She clenched her fists tight and averted her eyes from him. "I... I love you... and..." She paused. Why was she holding herself back? Yes, she was almost at her 30 and yet she has never experienced sleeping with someone. Shouldn't this be a good time to lose her virginity to someone she loves?

She looked at him and tried her best not to look away, "I do want you, s.h.i.+yuan... But I don't think I'm ready. I was serious when I told you that... I'll do it with you after we get married."

"I understand." He held her hand and smiled, "I told you right? We can have s.e.x later... There are other ways of pleasing ourselves with each other. For example..." He trailed off and released her from his hug.

She wasn't planning on escaping anymore since she felt relieved that Ren s.h.i.+yuan wasn't forcing her to have s.e.x with him anymore. She sat on the bed and was about to close the bathrobe but her hand was grabbed by him all of a sudden. "We're not done yet, princess. You have still had to help me."

He slipped her hand under his pants, allowing her to touch his heated and hardened rod.

Nian Jiezhen was surprised by what he did, his impressive size made her scared. She felt that the longer she touched it, the more burnt her palm became! The heat made her heart race. She wanted to take her hand back but his tight grip wouldn't allow her to do so!

The big bulge made her close her eyes. She didn't want to look at it. If she was going to allow him that night... She couldn't help but wonder how it was possible for his thing to enter her. She trembled at the thought. It was impossible! Impossible! She was never going to allow him! That thing would never fit her!

"Open your eyes." He whispered with a tempting tone.

Nian Jiezhen shook her head vigorously. She didn't want to look at his thing! It might give her a heart attack!

He wanted her to jerk him off? She felt terrified! She didn't know how to do that!

"Open your eyes, princess." 

She pursed her lips and did open her eyes but instead of looking at the bulge, she looked at his face with a pleading look, "Please... Do it yourself. I-I don't know how this works."

She could see the sweat rolling down his forehead. She could also clearly see from his eyes how much he was trying to suppress the l.u.s.t that he was feeling.

"I'll teach you." He took off her hand. The coolness of the air soothed her palm and she thought that it was over but she never expected him to pull his manhood out, exposing its true size to her.

He made her hand wrapped it around his manhood. "For tonight, let me teach you how to do it with your hand. I'll teach you the technique for the mouth next time."

Ren s.h.i.+yuan was truly enjoying the shock expression on Nian Jiezhen's face.

M-mouth? What mouth?

"Let's start with the basics, shall we?" He rubbed her warm touch against his manhood. 

Nian Jiezhen tried her best not to look at it. Her face was red in embarra.s.sment, she couldn't believe that she was touching him!

When the pa.s.sionate session was over, Nian Jiezhen felt her arm sore, as if it was going to break. She felt so gloomy.

"See? It wasn't that bad, right?"

Not bad?! It was horrible! She didn't want to do it ever again! She didn't say anything, she blamed him with her look.

"I'm going to take a shower." He leaned and placed a soft peck on her pouting lips before he went to the bathroom.

Should she wash herself again? She should change her underwear...

Nian Jiezhen wanted to lie down and sleep but she didn't want to lie down on their fluids that were on the linen so she when to change it.

By the time she finished changing it, Ren s.h.i.+yuan walked out of the bathroom. When she saw him with only a towel around his waist that reached until his thighs.

This man... can't he at least hold back even a bit?

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Nian Jiezhen forced herself not to stare at him for so long. She went to the bathroom to wash but she suddenly remembered that she didn't bring any change of underwear.

She slightly opened the door and peeked at Ren s.h.i.+yuan who was in the middle of wearing clothes. Her lips were stretched into a thin line as she quietly watched him from there for a while. 

She saw his b.u.t.t... If she called out to him, he might think that she was peeking on him.

She closed the door and decided to wash herself first. By the time she was done, she thought he was done changing clothes. She opened a small crack on the door before she called out, "s.h.i.+yuan, d-do you have extra underwear?"

There was no response.

Was he in the room?

"s.h.i.+yuan?"

"Call me something else."

"..." Why was he making everything so complicated for her?!

"Xiao Xi..."

Silence.

Knowing Ren s.h.i.+yuan, he would probably want something cute, right? Does he want her to give him a pet name too?

"S-sweetheart?"

"Too common."

"..." 

"Darling?"

"That's overused by so many."

"Then what do you want?!" Main Jiezhen was losing her patience.

"You have to think one for me."

"... Give me my phone so I can search for one!"

"You have no originality if you'll do that!" He huffed and crossed his arms.

What was that name that his fans call him again? "Emperor Yuanyuan?"

"No, not that. I want something that's only for us."

"You f*cking pervert! I have enough of your nonsense!" Her patience was at its peak! She grabbed the bathrobe and tied it closed before she went out.

Ren s.h.i.+yuan was leaning against the wall beside the bathroom's door, holding a white lacy panty. He looked at her and smiled, "I'll let it go if you wear this in front of me."

She didn't care anymore. He already saw everything of her, right? She grabbed the panty from him and wore it in front of him without hesitation. "There?! HAPPY?!"

He stood straight and leaned to her, he hugged her by her waist. "Yes, I'm very happy."

Ah... She was too tired to deal with him.

"Let me dry your hair for you, okay?" He brought her in front of the vanity mirror. The hair dryer was already on the table. "What kind of skincare do you use on your face? He grabbed some bottles from the mirror. "These ones are good. Let's apply it together on our faces after I dry your hair okay?"

"No thanks, I don't use any."

He gasped out loud, "You can't do that! You have to take care of your face. Even if you have natural baby skin, you still have to maintain it. Makeup can make your skin dry so after removing them, you have to do some skincare routine. Look at my face, isn't it so smooth and soft even without makeup?"

She sighed heavily. She almost forgot that he was more womanly than her.