" Hi. How's your sleep?" She curiously asked.

" I've slept well." He sheepishly replied and hung up a little nod.

"Hmm, thanks to your flowers. If I wasn't in my pique to rush for trouble, it could have been lovely if I received it fresh from my benefactor. Peace!" She thoughtfully smiled at him.

" You sounded so sweet today and what made the air twisted this instant? Do you think I'm dying and you became reversely nostalgic. Please come." He gently scooped from his pocket some white daisy petals, put them on her tiny palm and folded it in order to profusely keep the flowers that she have just desired to be given personally by her benefactor.

"Wow! You intentionally reserved these petals?" Then she blushed.

" Yes. The moment I could stand on my feet again, maube tonight, I think I have to fully put a s.p.a.ce between us and focus on my men that needs me. So always check these petals in your keeping. Once you see them fading each day, it will also meaningfully describe my heart, torn by the wrath of time and s.p.a.ce for losing my soul. He sadly smirked while looking at her.

" But, why?"

" No one needs me here."

" Who said that?"

" You said it, last night. I've heard last night that you only need a family. It seems I wasn't a family member here so I need to situate myself because in the end, no one would even care of how I feel."

" I mean it differently." She apologetically and softly said.

" I must understand so I need to find myself too. No one believes me here any longer and even Albrecht was very noisy last night." He shook his head and bowed on the ground.

" I don't like to be a burden here and can't anymore wait for Amado to nurse me so I must leave tonight for Malapague, in Kabang. I also need a family to take care of me but since I don't have, then there, people might help and nurse me." He bent his spine and went back to bed.

" But Baldur is here." Magee reasoned out

"Baldur needs to work hand in hand with Edmund and Michael, we have to attack the barracks next month and need to burrow some holes at night. He need not to stay here, only Albrecht can watch over you. I will still visit you once a month. I know you agree with it, right?"

She left and went back to her bed and desperately cried facing on her pillow.

" I didn't say I don't need him. I just don't like all of them to call him my husband when we're not even married, I was just afraid and can't barely understand the pacing of the whole event. Everything came in a soeed of light. I wanted to start with the flowers and on little beginnings, its as simple as that. But my brothers even want us to stay together. I think, I'm a little confused. But this war is not forever, getting a partner just because its wartime is nonsensical. You go and I'll go my way." She thought while sobbing.

Hours rolled so fast and she'd slept with too much pain crumbling in her heart. When she woke up she has heard voices chatting in a little far then disappeared.

" He'd left. He left me. He made it real." She speculated then sobbed again. That dainty feeling pushed her to doze herself into dreaming more dreams and hide from the nightmares of reality.

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