They sat in silence for a minute. Quirke filled their gla.s.ses; his hand, he saw, was a little shaky. They ate. The fish was cold.

"I saw Inspector Hackett today," Quirke said. He looked at the empty wine bottle lolling in its bucket of half-melted ice. Would he order another? No, he would not. Definitely not. He turned and signaled to the pimpled waiter. "I talked to her brother, too."

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why did you want to talk to him again?"

"I don't know."

"You're like me* you can't let it go."

The waiter came with the second bottle, but before he could begin again the tasting ritual Quirke motioned him impatiently to pour. Phoebe put a hand over her gla.s.s, smiling again at the waiter. When he had filled Quirke's gla.s.s and gone, she said, "You think what I do, don't you, that April is dead." Quirke did not reply and would not look at her. "What did he say, Oscar Latimer?"

Quirke drank his wine. "He talked about families. And obsession."

She looked at him quickly. "April talked about that too, one day, about being obsessed."

"What did she mean?"

"I don't know. I couldn't understand her. April was* was strange, sometimes. I've come to think I didn't know her at all. Why do people make life so difficult, Quirke?"

Quirke had emptied his gla.s.s and was filling it again for himself, drops of ice water falling from the bottle onto the tablecloth and forming gray stains the size of florins. He was making himself drunk, she could see. She thought she should say something. He planted his elbows on the table and rolled the gla.s.s between his palms.

"Hackett went to see the woman in the flat above April's," he said. "A Miss St. John Somebody* did you ever meet her?"

She shook her head. "I saw her once or twice, lurking on the stairs. April sometimes brought things up to her, a bowl of soup, biscuits, things like that. What did she say to Inspector Hackett?"

"He couldn't get much out of her."

"That doesn't surprise me."

"Mind you, she seems to have kept a watch on things. Saw people come and go."

"What sort of people?" Blue-jawed Rodney approached and inquired if they wished to see the dessert menu. They shook their heads, and he withdrew. As he padded away Phoebe noticed how shiny the seat of his trousers was; she always felt sorry for waiters, they had such a disappointed and melancholy air. She looked back at Quirke. His steadily blearing gaze was fixed on the wine glowing in the bottom of his gla.s.s. "What sort of people did she see?" she asked again.

"Oh, people who came to see her. Visitors. Gentlemen callers, I suppose."

"Such as?"

She felt a tingling at the base of her spine. She did not want to hear his answer.

"One of them, it seems, one of the gentlemen callers, was black. Or so Miss Whatsit claims. Does April know any black men?"

She was holding on tightly to the stem of her empty gla.s.s, pressing and pressing. The tingle in her spine ran all the way up, and for a second, absurdly, she had an image of one of those fairground test-your-strength machines, the sledgehammer striking on the pad and the weight shooting up along its groove and banging into the bell. Oh, no, she was thinking, oh, no.

She shook her head, and a strand of her hair came loose and fell across her cheek and she pushed it quickly away again. "I don't think so," she said, trying to keep the wobble out of her voice.

Quirke was looking round for the waiter, to order a gla.s.s of brandy.

Phoebe put a hand on the velvet purse beside her plate, feeling the soft black fabric. She was thinking of the skin on the backs of Patrick's hands, the ripple and gleam of it.

Oh, no.

SHE HAD TO HELP QUIRKE TO A TAXI. THE SKY HAD CLEARED AND A hard frost was falling, she could see it in the air, an almost dry, gray, grainy mist. He had said he would walk home, that it was no distance, that they could go together and he would see her over to Haddington Road and then return across the ca.n.a.l to his flat. "You're not walking anywhere," she said. "There's ice on the ground already, look." She had an image of him on a bridge, and then a great dark plummeting form, and then the splash. The doorman blew his whistle and the cab came rattling up, but still Quirke resisted, and in the end she had almost to shove him inside. He scrabbled at the door, trying to get out again, then rolled down the window and began to protest. "Go home, Quirke," she said, reaching in and patting his hand. "Go home now, and sleep." She told the driver the address and the taxi pulled away from the curb, and she saw Quirke in the rear seat topple backwards in his overcoat like a huge, jointless manikin, and then she could see him no more. She gave the doorman a shilling, and he thanked her and pocketed the coin and tipped a finger to the brim of his cap, and turned back into the yellow-lighted lobby, rubbing his hands. The night's icy silence settled about her.

She set off to walk. She could have gone in the taxi and delivered Quirke to Mount Street and then taken it on to her own place in Haddington Road, but it had not occurred to her. It seemed she was not going home. She thought of her room, the cheerless cold of it, the emptiness, waiting for her.

At York Street she turned left. It was very dark in this steep, narrow defile, and the sound of her own footsteps on the pavement seemed unnaturally loud. The tenement houses were all unlighted, and there was no one abroad. A cat on a windowsill watched her with narrow-eyed surmise. Before her, low in the velvet darkness of the sky, a star was suspended, a sparkling, silver sword of icy light. In Golden Lane a tramp slouching in a doorway croaked something at her, and she hurried on. She supposed she should be frightened, all alone in the empty city in the hour before midnight, but she was not.

At the corner of Werburgh Street, opposite the cathedral, clandestine, late drinkers were being let out through the side door of a pub. They loitered on the pavement, befuddled and muttering. One of them went and stood in a doorway to urinate; another began to sing in a hoa.r.s.e, quavering voice.

I dreamt that I dwe-elt in ma-arble halls *

She hung back in the darkness, waiting for them to disperse. She thought of Quirke again, lolling helplessly in the taxi, looking back at her wild-eyed. He always seemed frightened when he was drunk. Soon he would be drinking again in earnest; she knew the signs. But Rose would put a stop to that.

She walked forward quickly and pa.s.sed by the drunks, telling herself not look at them. They took no notice of her. She turned into Castle Street.

*That you loved me, lo-oved me still the same!

There was a light on in the window of the upstairs flat, printing on the gla.s.s the pattern of the lace curtain inside. The cathedral bell began to toll, unnervingly loud, making the air shake around her. She stood and gazed up at the glowing window. Her toes and the tips of her fingers were going numb from the cold. Her breath flared before her in the frosted air. What would she say to him, how would she form the questions that were crowding in her mind? How was she even to let him know she was here? If she knocked on the door, she would alert his landlady. The bell finished tolling, and the last beats of sound faded on the air. Go! Go! a voice inside her head urged her, a voice inside her head urged her, go now! go now! Instead she dug into her purse and found a ha'penny and, taking careful aim, flung it up at the window. She missed the first time, and the second* what a ringing noise the coins made when they fell back on the road!* then she had no more ha'pennies left and had to use a penny. This time she hit the target. There was such a sharp Instead she dug into her purse and found a ha'penny and, taking careful aim, flung it up at the window. She missed the first time, and the second* what a ringing noise the coins made when they fell back on the road!* then she had no more ha'pennies left and had to use a penny. This time she hit the target. There was such a sharp pang! pang! of copper on gla.s.s that she thought everyone in the houses roundabout must hear it. She waited. Perhaps he was not there; perhaps he had gone out and forgotten to turn off the light. A courting couple, their arms linked, went past. The fellow gave her a speculative look from under the peak of his cap, but his girl only said good night. She looked up at the window again. The curtain had been pulled back, and Patrick was there, peering down into the street. She moved quickly into a circle of lamplight so that she would be more clearly visible. She could not make out his expression. Would he recognize her* could he even see her? He let the curtain fall back into place, and a minute later the front door opened a little way and a hand beckoned her in. of copper on gla.s.s that she thought everyone in the houses roundabout must hear it. She waited. Perhaps he was not there; perhaps he had gone out and forgotten to turn off the light. A courting couple, their arms linked, went past. The fellow gave her a speculative look from under the peak of his cap, but his girl only said good night. She looked up at the window again. The curtain had been pulled back, and Patrick was there, peering down into the street. She moved quickly into a circle of lamplight so that she would be more clearly visible. She could not make out his expression. Would he recognize her* could he even see her? He let the curtain fall back into place, and a minute later the front door opened a little way and a hand beckoned her in.

He had not switched on the light in the hall. When she came forward he caught her by the wrist and put a finger urgently to his lips. "Ssh!" he hissed. "She'll wake up!" He drew her into the dark hall, and she smelled again the dank smell that she remembered from the last time. They crept up the stairs. He was leading her by the wrist. He eased open the door of the flat and motioned her inside and then closed the door silently behind them. "Poh!" he said, letting go his breath in an exaggerated gasp of relief, and smiled at her. "Well, Miss Phoebe Griffin! To what do I owe this pleasure?"

All the way down here from the hotel, and then standing outside in the dark, trying to attract his attention, she had not stopped to consider what she would say to him, what reason she would offer for appearing under his window at dead of night like this.

"I * ," she said, "I* I wanted to talk to you."

He wrinkled his brow, still smiling. "Oh, yes? It must be very urgent."

"No, not urgent. I just*" She stopped, and stood helplessly, looking at him.

"Well, now that you are here, will you join me in some tea?"

He took her coat and again put it on the bed, the bed that she again tried not to see. When they came in he had switched off the overhead light, but she remembered everything in detail from the last time, the armchair draped with the red blanket, the green typewriter on the card table by the window, the photograph of the smiling couple in native costume, the jumbled stacks of books. Her eye fell on the little wooden milking stool, and she smiled.

He poured her a cup of tea. "Chamomile," he said, "I hope you like it."

The tea was pale and had the fragrance of warm straw. "It's lovely," she said. "It's perfect."

He led her to the armchair, bringing the milking stool for himself. "You're cold," he said.

"Yes, it's icy outside."

"Would you like to put the blanket over your knees?"

"No no, thank you. The tea will warm me."

He nodded. She looked about the room again. There was a green paraffin heater by the window; the air felt rubbery with its fumes. She must not let the silence draw out, or she would lose her nerve altogether, would put down the cup and jump up and run from the place, back out into the night. "Were you working?" she asked.

He gestured towards the table and the stacked books. "Studying a little, yes."

"And now I'm interrupting."

"No, not at all, I was about to stop and go to* I was about to stop."

He was dressed in an old pair of corduroy trousers and a hand-knitted woolen jumper. He wore no shirt, and his neck was bare, and she could see the top part of his broad, smooth, gleaming chest. His feet were bare, too. "Aren't you you cold?" she said. "Without socks, even!" cold?" she said. "Without socks, even!"

"I like to be cool, a little." He smiled, showing her his shining teeth. "For me it's a luxury, you know."

"Is it very hot, where you come from, in Nigeria?"

"Yes, very hot, very humid." He was watching her, nodding faintly as if to a slow, steady rhythm in his head. That awful silence began to stretch again between them, and it was as if the air were expanding. "Is the tea all right?" he asked. "I think you do not like it. I could make some coffee."

Kiss me* please, kiss me. The words had leapt into her mind with such sudden force that for a moment she was not sure she had not spoken them out loud. She looked at his hands where he held them clasped between his knees. He is so beautiful, she thought, so beautiful.

"I had dinner with my father," she said, sitting upright in the chair and squaring her shoulders. "At the Russell. Do you know it* the Russell Hotel?"

"I have been there, yes." He laughed softly. "It's a little expensive, for me."

"I'm afraid he got a bit * a bit tipsy, my father. He has a problem with drink."

"Yes, you told me he was in St. John's."

"Did I? I forgot. I put him in a taxi and sent him home. I hope he'll be all right." He took the cup and saucer from her and set them on the floor. "I feel guilty. I shouldn't have let him drink so much. I*"

He took her hands in his, and when he spoke her name it was somehow as if she had never heard it before, or had never taken notice of it, at least, this strange, soft sound. She began to say something about this, she did not know what, but he drew her to her feet and released her hands and held her by the shoulders instead, and kissed her. After a moment she turned her face aside; she fancied she could hear her heart, it was pounding so. "Is Patrick really your name?" she said, still looking away. "Haven't you a* a tribal name?"

He was smiling and moved his head so that he could see into her eyes. "I was educated by the Holy Ghost Fathers," he said. "My mother called me Patrick in honor of them."

"Oh. I see."

They were whispering. He laid his hands now on her shoulder blades. The silk of her dress crackled a little under his fingers. He put his face to her hair at the side. "Is this why you came here?" he murmured.

"I don't know." It was true. "I wanted to talk to you about*"

He touched the tips of his fingers to her lips. "Ssh," he said again, softly. "Ssh."

The only light in the room was from the little reading lamp on the desk, and now he reached past her and switched it off. At first all was blackness, then a faint, ghostly, ice-blue radiance began to spread slowly from the window. Her coat slid from the bed onto the floor, and neither bent to pick it up. She caught a fingernail on her stocking. As she leaned down to take it off he cupped the side of her face in one of his great, square hands, and again spoke her name. She stood up, and he embraced her again. She felt the ribbed pattern of his jumper and wondered who had knitted it for him; when he crossed his arms and grasped it at both sides and drew it quickly over his head she smelled his sweat, a sharp, oniony odor. The sheets were cold against her back, and she shivered, and he pressed her more closely to him, giving her his warmth. His skin had a curiously stippled texture, like soft sandpaper; it felt exactly as she had known it would. The bedsprings set up a faint tinkling, like the sounds of a distant orchestra beginning to tune up. She put her face into the hollow of his shoulder and laughed a stifled laugh. "Oh, Lord," she whispered, "Mrs. Gilligan will hear us!"

SHE WOKE WITH A CRY. SOMETHING ABOUT* ABOUT WHAT?* about an animal, some kind of animal, was it? She kept her eyes shut tight, grasping at the dream as it poured out of her mind like water. An animal, and * ? No, it was gone. She turned onto her side. The lamp was burning again, and Patrick was sitting at the card table, bent over a book, his back a broad, strong curve. She put a hand flat under her cheek on the pillow and watched him, smiling to herself. The paraffin heater was still on* she could taste the fumes, an oily film on her lips* and the warmth in the room made her think of an underground lair, a place of safety and calm.

"I was dreaming about a lion," she said. Yes, a lion, that was what it was.

Patrick looked at her over his shoulder. "What kind of a lion?"

"What kinds are there?"

He stood up from the table and came to the bed and sat down on the edge of it. He was wearing his jumper again and the baggy corduroys; it was, she thought, as if some wonderfully fashioned thing, a piece in ebony or gleaming bronze by one of the masters of Benin, had been put into an old sack to protect it. She brought out her hand from under her cheek and gave it to him to hold between both of his brick-pink palms.

"I've never seen a lion," he said.

"Aren't there any in Nigeria?"

"There may be some left, in the bush. It's not the jungle, you know." He smiled. "We live in towns and cities, just like you."

She sat up. "My hair must be a haystack, is it?"

"It is very beautiful," he said.

She lowered her eyes quickly. "Were you studying?" she asked.

"Yes, but only to pa.s.s the time. Since you were sleeping."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep. What time is it? It must be late."

"Yes, it's late."

This made them feel suddenly shy of each other. She withdrew her hand from his and was startled to feel tears welling up hotly in her eyes.

"What is the matter?" he asked, alarmed.

"Nothing, nothing." She laughed at herself, brushing at her eyes. "I'm just* happy, I suppose."

He held her head between his hands and drew her to him and kissed her solemnly on the forehead. "My Irish girl," he whispered. "My wild Irish girl."

"Come," she said, "lie down again, just for a little while."

He stretched himself beside her on top of the blankets. "You remember," she said, "when I was here that day, that first day, I asked you about * about April and * and you?" He had closed his eyes and was lying very still, his hands folded on his chest. He said nothing. "It wasn't any business of mine, of course, but I had to ask. Jimmy had said something, and then I asked Bella. They seemed to think*"

He waited, still with his eyes closed. "Yes? What did they seem to think?" She had an urge to touch his eyelids, to feel with her fingertips their delicate, silken texture.

"Oh, nothing, really." She could hear him breathing through those broad, carven nostrils. His skin fascinated her; she could not stop looking at it. Yes, ebony, she was thinking, only not smooth, not polished, but with that wonderful, soft roughness. "It's just that someone went round to April's and talked to the old lady who lives on the top floor. She's half cracked, of course, and terribly sad." She hesitated. She was not worried, not really, not as she had been when Quirke told her what Miss Leetch had said. So much had happened to her life in the past hour* how could she be worried? "She said that she had seen someone with April, in the house." She looked at him more closely. His breathing had become regular and deep* was he asleep? "She said this person was*w as black."

Slowly he opened his eyes and gazed straight upwards, at the shadows under the ceiling. "Who was it?" he asked.

"She didn't know, I think. She just said he was*"

"I meant, who was it that went to question her?"

"Oh. A policeman. A detective."

For a long time he lay very still and did not speak, then abruptly he rose and swung his legs off the bed and sat there a moment, with his hands to his face. She had a trickling sensation between her shoulder blades, as if a drop of ice-cold liquid were sliding down inside her spine, through the very marrow.

"You must go home now," he said. "Please* get dressed."

"But*"