she died, what would she say to ye shaoguang when she met him in the afterlife?

He had used his life to exchange for hers so that she could live. Between her and death, he had chosen to let her live and then die.

Then, what right did she have to ruin her own life that she had exchanged for ye shaoguang s?

If she were to really demean herself, it would not be her longing for ye shaoguang, nor would it be her love for him. She would be trampling on his efforts.

Ye shaoguangs greatest wish was for her to live a good life. Since that was the case, she would live the way he wanted her to live and work hard.

When she looked at her own face in the mirror these past two days, Ji Mianmian felt that it was her and not herself.

Her life did not belong to her entirely anymore. She still wanted to keep ye shaoguangs share alive.

Xiao Xu ...

He was too narrow-minded. He had underestimated ye shaoguang and Ji Mianmian.

He thought that Ji Mianmians calmness was abnormal. He was afraid that she was suppressing herself, afraid that she would explode at some point and do something that they did not want to see.

However, he did not expect Ji Mianmian to be far stronger than he thought. She also understood ye shaoguangs feelings more than he did.

She ... Really loved that man. If she didnt love him so deeply, she wouldnt have understood him so well.

Lil Xu lowered his head. He felt even more embarra.s.sed facing Ji Mianmian.

Dont follow me anymore, I beg you ... Let me be alone here and spend some time with him. Dont worry, I wont do anything. I just want to talk to him. My mind is very clear now, and I know what I have to do. From now on, I wont trample on my life.

Xiao Xu nodded.Okay ... Okay ... Ill go ... Ill go further away ... You, calm down. Dont be impulsive ...

He kept retreating and no longer moved forward.

Yan qingsi was burning with anxiety as she watched from the car. She had Xiao Xu watch over her, so why was he retreating?

She reached out to open the door and was about to get down when Yue tingfeng stopped her.