I met myself at my dad's house, the house which had some good and bad memories I wanted to forget and keep.

"Nadazhda" I heard my father's angry voice calling me from the sittingroom. I left my paint and rushed to him.

My little self always wished he would change a day. He would be my loving father, he would be my best friend again. He just lose himself I  the darkness.

"Yes p..." I swallowed what I wanted to say next because he didn't want me to call him my father. He said he hated it and he wasn't my father. He was just a sperm donor but whatever happened he would always be my best friend and papa.

"Nadazhda" he called me softly, looking at me with sadness.

"Yeees" I stuttered.

"Do you want to call me papa?" I nodded eagerly, feeling bubbles of happiness deep inside me.

My papa is still there. I thought.

"I'm sorry princess for all what I did" he sniffled and hugged me.

"Papa" I hesitated a little waiting for him to smack me but when he didn't move to hit me, I breathed out in relief, "I forgive you. You are the best papa" I smiled at him, hugging him. I'd missed him so much.

He was hurting because of he lost his wife but I was hurting twice because I lost mommy and papa but papa has come back.

"Princess, I need your help" father said urgently, lookin at his old wrist.w.a.tch.

"Oh?" I said dumbfounded because I didn't understand what he needed my help for but whatever he wanted my help for I was going to do it because I wanted papa to love me back and make me his favorite girl again.

"Will you help me princess?" he asked slowly.

"Yes papa" I smiled while his eyes lit up like a baby given his Christmas presents.

"You are my favorite girl on earth princess" he crushes me in bear hug.

"Now princess, you will go inside to shower and put on the new dress I bought for you" he kisses my forehead affectionately.

"And if you really make papa proud, I'm going to take you to the Disneyland and buy you anything you want" he said.

"Pinky promise" I took out my left little finger out while he used his to cross mine.

"Cross to the heart" we chorused it together and smiled.

I entered my room, shower and put on my dress. I didn't want to make papa wait so long. The dress was short, it looked like the bad girl gown. It was a little inch above my b.u.t.t. I felt shy in it but I didn't care because I wanted to make papa happy.

As I was walking down the stairs, papa saw me and stood to hug me. "That's my princess" he cooed, "you look fine and presentable. You going to enjoy every bit of it" his eyes twinkled.

"Papa, what am I supposed to do?" I inquired.

"Princess, you going to play with my friend, we are going to visit him and I want you to make him happy so that I can be happy" responded papa, patting my head gently.

"Okay" I smiled.

"Let's go"

We arrived at papa's friend house, the house looked shabby. The scent of the house nearly made me gagged but I swallowed it and smiled nervously at papa.

I trusted him.

We entered the house, a man came out of the room, smiling showing all his rotten teeth at me.

"This is her" said papa, pus.h.i.+ng me to the man.

"She's beautiful" he commented while I blushed, "but she's young" I pouted.

"Oh, you don't like being called young?" asked the man.

"Yeah"

"I'm Levi by name what of you princess" I blushed hard.

"I'm Nadazhda but goes by Nada" I smiled shyly.

"Okay, I'll take her for tonight" Mr Levi said, putting his hand to my thigh while I held my breath.

Papa stood up, "princess, I'm going now. Make sure you be a good girl to Mr Levi" papa kissed my forehead, I begged with my eyes to not leave me but left me with the man I knew not.

"Now princess, don't cry. I won't want to punish you on your first day" said Mr Levi.

"Papa" I hiccupped.

"It's okay princess, I'm going to take care of you"

"Strip" he ordered softly.

"Momma said, I shouldn't..." before I could complete my sentence, I received a hard slap on my cheek while I cried out.

"I'm tired of whiny baby, your dad has collected money from me" he growled, and stalked over me.

He hurled me up and threw me on the couch, I cried out in pain with  the impact of the wooden couch with my back.

He grinned wickedly at me before he pounced on me, he tore my clothes at the blink of eyes. I was thras.h.i.+ng around, shouting for him to release me but he shut me with his mouth.

He held my hand with his left hand, Used his right hand to unbuckled his belt quickly and used it to tie my hands together.

He trailed his mouth to my breast before he sucked and bit my breast hard.

"please don't, stop" I cried out and received a slap on my cheek.

"Shut up b.i.t.c.h, you are gonna enjoy it by the time I'm through, you'll be shouting don't stop or give me harder" he laughed maniacally.

He put three fingers inside my princess jewel roughly which made me cried out.

It hurt.

I shouted, "you are a s.l.u.t"

The man continued to rough fingered me before he entered me abruptly. I felt my inside torn into two.

I felt like dying, the pain was executing.

Papa left me.

Papa lied to me.

I couldn't feel my environment or anything that was happening except the pain.

I felt the man emptied in me before he left me on the couch.

Then I met myself at the dungeon, the cold bas.e.m.e.nt with the two guards smiling evilly at me.

"We won't want that princess, open up let's play" one of them said stalking towards me.

"No, please don't do this" I begged.

The other guard torn my clothes, looking at me with list. Both of them lashed on my exposed body. I thrashed around wanting to escape them.

As the man wanted to plug into me, I screamed out loud, "Zaccheus".

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