The man looked at the treats with the same hopeful expression as the animal he was tending. Jane laughed. "I take it you both like oatmeal raisin?"

"If it's a baked good, I think we both like just about anything," Ted confessed.

Jane found a paper napkin, then removed the clear wrap from the plate. "Would you like some iced tea with that?" she asked.

Ted fed the dog a cookie before helping himself to one. "I'm good, thanks," he said, between bites.

Jane watched him split a second treat with the dog. "Are the festivities at Party Central beginning early? I got the impression No. 9 didn't start rocking and rolling until late afternoon."

Ted shook his head. Swallowed. "Ah, nope. Last night, Griffin declared the parties are over, over there."

"Oh." She slid her hand along Private's fur as the dog leaned against her legs. "I must have missed that announcement."

"It was after you left. He went on a tear and had everyone out in less than thirty minutes. Paid for a bunch of cabs to take home those people too drunk to drive themselves."

What, had kissing Jane put him out of a celebratory mood? "Does he ever have a good time at those parties he throws?"

Ted shrugged. "Truth? Since he moved to the cove, I don't think Griffin has had any good times at all."

But he'd changed up the circ.u.mstances, Jane mused. Without the diversion of booze and bikinis, maybe he was ready to settle down to work. Optimism made her hungry, she realized, and the cookies looked so good. She grabbed one and, as she felt the hard press of Private's body, broke off a hefty piece for him.

Ted watched the dog gobble it down. "We should probably keep the canine treat-sharing sorta secret, okay? Our furry buddy here eats that low-cal kibble, and Griffin's always after me when I feed him sc.r.a.ps."

"Oops." She made a face. "He won't hear it from me."

"As a matter of fact," Ted continued, "you won't tell Griff we visited at all, will you? We're under strict instructions to avoid No. 8, but Private isn't so good with orders."

Jane sighed. So much for optimism. "I suppose that means I shouldn't expect Griffin to start cooperating with me anytime soon."

The surfer shrugged, his expression sympathetic. "Well, he did close down Party Central."

Hope lightened her mood a little. "Does he look like he's buckling down to work? You know, sitting at a table with a laptop or a pad and pen?"

Ted ran his hand over his hair. "He's in a chair. Like you said, at a table."

Ha! Jane felt herself smiling. "That's good! That's very good."

"But there's no computer. And I haven't seen a sc.r.a.p of paper or a writing implement anywhere in the house."

Jane considered this. "Do you suppose he's working it out in his head? Making mental plans, might you say?"

"He's got his iPod blasting so loud that I don't believe he can hear himself think," Ted replied. "And he's playing cards. Hand after hand of solitaire."

Man and dog left soon after that, and their visit made Jane dispirited enough that she ate two more cookies-pessimism apparently made her hungry too-while staring morosely into the distance. First it was the warning of wolves and dragons, she thought as she munched. Next it was news of a recluse firmly ensconced in his cave. This did have the feel of a fairy tale.

She took up the gla.s.s plate and set it beside Rex's alb.u.m on the dining table. Then the front door reverberated with yet another round of knocking, and she turned to trudge toward it. "What now?" she muttered, as she pulled it open. "A troll?"

Griffin narrowed his eyes at her. "My mood is a lot uglier than that."

She stepped back to avoid the brush of his body as he barged inside. Though she realized she should welcome him onto her turf, there was a disturbing aura about him. He moved into the small living area, his wide shoulders and simmering temper making the room feel a lot smaller and a lot...hotter.

A memory from the night before burst in her head. His hard hands gripping her bare shoulders. The sandpaper feel of the whiskers edging his lips. The thrust of his tongue, the clack of his teeth against hers, the almost violent edge to the unexpected kiss.

Her stomach muscles had contracted, and though she'd been quaking beneath his touch, she'd opened her mouth wider, succ.u.mbing to the insistent demand of his. Beneath her bikini top, her nipples had stiffened, and she'd pressed closer to ease the ache.

When his fingers had tightened on her skin, she'd thought his touch might be tattooed there forever, and her only regret was all the other places he'd yet to make contact.

Then in a move as aggressive as the kiss itself, he'd put her away from him. She'd staggered back, dazed, her gaze on his stiff back as he'd stalked off.

It had taken two hours and a cup of black coffee to realize he'd been using s.e.x to scare her away. Well, not exactly s.e.x...okay, it was exactly s.e.x. A kiss, she realized now, a kiss from Griffin, could be as intimate as any full body connection she'd had with another man. Her nerve endings were still smoking from it.

"Don't look at me like that," Griffin barked.

She felt a blush rise up her neck. "I don't know what you're talking about."

He rolled his eyes, then stalked farther into the room and threw himself down on the couch. "What will it take to get you out of here? You're making me nuts. I can feel you all the way at No. 9."

"That's ridiculous." l.u.s.t couldn't travel that far, could it? A governess's l.u.s.t surely didn't have that kind of power. One spoke Jane's name in a hush, and heretofore her s.e.xual desires had been fairly muted as well. "It's just your guilt talking."

He rocketed to his feet. "You deserved that d.a.m.n kiss, walking around with all that skin, and especially with that...that..." His vague gesture seemed to indicate her hair.

She put a hand to it. "I can't help that it's fuzzy," she said in a defensive tone. "And anti-frizz serum makes it sticky."

"What the h.e.l.l are you talking about?"

"I don't know." It was true. With him in this small room, the air crackled with an energy that was messing with her brain synapses. "I thought you were complaining about my hair."

"It's not your hair." He glared at her. "It's your mouth. Can't you do something about that?"

She put her hand over her lips, embarra.s.sed all over again. Ian had once commented on it as well. "A former boyfriend called it a silent-movie-star mouth," she heard herself confess. At the time, she'd pictured photos of famous actresses of the era with their waiflike features and bow-shaped lips and been uncertain what to think.

"G.o.d knows I want to tie you to some railroad tracks," Griffin muttered.

She imagined his hands on her, winding rope around her wrists and ankles, and another flare of heat shot over her skin. Her palms were sweating, and she buried them in her pockets. Oh, Jane, she told herself, looking away from his tight jaw and angry eyes, we're definitely not in the library stacks anymore.

"This is ridiculous." He was muttering again, and now he began to pace about the room. "There's got to be some way for me to get out of this."

Thoughts of bondage fled. Jane was here so Griffin wouldn't get out of this! If he ducked his obligations, she'd lose her chance to recoup her reputation. Worse, some might misconstrue his failure as a result of something she'd done. If she left Crescent Cove without seeing Griffin through to his deadline, her good standing would be further harmed. Irretrievably, maybe. No doubt Ian Stone would be the first to proclaim that she'd left yet another author in the lurch.

Alarm refocused her mind on important matters, and she crossed to the alb.u.m that Rex Monroe had delivered to her. "Griffin's tear sheets from Afghanistan," he'd told her, meaning copies of every article published during his embedded year. She'd been eager to read through the pages, figuring that by familiarizing herself with what he'd written she'd be better able to help shape his memoir.

"The only way to get out of this," she told Griffin in a firm voice, "is by getting to your contractual obligation. By telling this story." With that, she flipped open the volume.

On Our Way, the first magazine article's headline read. Beneath it was a photo of Griffin, clean-shaven, smiling, his arm around an exotic-looking, dark-haired, dark-eyed woman. The caption identified her as Erica Mendoza.

"On our way," Jane repeated. Puzzled, she looked up.

Griffin's gaze swept over the photograph, then settled back on her. "You didn't do your homework like a good governess should, did you, Jane?"

"Uh... Maybe not." His agent had phoned, and she'd leaped at the opportunity, then rushed to Crescent Cove once she'd realized Griffin wouldn't take her calls. She touched a fingertip to the lovely face so close to his in the picture. "Who's this?"

"The original book deal was supposed to be like the articles themselves," he answered. "A *he said, she said'astyle account of our embedded year."

"He said, she said," Jane repeated. "Our embedded year."

"Right," Griffin agreed, his voice impa.s.sive. "Our embedded year. He said, she said."

She waited, watched him take a breath.

"But now..." Griffin said. "She's dead."

CHAPTER FOUR.

GRIFFIN WATCHED Jane rock back on her heels as shock settled on her face. Such an expressive face it was, those big eyes wide, her soft lips parting on a sudden breath. She had a baby's skin, fair and fine-pored, molding the delicate bones of her cheeks and the clean edges of her jaw. Despite her bl.u.s.ter, her fragility didn't stand a chance against him.

h.e.l.l, he bet he'd have her running by nightfall.

"What happened?" she asked.

"That story you're so eager for me to write, honey-pie?" Griffin gestured at the alb.u.m of collected magazine pieces, though he avoided glancing at the photo of Erica. "I better warn you, it's got blood and gore."

Jane flinched. For a second he thought he might have scared her off with just that, but then she drew out one of the dining chairs and took a seat. A cool cuc.u.mber once again. "Why don't you tell me about it?"

A sudden urge to bolt cramped his gut, but he rode out the impulse. This was one of two memories of that year he didn't have to stave off with rock 'n' roll blasting through a pair of earbuds or the monotone chatter of news from his big-screen TV. While an auto's backfire could have him crouching to protect himself from small-arms fire, or the cry of a seagull take him straight to the nights when the monkeys shrieked from the craggy mountains surrounding the base in Afghanistan, thoughts of Erica raised a wall between him and the rest of the world.

"We each had a different sponsoring magazine, both owned by the same publishing company," he said, moving back so he could lean against the nearby wall. "The newsweekly was paying my way. Erica was the first embedded war journalist on a.s.signment for what's generally considered a women's fashion publication."

Jane glanced at the collection of tear sheets. "Brave lady."

"Dogged." He didn't want to examine too closely right now what, exactly, she'd been so determined to accomplish, so he pushed the question away. "It's a man's world out there. Every ten or fourteen days, we rotated to a slightly larger base for a chance at a hot meal and water to wash with, but the rest of the time it was MREs and our own sweat. The guys p.i.s.sed into PVC pipes stuck in the ground."

Griffin eyed Jane, trying to picture her among the soldiers in his platoon. Erica had been bold and bawdy, coping with the almost-adolescent s.e.xual bravado of the young men by telling jokes so dirty they could almost make him cringe. Jane, on the other hand... She'd probably faint dead away.

As if reading his mind, the blonde straightened in her chair, her eyebrows drawn together and down. "Don't stop on my account. Three summers in a row my dad hauled my brothers and me out to the Arizona desert while he conducted fieldwork studying an elusive reptile. One of my first jobs in this business? I a.s.sisted a man ghostwriting the autobiography of a notorious metal band's lead singer. To get *color,' I rode with them on their reunion tour bus for a month. I might look sheltered, but I a.s.sure you that's not the case."

Her annoyance bemused him. "What elusive reptile was that?"

She didn't blink. "The Black-and-Green Spotted Hootswaggle."

"You made that up."

Her little movement might well have been a flounce. "So? I've forgotten its real name. My father always says I have no head for science."

Yet she'd survived those arid summers and then four weeks with the kind of band infamous for debauchery. "Did you, uh, date any of those band members?"

"Well, I did make sure I had all my shots up to date before the tour-you know, rabies, distemper, smallpox and the like-but no, tempted as I was by scrawny men wearing leather pants and hair extensions."

She made him smile. Not only was she funny with her dry way of delivery, but for some reason it pleased him to know some ancient lecher with a groupie list a mile long hadn't touched the baby skin, kissed the tender mouth.

That mouth that was part silent star, part very bad girl.

"But we've gotten off the subject," Jane continued.

d.a.m.n it, she made him do that too, Griffin realized. He was supposed to be sending her on her way, not smiling at her.

The governess gestured at the tear sheets again. "We were talking about Erica."

In his mind's eye he saw the women who had populated their remote outpost. It wasn't the single real one he pictured, however. Instead he saw their other female companions-the naked centerfolds taped to the plywood walls, their humongous b.r.e.a.s.t.s and big white smiles fly-speckled, their expressions creepily come-hither as their paper selves watched over the boys ever ready to risk their lives. One young man had a morning ritual of kissing the paper nipples for luck.

"Erica..." Jane prompted again.

He ran his hand over the back of his neck. "A patrol was going out to search the valley for weapon h.o.a.rds and ratlines-foot trails that are enemy supply routes. The night before I'd been on the same kind of mission myself."

"But this time was different?" Jane asked.

"There'd been radio chatter." He looked down at his feet, aware of his own blank tone. Glad that he felt just that way inside. "That day, she shouldn't have gone with them."

"Did someone try to talk her out of it?"

"Sure." He'd thought he'd convinced her not to go, too tired to recognize the set expression on her face and the determined light in her eyes. When she'd left, he'd been sleeping, dosed up on the pills they all swallowed down to find a few hours of relief from the high temperatures and the tension. Until he woke up and found her note tucked between his fingers, he hadn't known what she'd been planning. "She didn't listen."

Erica had only heard what she wanted to hear. About the wisdom of going out that day. About what was going on between her and Griffin.

Jane picked up a cookie from the gla.s.s plate in front of her, then put it back down. "What happened?"

"Ambush. Particulars are a little sketchy, as everyone was busy trying to stay alive. They took fire and jumped off the trail. But when they realized she wasn't with them, they headed back, at their own considerable risk. They found her sitting down, holding her arm. She'd been hit in an artery. Bled out in a matter of minutes."

Jane pushed the platter of cookies farther from the table edge. "Oh." Her voice was tight, as if there was a hand around her throat. "That's terrible."

Griffin gazed off into the distance. "This one kid, Randolph, he put her body over his shoulder in a fireman's carry. Her blood stained his vest from his shoulders to his waist. It was the first thing I noticed when he returned. That, and the way tears had turned the dirt on his face to mud."

Griffin had been sitting against a wall of sandbags, idly watching another guy squeeze cheese onto a granola bar, razzing the man about how the combo made him sick to his stomach. They'd been laughing.

Then Randolph had been standing there. Without a word, Griffin had known. He'd gotten to his feet, then stumbled toward the spot where they'd placed Erica. "I saw her," he told Jane now. "The dirt in her hair, the stiffening wetness of her sleeve where the blood was already drying, the dusty laces of her boots. One had come undone, and as I stood there, Randolph knelt down and retied it for her."

His brain had clicked away, cataloging each of those items and more, as if storing them for some later test. The details had seemed to fill a yawning black chasm opening up inside him-leaving no room for anything beyond those cold, bare facts. Leaving no room for any feelings. He'd gone icy inside then, and three days later become completely-perhaps permanently-frozen.

At the time, he'd thanked G.o.d.

He was still grateful.