And here Old Rogers stuck fast--according to Weir's story.
"It don't seem easy to say no how, Old Rogers," said Weir.
"Well, it ain't. So I must just let it go by the run, and hope the parson, who'll never know, would forgive me if he did."
"Well, then, what is it?"
"It's my opinion that that parson o' ours--you see, we knows about it, Mr Weir, though we're not gentlefolks--leastways, I'm none."
"Now, what DO you mean, Old Rogers?"
"Well, I means this--as how parson's in love. There, that's paid out."
"Suppose he was, I don't see yet what business that is of yours or mine either."
"Well, I do. I'd go to Davie Jones for that man."
A heathenish expression, perhaps; but Weir a.s.sured me, with much amus.e.m.e.nt in his tone, that those were the very words Old Rogers used.
Leaving the expression aside, will the reader think for a moment on the old man's reasoning? My condition WAS his business; for he was ready to die for me! Ah! love does indeed make us all each other's keeper, just as we were intended to be.
"But what CAN we do?" returned Weir.
Perhaps he was the less inclined to listen to the old man, that he was busy with a coffin for his daughter, who was lying dead down the street.
And so my poor affairs were talked of over the coffin-planks. Well, well, it was no bad omen.
"I tell you what, Mr Weir, this here's a serious business. And it seems to me it's not shipshape o' you to go on with that plane o' yours, when we're talkin' about parson."
"Well, Old Rogers, I meant no offence. Here goes. NOW, what have you to say? Though if it's offence to parson you're speakin' of, I know, if I were parson, who I'd think was takin' the greatest liberty, me wi' my plane, or you wi' your fancies."
"Belay there, and hearken."
So Old Rogers went into as many particulars as he thought fit, to prove that his suspicion as to the state of my mind was correct; which particulars I do not care to lay in a collected form before my reader, he being in no need of such a summing up to give his verdict, seeing the parson has already pleaded guilty. When he had finished,
"Supposing all you say, Old Rogers," remarked Thomas, "I don't yet see what WE'VE got to do with it. Parson ought to know best what he's about."
"But my daughter tells me," said Rogers, "that Miss Oldcastle has no mind to marry Captain Everard. And she thinks if parson would only speak out he might have a chance."
Weir made no reply, and was silent so long, with his head bent, that Rogers grew impatient.
"Well, man, ha' you nothing to say now--not for your best friend--on earth, I mean--and that's parson? It may seem a small matter to you, but it's no small matter to parson."
"Small to me!" said Weir, and taking up his tool, a constant recourse with him when agitated, he began to plane furiously.
Old Rogers now saw that there was more in it than he had thought, and held his peace and waited. After a minute or two of fierce activity, Thomas lifted up a face more white than the deal board he was planing, and said,
"You should have come to the point a little sooner, Old Rogers."
He then laid down his plane, and went out of the workshop, leaving Rogers standing there in bewilderment. But he was not gone many minutes.
He returned with a letter in his hand.
"There," he said, giving it to Rogers.
"I can't read hand o' write," returned Rogers. "I ha' enough ado with straight-foret print But I'll take it to parson."
"On no account," returned Thomas, emphatically "That's not what I gave it you for. Neither you nor parson has any right to read that letter; and I don't want either of you to read it. Can Jane read writing?"
"I don't know as she can, for, you see, what makes la.s.ses take to writin' is when their young man's over the seas, leastways not in the mill over the brook."
"I'll be back in a minute," said Thomas, and taking the letter from Rogers's hand, he left the shop again.
He returned once more with the letter sealed up in an envelope, addressed to Miss Oldcastle.
"Now, you tell your Jane to give that to Miss Oldcastle from me--mind, from ME; and she must give it into her own hands, and let no one else see it. And I must have it again. Mind you tell her all that, Old Rogers."
"I will. It's for Miss Oldcastle, and no one else to know on't. And you're to have it again all safe when done with."
"Yes. Can you trust Jane not to go talking about it?"
"I think I can. I ought to, anyhow. But she can't know anythink in the letter now, Mr Weir."
"I know that; but Marshmallows is a talkin' place. And poor Kate ain't right out o' hearin' yet.--You'll come and see her buried to-morrow, won't ye, Old Rogers?"
"I will, Thomas. You've had a troubled life, but thank G.o.d the sun came out a bit before she died."
"That's true, Rogers. It's all right, I do think, though I grumbled long and sore. But Jane mustn't speak of that letter."
"No. That she shan't."
"I'll tell you some day what's in it. But I can't bear to talk about it yet."
And so they parted.
I was too unwell still either to be able to bury my dead out of my sight or to comfort my living the next Sunday. I got help from Addicehead, however, and the dead bodies were laid aside in the ancient wardrobe of the tomb. They were both buried by my vestry-door, Catherine where I had found young Tom lying, namely, in the grave of her mother, and old Mrs Tomkins on the other side of the path.
On Sunday, Rogers gave his daughter the letter, and she carried it to the Hall. It was not till she had to wait on her mistress before leaving her for the night that she found an opportunity of giving it into her own hands.
Then when her bell rang, Jane went up to her room, and found her so pale and haggard that she was frightened. She had thrown herself back on the couch, with her hands lying by her sides, as if she cared for nothing in this world or out of it. But when Jane entered, she started and sat up, and tried to look like herself. Her face, however, was so pitiful, that honest-hearted Jane could not help crying, upon which the responsive sisterhood overcame the proud lady, and she cried too. Jane had all but forgotten the letter, of the import of which she had no idea, for her father had taken care to rouse no suspicions in her mind. But when she saw her cry, the longing to give her something, which comes to us all when we witness trouble--for giving seems to mean everything-brought to her mind the letter she had undertaken to deliver to her. Now she had no notion, as I have said, that the letter had anything to do with her present perplexity, but she hoped it might divert her thoughts for a moment, which is all that love at a distance can look for sometimes.
"Here is a letter," said Jane, "that Mr Weir the carpenter gave to my father to give to me to bring to you, miss."
"What is it about, Jane?" she asked listlessly.
Then a sudden flash broke from her eyes, and she held out her hand eagerly to take it. She opened it and read it with changing colour, but when she had finished it, her cheeks were crimson, and her eyes glowing like fire.
"The wretch," she said, and threw the letter from her into the middle of the floor.
Jane, who remembered the injunctions of her father as to the safety and return of the letter, stooped to pick it up: but had hardly raised herself when the door opened, and in came Mrs Oldcastle. The moment she saw her mother, Ethelwyn rose, and advancing to meet her, said,