Lynniewasn'tback.IleftamessageatthedeskforherandjoinedWalt.Hispalebluesuitlookedasifithadjustcomeoutofaspindryerandtherewasadamptranslucentlooktohisskin.Repentant,Iboughthimalargescotchontherocksandwaiteduntilhehaditwhereitwoulddomostgood.Hesighed,rubbedthebackofonewristacrosshiseyes,fishedacrumpledpieceofpaperoutofhispocket,andspreaditopenonthebar.
'Tostartwith,'hesaiddisgustedly,'it'snotYogiBear.'
Iwaitedinsympatheticsilenceandbeckonedtothebarmanforarefill.Onthepaperalistofabouteightsouvenirmanufacturersanddistributorshadbeencrossedout,asinglelinethrougheach.Thetoplineswereneatandstraight,thelastthreeagreatwildslashacrossthepaper.Walthadhadaverybadday.
'Thehandkerchiefcamefromj.a.pan,likeyousaid.'Hetookaswallowofhisseconddrinkandbegantorevive.'Severalofthefirms'phonedtheirwestcoastofficesforme.Nodice.Itseemsasifatleasthalfofthesouvenirssoldinthewestaremadeinj.a.pan,butalltheseYogiBearconcessionistssaythatthisisn'tYogiBearatall,it'sthewrongshapedhead.'
Hepulledoutofthebynowbatteredenvelopeaverybedraggledlookinghandkerchiefandlookedat.i.twithloathing.
'Ifitwa.s.soldatornearYellowstonePark,itcouldhavecomefromanytwo-bitimportbusiness.Asit'snotYogiBear,noonewillhavehadtopaycommissiontousethepicture,andthereisn'tanywaythatIknowoffindingwhobrought.i.tintothecountryandwhosoldittowhere.'
AftertensecondsIsuggesteddiffidently,'Wecouldstartfromtheotherend.'
Heglaredatmeincredulously.'Areyouplumbnuts?Youcan'tmeanwhat.i.thinkyoumean.'
Therocksinmydrinkhadmeltedtopebbles.Itastedthedrownedwhiskyandputthegla.s.sbackonthebar.
Isaid,'OneoftheSnailExpresstrailerswascheckedinatRockSprings,Wyoming.It'sstillthere:theyhaven'thadanothercustomerforityet.I'veaskedthemtoholdituntilI'vehadalookat.i.t.'
'Whythatone?Whythatoneparticularly?'Waltasked.Irritationonlyhalfrepressedsharpenedhisvoice.
'Becauseit'soneofthethreewithnophonenumber.Becauseit'sinthesameStateasYellowstone.Andbecauseitgivesmeanitch.'
'YellowstoneisclearacrossWyomingfromRockSprings,'hesaid.'Mustbefourhundredmiles.'
'Threehundred.Ilookedatamap.'
Hedrankandrubbedhisthumboverhisfingersmuchfastertha.n.u.sual.Tiredlineshadappearedroundhiseyes.
'Ithinkit'safutilewasteoftime,'hesaidabruptly.
'I'vetimetowaste.'
'AndIhaven't.'
Heputhisgla.s.sdownwithathump,reachedintoaninnerpocketandbroughtoutanotherwhitepackagewhichhetosseddowninfrontofme.
'Theseareyourphotographs.'
'Thanks.'
Thelookhegavemewasalongwayfromthesmileofthatmorning.IwonderedwhetherIwouldhavelethimgolookingforanswersifI'dknownhewa.s.shortonstamina,anddecidedIprobablywould.Hehadn'tgivenuphalfway:onlyattheend.
Lynnieappearedinthebardoorwayinherorangedressandthetiredlookingmentherestraightenedtheirspinesinahurry.Shewouldn'tcomein.IeasedWaltwithmeacrosstheheavycarpetandintroducedhimtoherinthehalloutside.Hemadeonlyafewperfunctoryremarksandleftinashorttimewithagloweringfaceandsolidback.
'Whatever'sbittenhim?'saidLynnie,lookingafterhim.
'He'shadatiringdayandhe'sgoinghometohiswife.'
Shelookedatmequickly,halflaughing.'Doyoualwaysknowwhatyou'resaying?'
'Frequently.'
Shechuckled.'Anyway,youlookalottirederthanhedoes.'Westartedtowalkovertothedesktocollectourkeys.
'That'smostencouraging.'
'Whatshallwedothisevening?Ordoyouwanttosleep?'Shewasunselfishenoughtokeepanxietyentirelyoutofhervoice,butwhenIsaidwe'dgowherevershewantedtherewasanextrabounceinherstride.Shedecidedonatwohourtaxiridetoeverywhereinthecityshe'deverheardofthatshehadn'tmanagedtoseethatafternoon,followedbydinnerinasecondfloorgla.s.s-walledrestaurant,lookingdownandacrossthelightsofBroadwayandTimesSquare.Ateleven-thirty,whenwegotbacktotheBiltmore,shewa.s.stillwideawake.
'Whatafabulous,fantasticday,'shesaidinthelift.
'Good.'
'I'llrememberitaslongasIlive.'
Ismiledatherenthusiasm.ItwasathousandyearssinceI'dbeenashappyasthat,butsometimesIcouldstillimaginehowitfelt.Thateveningithadbeenquiteeasy.
'Youarefarfromdrizz,'shesaid,contentedlygrinning.
'You'dbenogreatdragtobestuckinaliftwithyourself.'
b.u.t.theliftstoppedunimaginativelyattheeighthfloora.s.scheduledandwewalkedalongtoourrooms.Herdooroppositemine.
Ikissedhercheek.'Goodnight,littleLynnie.'Herbrowneyessmiledserenelyback.'GoodnightGene.Sleepwell.'
'Youtoo,'Isaid.'Kentuckyfirststopinthemorning.'
Ittookfourmoredaystofindthegirlinthephotograph,thoughmaybeIcouldhavedoneitintwoifithadn'tbeenforLynnie.Privatelyawarethat.i.twasn'tnecessaryformetodothejobmyselfIdredgedupacastironsoundingreasonforhavingtoaccompanyhertoLexington,andweflewdownviaWashington,whichinvolvedanotherquicktaxitourinsteadofalengthywaitattheairport.Lynniedidn'tintendtomissathing.
EunicemetusatLexingtonairfieldanddroveustoMidway,andafteraprawnandavocadolunchlentmehercartogoonmyerrand.IgreasedChrysalis's.e.x-groomintogoingwithmewithtwentydollarsofhisemployer'smoney,andtookhimofftoSamHengelman's.Thehorsevan,Samsaidoutofthecornerofhismouthashewatchedanoldmovieonacyan-heavycolourset,wa.s.stillincareofthepolicedepartment.IfIwantedtolookat.i.t,gotalktothem.
AtthepolicedepartmentastatetrooperlistenedtowhatIhadtosay,said'Yeah,'severaltimes,consultedhigherauthority,andsortedoutsomekeys.Higherauthorityturnedouttobeagood-lookingdetectivehihistwenties,andweallfourrepairedtotheparkinglotbehindthepolicebuilding,wherethehorsevanstoodinonecorner.
Chrysalis'sladpointedoutthestallthestallionhadinhabited,andthestatetroopercameupwithasuccessfulconclusiontotheexpedition:fourlongshiningbayhairs.
'Fromhismane,'saidthegroomauthoritatively.
ThedetectivekepttwofortheStateandsentofftheothertwospecialdeliverytoWaltatb.u.t.tressLife,andthegroomandIdrovebacktoMidway.
EuniceandLynniewerebothinthepool,andtherestofthedayandnightcamecloseenoughtomydaydreamontheplane,exceptthatthesixteenhours'sleepshranktosix,buteventhatwa.s.spectacularbyrecentstandards.
WhenLynniesaidoverlargecupsofbreakfastcoffeethenextmorningthatshewishedIwasn'tgoing,Iverynearlydidn't.IfI'dstayed,b.u.t.tressLifewouldhavepaidtheinsuranceandaloadofgriefwouldneverhavehappened.YetifIcouldgobacktothatcross-roadsmomentagainIknowIwouldinevitablymakethesamedecision.Onceahunter,alwaysahunter:theinnercompulsionhadn'tlooseneditsgrip:thequalitythey'dhauledmeoutoftheArmyforwas...o...b..sicinmynature,andbeingwhatIwas,whatIam,sloppingoutofthechasewasimpossible.Keeblehadknown,Iadmittedwryly,thathehadonlytogetmehooked.
'Imustgo,'Isaid,'ifI'mtofindthehorse.'
'd.a.m.nthehorse,'Lynniesaid.
Ilaughedather.'You'velearntquickly.'
'IlikeEunice,'shesaiddefensively.'Shedoesn'tshockme.'
Igatheredfromthatthatshecertainlydid,b.u.t.thatLynniewouldneveradmit.i.t.
'Butyouwillcomebackhere?Beforeyougohome,Imean.'
'Iexpectso,'Isaid.
Shefiddledwithhercoffeecup,lookingdown.'It'sonlyaweeksinceIpickedyouupatyourflat,lastSunday.'
'Andyou'veagedayear.'
Shelookedupquickly,startled.'Whydidyousaythat?'
'Itwaswhatyouwerethinking.'
'Iknow,'shesaid,puzzled,'butIdon'tknowhowyoudo.'
'Crystalsetintheattic.Intermittentthough,unfortunately.'
'Justaswell,ifyouaskme.'Therewasahealthymockeryonherlaughingface.'HowwouldyouLiketobetunedinpermanentlytoEunice?'
Euniceherselftrailedthroughthedoorwayatthatmomentwearinganelectricbluewrapperandamanageablehangover.Withbothstillinplace,aftertwocupsofcoffeeandacigarette,shetrundledLynnieandmetotheairport.
'Good-bye,yousonofab.i.t.c.h,'shesaidtome,asIstoodbesideherwindow.'Iguessyoucancomebackanytimeyouwantto.'
Lynnieglancedathersharply,withsuddenspeculation:growingupinfrontofone'seyes.Ismiledgood-byetothembothandwalkedawayintotheairport.FromthereIbus-stoppedathousandmilestoDenver,andcharteredatwin-enginedPiperfromalocalfirmforthelasttwohundredtoRockSprings.Thepilotchewedhisnailssavagelybesidemeallthewayasifhewereadedicatedauto-cannibal,andIarrivedfeelingsick.
OnthehotlateSundayafternoonthelittledeserttownlookedlifeless.Shimmeringairroseendlesslyoverthedumpofabandonedrustingmotorcars,aGreyhoundbusrolledpastwithpa.s.sengersstaringlikefishthroughitsgreengla.s.swindows,andsprinklersonthericherfrontlawnskepttheparchingheatatbay.AtthebusstationIlearntthatoldmanHagstrom'sboywastheagentforSnailExpress,butwhenIfoundoldmanHagstrom,fanninghimselfinarockeronthefrontporchofhissmallframehouse,hesaidthathisboywasoutcalling.
Hagstromhimselfseemedtobegladtohavecompanyandtoldmetogoinsideandbringtwobeersoutoftheicebox.Theiceboxwasintheliving-room,justthroughthescreendoor.Itwasashamblesofaroomwithsaggingbroken-springchairs,dirtywornoutragrugs,ascattereda.s.sortmentofcups,gla.s.sesandbottles,allunwashed,andavastnewtelevision.Itookthebeeroutontotheporch,satonthetopstep,anddrankfromthebottle,likemyhost.
Theoldmanrocked,scratchedhimself,drank,andsaidvaguelythathisboywouldberightalong,Icouldbetonit.Ilookedupanddownthehotemptystreet.Therewereothershapesrockinggentlyintheshadeoftheporches,halfinvisiblebecausemanyhadtheinsectscreensroundtheoutsiderails.Frombehindthemtheywatchedtheworldgoby:onlythingwas,theworldrolledpastinautomobilesanddidn'tstoptotalk.
Twobeerslater,whileoldmanHagstromwastellingmehowhepersonallywouldhavedealtwiththeSaigonsituationin'67,hisboyrolledupinapock-markedChrysler.Hisboywasliterallyaboy,notmorethaneighteen:oldmanHagstrom'sgrandson.Herubbedhishandsdownhisgrease-markedT-shirtandjeans,andheldoneouttomewithaseasygoingawelcomeashisgrandfather's.IexplainedwhatIwanted.
'Sureyoucanlookatthetrailer,'hesaid,amiably.'Now?'
'Ifyoudon'tmind.'
'You'rewelcome.'
Hewavedmeintohisbakingcarandwhirleditcasuallyroundafewcorners,drawingupwithajerkoutsidearicketylookinggatesetinahead-highwall.Throughthegate,inadustyarea,stoodfourSnailExpresstrailers,alldifferentsizes.
'Thatone,'Isaid,pointingtothelargest.
'CameinlastSat.u.r.day,Ithink.I'lllookitup.'Heunlockedasmallbrick-builtofficeononeside,andIfollowedhimin.HotenoughintheretopleaseSatan.
'That'sright.Sat.u.r.day,'hesaid,consultingtheledger.'CamefromNewYorkState,rentingchargepaidinadvanceforoneweek.Theweekwasn'tupuntilMonday.'
'Doyourememberwhobrought.i.there?'
'Uh,let'ssee.Ohyes.Anoldguy.Can'tremembermuchabouthim.Hehadwhitehair,Iguess.'
'Whatsortofcardidhehave,topullthetrailer?'
'Ihelpedhimunhitch...astationwagon,Ithink.Grey,mebbe.'
'Itwasn'tthesetwo?'Ishowedhimthephotograph.
'Nope.'Hewasdefinite.Asfarasheknew,he'dneverseenthem.HadIaskedhisgrandfather?Ihad.
Hesaidhe'dsweptoutthetrailer,butIcouldlookinsideifIwantedto.
'Whydidyousweepit?'Iasked.
'Usuallydo.Itwasprettyclea.n.a.lready,though.'
Ilookedanyway.Thereweren.o.bayhairs.NothingatalltosuggestthatChrysalishadeverbeensqueezedintoit.Theonlysuggestivethingabout.i.twasthewayitwasbuilt:theroofopenedoutwardsrightalongthecentreline,tomaketheloadingoftallobjectseasier.IthadbeenworryingmethatChrysaliswouldnothavewalkedintoatinydarktrailer:butoneopentotheskywasadifferentmatter.
OldmanHagstrom'sboyobliginglydugouttheHertzagent,wh.o.r.entedmeanair-conditionedblackChevroletwithonlyfivethousandontheclock.OvernightIaddedthreehundredandthirty-fourmore,anddroveintoGardinerforbreakfast.
TheroadtherehadledthroughYellowstoneParkitselfwherethedawnhadcreptinmistilybetweenthepinetrees,andglimpsesoflakeshadlookedlikeflatpuddlesofquicksilver.Ihadseenanuglygreatmoose,butn.o.bears.Yogiwasasleep.
Ispentallmorningwalkingroundthetown.Noneoftheshopsweresellingthehandkerchief,orhadeverstockedanylikeit.Thephotographproducednoreactionsatall.Afteratoastedbacon,tomatoandlettucesandwichatalunchcounterIleftGardinerandwentfifty-fourmilestoWestYellowstone.
Theafternoon'strudgeproducedexactlythesameabsenceofresults.Hot,tired,andfrustrated,IsatintheChevroletandwonderedwhattodonext.NotraceofChrysalisinthetrailer,eventhoughitseemedlikelyitwastheonethedrivershadseen.NomatchinghandkerchiefsatYellowstonePark.Walthadbeenright.Thetripwasonepointlesswasteoftime.
Ithoughtofthelongforestdrivebackthroughthepark,thecanyongradientsatmidway,andthefinalhundredmilesofdeserttoRockSprings,anddecidedtoput.i.toffuntilthenextday.Sighing,Ifoundthebestlookingmotelandbookedthebestroomtheyhad,stoodundertheshoweruntiltheday'sacheshadrundownthedrainwiththedust,andstretchedoutforacoupleofhoursonthekingsizedSlumberland.
Thewaitresswhobroughtmysteakatdinnerwaslarge,looselyupholstered,kindnatured,andwithan.o.bviousconvictionthatama.n.a.lonelikedabitofgossip.Iwantedhertogoawayandletmeeatinpeace,butcustomwa.s.slackandIlearntmorethanIcaredabouthercomplicatedhomelife.Intheend,simplytostoptheflow,IpulledoutthecrumpledhandkerchiefandaskedifsheknewwhereIcouldgetanewonelikeit.
Shethought'thegirls'mightknow,andwentofftoaskthem.Relieved,Ifinishedmysteak.Thenshecamebackanddoubtfullyputthewhitesquaredownbesidemeonthetablecloth.
TheysayyoumightgetoneinJackson.Theydohavebearsonashtraysandthingsdownthere.DownintheTetons.Ahundred,hundredfiftymiles.It'saholidaytown,Jackson.'
I'ddrivenstraightthroughJacksonthenightbeforeonthewayupfromRockSprings,andseenonlyasmallwesterntownfastasleep.WhenIwentbackonTuesdaymorningitwasbuzzingwithholidaymakersandlocalinhabitants,dressedallalikeincowboyclothes.Duderanchcountry,Ilearnt.Themainstreetwaslinedwithsouvenirshops,andthefirstoneIwentintohadawholepileofsmallwhitehandkerchiefswithbearson.
CHAPTEREIGHT.
Thegirlinthepuntopenedtheranchhousedoor,walkedhalfwaytomeetmefromthecar,andgreetedmewithprofessionalinstantwelcome.
'MrHochner?Hownicetohaveyouwithus.'