Eating An Actor's Book - Chapter 5
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Chapter 5

After a long time, I got out of the

company and met Moon Sung Hyung.

He debuted in the CRT together with me

at L & K and spent a long time together.

But he has resigned for a long time.

he started his business

I personally think that it is a

brother who thinks it is not true.

there is a reason for that, because

she was acting very well. Comedy, romance, trailer

If it continues in a positivee. it

will be a ready-made actor who was able to perform amazing performances

regardless of genre.

But to be a star it is lacking. If you

stay a little longer, you will be able to make a name with a personality actor

actress

Despite my advice, my brother

completely abandoned his acting.

I regretted it quickly.

"d.a.m.n, if life was not so funny,

I would have done it all the way."

"Drink modestly, brother."

"But you know what? I am glad

that you have given up everything.

“Thinking about it? What do you think?

"

Munsung spoke to his brother in a

gla.s.s of alcohol.

"So you can buy me a drink,

right? Oh, huh. "

I laughed at my brother 's sad laugh

and poured a gla.s.s of wine.

"Great! It reminds me of old

times. "

Where in the world is such a thing,

dreaming of an actor is walking an endless tunnel.

Walking together in a dark tunnel that

does not see a little light, we s.h.i.+ver in a bottle of shochu

"Yes. Let's be grateful for being

able to eat shochu in this chicken house. "

"Thank you, brother."

"... it makes me sick. You son of

a b.i.t.c.h. Drink it. "

Of course, now that everything has

happened, and since Moon Sung Lee has left the company.

"What about the school? Do you

still eat alone? "

"Well, same thing."

"... a rude child. If one of the

three succeeds, let's pull them together.

It's a puppy. Now I get to eat and

live ... "

"Okay, stop it."

"Is my word wrong? Once the

transition is fast ... bad b.i.t.c.h. "

And again, he wakes up his drink.

Songmyo, I, and Moon Sung were

together in the training camp and spent the most difficult time together.

If you were asking if you were a close

friend who could open your mind, frankly it was not. I a.s.sure you.

I can be sure that something sticky

can not guarantee anything.

But because of success after school,

we've become far away.

It has become awkward.

"The bad kitten is the first to

succeed, and it is just right. pup."

MoonSung's brother's emotions got

stronger. I swallowed a cup of shochu silently.

I do not want to criticize the success

of Song mungyo.

But one thing, if you have any

questions.

Why, so far, I wonder if I tried to

cut off my relations.h.i.+p with you.

Well, now it's already late to ask.

"Let's get the water out."

After he peed in the bathroom, he went

outside and asked for a cigarette.

A rugged, cigarette smoke with a

lighter fire embellishes the evening sky.

"Do you want one?"

Munsung shook his head to ask his

brother.

"A little while."

I forcibly cut off my money, but I can

not stop it completely. Recognize the possibility to smoke at any time

I sat down on the chair in front of

the bar.

Then, Moon Sung sits beside me, asking

indifferently.

"You saw the audition?"

"Uh, well. I saw it. "

""Are you doing well?"

How should I say it? It has not always

been a good result. But I keep my head shut.

It was good.

"I think so."

Then Munsung 's face brightens. It is

a reaction that can not be easily seen from me.

"Oh, yes. I'm a little confident

now. Yes! I do that. Well, it is, "Youth train."

I? Who's starring? "

".... Song Mun-gyo."

"Oh, huh?"

".... "

"Hey....Are you auditioning for

Song Mungyo?"

"Huh."

"... Why? is it because of Song

Mungyo? "

"no."

"Then why is it?"

"Reason? There is no reason for

that. "

However, there are many other works,

why there is no reason why I chose "Youth train".

"I just liked the work."

I said this, but it is a lie.

I could feel myself holding a thorn in

me.

This is a very big one.

If you try to swallow, you will not be

able to swallow nostrils, but thorns that thrust your throat wide.

The gaze is asking me.

'Do you want to revenge?'

Yes, let's be honest.

I play next to Song mungyo and do a

scene with him, I kill the act somehow and I stand out

I want to be, I know that there is

such a hermit crazy reason.

Yesterday, when the bishop asked, 'Can

you digest if your role gets bigger,' I'm so happy to laugh

It just seemed to pop out.

No one expects me to be accepted, and

when they all like it.

I'm laughed.

Let's admit it.

Inside me, there is a pointed thorn

that I want to pierce others.

However, do not expose it to the

outside.

"... I'm cold, not when it's hot.

I have to see everything that can be auditioned. "

Do not look the same as those I hate.

I swallowed as much aggressive

feelings as possible. And I closed my eyes pretty.

Then.

Giving.

The phone rang.

- Really. Where are you now?

It was Park Chan-ik.

And I was introspective.

Audition, good.

*

I got into the office the next

morning.

"... Jae Hee."

The loud office atmosphere is feeling

a little bit sluggish at the same time as my appearance.

"It was said that Do Jae-hee was

elected instead of Lim Joo-won "

I heard this from some people, and

some of the people's gaze stuck to me.

Why? I mean, did I take the position

of the Lim Joo-won?

... I can not believe you.

But I ignore their words with a

bewildered face that does not know anything,

I approached.

Park Chan-Ick gets up from his seat

and has a high-tongue voice that I have never seen before.

said.

"Are you here?"

And he gave me a gla.s.s of warm

americano and said whether he had left it beforehand.

"Now, get this. Should we go to

the break room? "

It is not surprising that this

reaction is coming.

I defeated the L & K top prospect,

Lim Joo-won.

I received the

notification of the roles of Kim Dohoon.

I took the direction that Park Chan-Ik

was headed, and I saw Lim Joo-won looking at me in the corridor of the office.

I hit it.

"....."

"....."

He was looking at me and Park Chan-Ik,

and he stared with a clear stare

Envy mixed with jealousy.

hey .. I know the look of your eyes.

It was my eyes that I was building in

the mirror every morning.

And by the way, my eyes are now.

"...."

I was more confident than ever.

Lim Joo-won smiled awkwardly.

"Ah ... Jae Hee. did you pa.s.s the

audition?? congratulations."

"Well, yes. Thank you."

".... Well, I'm so busy shooting

that I'll go first."

And Lim Joo-won went out of his way.

I do not want to talk about going to

your shoot.

I am very pa.s.sionate and highly

motivated.

as long as my lips smile a lot.

"Jae-hee, do you look good

today?"

Jean's Stylist, as he pa.s.sed by

looking at my face, disappeared.

"... do you look happy?"

I stopped and looked at the mirror

hanging on one wall.

In the mirror, I made my first look.

I smiled brighter than before.

My own facial muscles are stretched,

and my appearance is hard to bear.

Why do you feel so good?

Maybe it's because I know now that Lim

Joo-won is not much different from me.

I have never seen such a great person,

and I have never seen much.

If you see the finish line.

They have not started yet.

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