"It is ... you must seek the Astromancer's permission," Beruthiel said, sounding embarrassed. "Those books are in the Locked Cases, and ... I know you are no Postulant, but the Astromancer has given orders that all the books of spells and prophecy are not to be released except upon his word."
A word Vieliessar knew she was not likely to receive, now or ever.
"It was a few moonturns after you took the Green Robe, I think," Beruthiel added.
"So long as that?" Vieliessar forced herself to smile, as if her heart was untroubled. "It was but a fancy, Beru. Do not distress yourself."
The news of Haldil's rebellion had sparked her curiosity-for The Song of Amrethion Aradruiniel seemed an odd and esoteric pretext for rebellion. She would have set the notion aside, save for a chance remark Rondithiel Lightbrother had made.
Hamphuliadiel Astromancer's house was Haldil.
There was no proscription against knowing the Houses of the Lightborn. In fact it was often a matter of vital importance, for the swiftest messages went forth by spellbird or Farspeaking, and such communication lay solely within the hands of the Lightborn, who would render no aid to a House not their own. If Gonceivis Haldil had taken his cause for war from some meddling of Hamphuliadiel, perhaps the reasons lay within the scrolls that spoke of the Prophecy.
But what she found was more troubling to her than any news of distant rebellion, or thinking the Astromancer of the Sanctuary of the Star chose to make the Hundred into counters on a xaique board.
There was no longer a full copy of The Song of Amrethion anywhere on the shelves-the last scroll in every available copy, the scroll containing the Prophecy-or-Curse, had been altered so it no longer contained it. The commentaries on the Song were either missing entirely, or the vellum had been cut and re-glued so the chapters analyzing the Song were gone. And as she'd just discovered, it was not just the Song. The Jade Mirror was an important text, how could Beruthiel, could anyone, say it was of no importance? The Book of Days, The Book of Veils, The Fire Alphabet ... every book recording prophecies was either missing entirely or locked away as if it contained dangerous spellcraft.
All those texts should be here, so the Postulants could learn from them.
Those lacunae led her to investigate the Histories, but there were disturbing gaps there too. The scrolls detailing the lives of the Astromancers were gone. She could find their names, from Mosirinde Peacemaker down to Hamphuliadiel-but no texts of their lives more recent than Timirmar Astromancer's, and there had been thirty Astromancers since Timirmar's reign. Where were the lists of decisions made, of Postulants who became Lightborn in each reign, the lists of spells cast, Healings performed, Foretellings and interpretations made?
A library of magic without magic is a poor library indeed, Vieliessar thought sourly. If I make known those things Hamphuliadiel has done, I will have no allies to help me make all as it was. Nor will his fears of me be allayed. Yet he fears me already ...
And Hamphuliadiel had always found fault with her even when both law and custom were on her side.
He has often mocked Celelioniel's obsession with Amrethion's Prophecy. But I think he must believe in it, or why would he take such pains to render it impossible to prove? It cannot merely be for Haldil's benefit. No War Prince truly seeks his causes in ancient lore. He has done this to us-to the Lightborn.
To me.
Celelioniel had named Vieliessar Child of the Prophecy, the one whose birth would-so Amrethion had written-herald the coming of the Darkness and bring an end to the Hundred Houses. Celelioniel had chosen Hamphuliadiel to carry on her work. It was why she had supported his bid to become Astromancer. But once he had, Hamphuliadiel had betrayed her. Clearly he meant to dismiss all thought in anyone's mind that the Prophecy might be true. He'd already removed every scroll that would help the Lightborn decide for themselves.
If the question arose.
When it arose.
Foretelling was not Vieliessar's spell to call. She did not know what the future held, and in truth, she had never wanted to, for what she had learned in her vigil within the Shrine had frightened her more than she had ever wished to admit. Now she wished she had tried harder to master it. At least then she would know when the Darkness her birth had foretold would come.
Perhaps it is I who am the Darkness. Why else would Hamphuliadiel hate me so?
Those words came back to Vieliessar many times the following winter. It was the hardest winter she had ever spent.
She spent it outside the Sanctuary.
They had learned of the Windsward Rebellion in Fire, and it had taken her through Rade to discover what Hamphiliadiel had done to the Great Library. Through all that winter she had stayed quiet and meek, but then Flower came, and a new year of Postulants were chosen.
There were only six Lightborn residents at the Sanctuary these days, a fraction of the number there'd once been, and Hervilafimir's and Beruthiel's duties occupied so much of their time that they could not be spared to shepherd new Postulants into the knowledge of the Light. Vieliessar's practice of spellcraft had never been either elegant or conventional enough to satisfy her fellow Lightborn-Rondithiel thought it must be because of all the time she had practiced in secret; Pamaneith Lightbrother thought it was because she had come to the Light so late. But even if no one wished her to teach the Light itself, Vieliessar knew as much about its theory and history as any here.
And more than some.
She began innocently enough. But moonturn followed moonturn, and she turned from teaching the Candidates what they could still find upon the shelves of Arevethmonion to teaching them of those scrolls which now existed nowhere but in her memories. She could not bear for these Postulants to go forth into the world crippled and half educated.
She hadn't thought what she did would be discovered at all; Hamphuliadiel paid little attention to the Postulants and no one else would think what she was teaching was at all unusual. But one morning, a sennight after she'd begun, she'd barely settled herself in her seat in the Refectory, thinking of little more than the Postulants she would see today, when Momioniarch Lightsister came to stand behind her chair.
"Hamphuliadiel Astromancer summons you to attend him at the Shrine, Lightsister," she said.
Puzzled, Vieliessar nodded. "I come," she answered. She got to her feet and waved away the young Candidate who was serving breakfast.
When she reached the antechamber of the Shrine, Hamphuliadiel stood in its center. Everyone was at the morning meal, even the servants; there was no one to see. Behind him, as if he were a great prince and they his komentai'a, stood Galathornthadan and Sunalanthaid. Two more from Haldil, she noted automatically, for of the four Lightborn who seemed to attend upon Hamphuliadiel as if it were their only task, only Orchalianiel was not from Haldil-and Orchalianiel was from Bethros, to which Hamphuliadiel also had ties.
"Lord Astromancer," Vieliessar said, still confused. She shivered. The outer doors of the vestibule were open, as they were each day, and the air here was cold.
"I have done all I could to save you, Vieliessar, for it is in my mind that to lose one of the Lightborn for any cause would be a terrible loss. My patience is infinite, but my wisdom is not. All I can do is present you for judgment to an authority greater than my own."
"Who judges me?" Vieliessar demanded. "For what crime? I have not trans-" I have not transgressed against the Covenant.
"I will not debate with you," Hamphuliadiel said sharply, raising his hand.
Suddenly Vieliessar felt the touch of a spell settle over her skin-and with that touch she was once more a child standing before Ladyholder Glorthiachiel in Caerthalien's Great Hall. This spell stopped her words, but not her volition. She took a step toward Hamphuliadiel, barely forcing herself to stop before she struck him.
"Your spirit is too cunning," Hamphuliadiel continued, as if she had fallen silent of her own accord. "It leads you into folly. And so I say this-as Arevethmonion has revealed your corruption, let Arevethmonion judge if you are worthy to dwell among us. I lay upon you this charge: go from the Sanctuary of the Star to dwell in Arevethmonion. If she will shelter you, return to us in Rain, healed and welcome."
Her horror and rage were enough to sweep away the spell of Silence as if it were never cast. "Rain is four moonturns from now," she said hoarsely. Who had told Hamphuliadiel-what had they told him? Why was it so important to him to banish the study of prophecy from the Sanctuary of the Star?
"I will fetch my cloak and boots and go," she said quickly, before he could bespell her to silence again. Once she was out of his sight, she could Cloak herself and reach the Servants' Hall by the secret passageways. She could leave a message for Rondithiel or Pamaneith-Maeredhiel would see it was delivered ...
"You will go as you are," Hamphuliadiel answered.
Momioniarch Lightsister stepped into the vestibule and opened the inner door. The freezing wind of Snow Moon swept into the antechamber: Winter High Queen with her komentai of snow and sleet and ice. Suddenly the floor seemed colder and Vieliessar's Green Robe thinner than they had moments before.
She'd miscalculated badly. Underestimated her opponent, underestimated the need for caution. And now there was nothing she could do but obey the "judgment" that was in truth a coward's method of execution. Stay and kill him-she could-and she did not know what would happen next, only that she would have shattered the holiest custom of the Sanctuary.
Maeredhiel will see I am gone. No matter what tale Hamphuliadiel tells, she will see through it. I pray the Silver Hooves she does. Of all who were present on the night of my birth, she is the only one I dare trust.
"I will see you in Rain Moon, Lord Astromancer," Vieliessar answered, her voice hard.
She turned her back and strode from the Sanctuary.
It had been cold inside the Sanctuary. Outside, it was freezing. The trees and hedges of Rosemoss Farm were bare and leafless in winter's cold. Her breath was a white cloud, and her skin burned. Before she'd gone a dozen steps toward the outer gateposts, her leather-soled socks were wet through, for it had snowed last night and no one had yet swept the path this morning. Still, she did not stop or hesitate, for she was certain Hamphuliadiel or one of his lackeys watched to see what she would do.
As she passed through the outer gates of the Sanctuary of the Star, she could not keep from shuddering. Outside the Sanctuary. Outside its bounds. Prey for any hunter willing to defy ancient custom.
A Lightsister is no man's prey. The Covenant did not say she could not defend herself-merely that she could not use the Light for the benefit of her House-or any other-in war. And I am Vieliessar of Lost Farcarinon-I have no House!
One step. Another. She called up her shields. They formed a barrier against the implacable wind, just as they would deflect arrow or swordblade, but they gave no heat. Arevethmonion was green, lush with eternal springtide ... and more than half a mile away.
By the time she gained its shelter, her body ached with cold, though as she stepped beneath the trees, her skin tingled with the power all around her. It was not magic. Not precisely. It was that stuff of which Magery was woven, as thread was turned to cloth upon a loom. Light within called to Light without, and so the Flower Forests heeded the call of the Lightborn, feeding their spells, making them possible. She stepped from the road into the shelter of the trees. Only then, concealed from any who might watch, did she permit herself to slow, to stop, to hug herself against the cold and the fear. It was warmer here in the Flower Forest ... but not as warm as it was in the Sanctuary.
Witless girl! You have sent Postulants to Arevethmonion year upon year to gather the ingredients for cordials, for incense, to gain vision and prophecy! You taught them that the Flower Forest holds food, shelter, and medicine, just as Hervilafimir taught you. Well, now you may see this storehouse and citadel and larder for yourself.
Warmth and shelter were her first needs. To Call an object from wherever it was to one's hand was a simple skill, providing that one knew precisely what one wished to call and where it lay. But when she tried to Call one of the heavy winter cloaks from its hanging-peg beside the garden door, then her wooden sandals from her sleeping cell, she could summon neither.
The Wards around the Sanctuary were strong-but they had always been set to keep the untutored spells of the Postulants from getting out, not to keep one of the Lightborn from reaching in. Undoubtedly Hamphuliadiel had changed that. To break them was not beyond the power she might call if she wished-but to shatter the Wards might be to shatter the walls as well. And it would be an act of violence against the one place in all the Fortunate Lands where violence was forbidden. She would find another way.
She walked for candlemarks, moving deeper into the heart of the forest, warming herself with movement. Arevethmonion was hushed and watchful around her-she had gone deeper into the Flower Forest than anyone had in her knowledge or memory. Craftworkers might enter a Flower Forest to bring away felltimber, hunters might pursue game beneath its branches, but only Lightborn had ventured into Arevethmonion since the Sanctuary of the Star had been founded, and they stayed mostly at the forest's edge.
At last she reached a clearing, a space opened up by the death of trees so ancient that the width of their fallen trunks towered above her head. Here, she thought. She must have shelter, a place to sleep. She would make them here. She could cause the forest earth to flow and re-form as a potter shaped clay. She formed the shape of her intention in her mind and raised a hand to begin.
And stopped.
She could feel Arevethmonion's heartbeat, the Flower Forest's soft breath. Unfair-wrong-to impose her will upon Lady Arevethmonion simply because she could. She waited, holding the shape of her intention, her need, bright upon the surface of her mind, reaching out with Lightborn senses for Arevethmonion's response. Her years of training had taught her that the Light required patience: she was prepared to wait as long as she must before beginning. She closed her eyes.
Her mind wandered from this fancy to that, as it would when she spent too long in meditation. Vieliessar thought of the hare eluding the fox with speed and disguise, the vixen hiding from the hawk and the wolf in deep, warm burrows. She thought of mice and bears sleeping the winter away, of all the inhabitants of any forest who preserved their lives by guile and who survived the winter in safe shelter.
When she opened her eyes again, the clearing looked very different. She stepped away from the place she had meant to put her sleeping place. Not there. Here. She touched the trunk of the fallen tree. Time and animals had stripped away its bark; insects burrowed into its wood, seeking food, shelter, sanctuary. In a century or two it would be gone-rot and weather would have returned it to the forest, to feed its successors. Meanwhile it would give her not only heat and shelter but concealment.
When the earth had transformed beneath her Magecraft, there was a deep burrow beneath the trunk of one of the fallen trees, one that could barely be seen from outside. She had made a chimney within the tree itself-a small matter to visualize a channel through the dead heartwood, with its opening near the tree's distant crown-and there was felltimber in plenty.
Almost she conjured a spring to appear where none had been, before she remembered to listen for Lady Arevethmonion's voice. When she had, she walked a short distance to where a tiny stream flowed among the trees, its current brisk with winter snow. She drank her fill and returned to her burrow. She set a spellshield before the door before she kindled her fire, and soon smoke was drawing sweetly through her chimney.
She curled up against the back wall to think. Survival was her first need. The plan she must implement when she returned to the Sanctuary was the second.
The shelter she had built was vital to both, she realized. No matter his fine words, Hamphuliadiel meant her to die here. In a sennight, a fortnight, a moonturn he would send someone to Arevethmonion to find her body. It did not matter whether he sent friend or foe; he would undoubtedly look into the mind of whomever he sent to see what they had seen. Or-if he possessed more resources than she imagined-he would send a warrior who would slay her if she was found alive.
It might be nothing more than her panic and imagination which painted this future, but she must behave as if it were real. She had studied enough history of the Hundred Houses to know their tangled tales of alliance, betrayal, murder, and assassination. Even one of the Lightborn could be slain if someone wished it ardently enough. And anything that had happened once could happen again.
If anyone sought her, she must not be found.
Learning Lady Arevethmonion's rhythms occupied her through Snow Moon and into Ice. The Flower Forests were timeless places, and it would be a simple matter to tarry here for a year, a decade, a century, without awareness of the passage of time. The eternal springtide of the Flower Forest gave her fruit, mushrooms, tender roots, even honey ... a far more lavish table than in the Sanctuary's Refectory. She wove blankets of grass, shaped sandals of felltimber, dug river clay to line her fire pit and conjured Fire to bake it hard.
She listened-always-to the voice of the Flower Forest.
It was as if she spent her days in a waking dream, her mind growing closer to the vast green mind of the Flower Forest-of all Flower Forests, for whether a league or a thousand leagues apart they were all one. Magery had taught her how fragile the world was, how only her own conscience could protect it-now Arevethmonion showed her she did not have to find that strength alone.
Listen, and I will tell you a story, a true story ...
It was the phrase with which the talesingers and songsmiths began their performances, giving the promise of truth. Lady Arevethmonion made the same appeal, the same promise.
Listen.
Ice became Storm. Vieliessar stood in the shadow of one of the great trees, barely a step from the road to the Sanctuary, watching unseen as hounds and hunters sought her. Six were mounted, and of that number, two wore the armor of knights. Their cloaks and surcoats were featureless white-as were the saddlecloths and trappings of their mounts-just as if they were arming pages, unannointed by battle. But they were far too old for that, and her inward sight showed her that their armor, shields, and weapons all glowed with the deep blue fire of spellcraft.
With the knights rode four huntsmen armed with bows and spears, and beside them, afoot among the animals of the pack, walked the Master of Hounds and his apprentice. The hounds were as diverse as the hunters: tall swift hikuliasa, noble sight hounds as swift as an arrow's flight; merry and tireless teckle hounds, able to track prey over stone and water candlemark after candlemark; fierce thick-muscled boarhounds able to course the most savage prey-even several of the earth-dogs legendary for their willingness to suffer any injury in pursuit of their chosen prey.
Knowing that she had been right in her most mistrustful fantasy did not make Vieliessar happy. It only showed her how much Hamphuliadiel-or someone-feared her.
But if she was feared, she was also loved. The Light ensured there was no scent for the teckles to follow, and the Light gave her the power to render herself unseen, but it was the skill she had learned from Lady Arevethmonion that allowed Vieliessar to follow the hunters on noiseless feet, leaving no track upon the forest floor.
They spent three days searching Arevethmonion for her, and did not even find the places she slept.
Thoughts of war, declared and secret, had occupied Vieliessar's mind even before the arrival of the hunters. Her thoughts-and her dreams-were troubled, and she apologized often to Lady Arevethmonion, for her tangled emotions were mirrored in the slow mind of the Flower Forest, troubling its serenity. But she could not-dared not-leave the riddle unexamined.
Serenthon Farcarinon had declared war, fought, and died. Celelioniel had proclaimed Vieliessar Child of the Prophecy, and Vieliessar believed Celelioniel had pledged her to war with that naming before she had drawn ten breaths.
But against whom?
She reviewed all she'd ever learned of the Curse. Once-in the reign of Amrethion and Pelashia, millennia ago-the Fortunate Lands had been at peace. All Trueborn had done fealty to High King Amrethion and Great Queen Pelashia, and of that time little record remained, for what tales were there to tell of a happy, peaceful land? Then the queen had died, and the king had gone mad, and no one had been crowned High King after him, for his children and hers were all gone.
There were a thousand tales of how Pelashia had died, of Amrethion's fate, of their children. It didn't matter which one was true. From that day to this, the Hundred Houses had been at war with one another, each vying to make its prince High King, while Amrethion's Song moldered in scholars' libraries. Somewhere, sometime, the destined Child would be born, and that Child would destroy the Hundred Houses. ("You have come to end us," whispered the voice of the Starry Huntsman in her memory.) The Child of the Prophecy would claim that which had been lost; innocuous enough, but the Prophecy also spoke of a Darkness which prepared itself for war in unknown lands.
Who?
She considered a hundred enemies and dismissed them all. "Darkness" couldn't be the Beastlings, since the lands they infested were hardly unknown. "What was lost"-and waiting to be reclaimed-was obviously the Unicorn Throne and the High Kingship. And each of the War Princes had been trying to do exactly that since the fall of Celephriandullias-Tildorangelor.
But who would bring the end of the Hundred Houses, and who would sit upon the Unicorn Throne? The same person? And how was the Child of the Prophecy to accomplish this? Even if she broke the Covenant, she could only turn the Fortunate Lands into a lifeless desert. If Vieliessar pledged herself to their destruction, the Hundred would defend themselves in every way they could. Even if she only struck down the Houses of the Great Alliance that had ended Farcarinon-Caerthalien, Aramenthiali, Cirandeiron, Telthorelandor-the Lightborn would band together to destroy her.
Either the Prophecy is true in every detail or it is not true at all, Vieliessar thought in exasperation. Celelioniel had believed in the Prophecy and preserved Vieliessar's life. Whether Hamphuliadiel believed in the Prophecy or thought it meaningless nonsense, he should not be trying to kill her.
It made no sense.
And Hamphuliadiel had put the explanations far beyond her reach.
INTERLUDE ONE.
FEAR AND BETRAYAL.
Under King Virulan's rule, the World Without Sun ... flourished.
Time had mantled Obsidian Mountain in a sheath of lifeless ice. In the frozen land over which it brooded, day and night were of equal length, each occupying half a Brightworld year. Here the Endarkened, their bodies obedient to King Virulan's sorcery, produced offspring, and their numbers grew.
And with it, their curiosity.
That which lived could be shaped. The Endarkened could not truly share their magic-and had no wish to, in any event-but they could share much of their essential nature.
The first creatures of their making were the Lesser Endarkened.
They were less than half the height of the Endarkened, though few of them could stand fully erect. Wingless, tailless-or with short stubby tails-hooved instead of footed, their brows and spines barbed and ridged, their skin as black as the Shadow Throne, rough and scaled.
Nor were they nearly as clever as their tall and beautiful cousins.
The Endarkened delighted in these new creations. They were lazy and sly and treacherous, but they were incapable of posing a threat to their creators. The Lesser Endarkened performed that toil for which the Endarkened had little taste: enlarging the caverns and passages of the World Without Sun; tending the vast farms of strange pale fungus, the soft writhing worms and tunneling insects for whom the kiss of the sun was fatal, the lakes of glowing blind fish. The numbers of the Endarkened had increased to the point where the power of the Deep Earth alone was not enough to sustain them. Eating had become, not an occasional amusement, but a necessity.
As much of a necessity as pain.