She bitterly lamented over the time we were losing, and blamed herself so severely that I finally consented to go on, providing she would keep behind me. Had the hurt been in her foot we would have been forced to camp for several days.
Toward night the country grew more broken and much rougher, and I knew we were nearing the Sandy. I feared she might trip over some obstacle, and we camped before the light deserted us. I told her we were within a few miles of the river and that we ought to strike it at the mouth of Savage Creek, some four or five miles from the Ohio. After starting a fire, she volunteered to remain and feed it while I looked for game. This in the way of doing penance, perhaps. I had the good luck to shoot a deer and we dined on venison.
After we had eaten she sat close by the fire and was silent for many minutes. That she was meditating deeply was shown by her indifference to the night sounds which usually perturbed her. The howling of the wolves, and the scream of a panther, leaping to make a kill, pa.s.sed unheard.
Suddenly she declared:
"You were right, Basdel."
"About what, Patsy?"
"About my not fitting in west of the mountains."
"That was said before you were tried. No woman, even border-born, could be more brave than you have been."
"And I was so woefully wrong when I made fun of your long rifle. I want you to forgive me."
"Patsy, don't. You are wonderful."
"Still being good to me, Basdel. But I know the truth now. Back over the mountains I was wicked enough to feel a little superior to frontier folks.
No. Don't wave your hands at me. I must say it. I even felt a little bit of contempt for those brave women who went barefooted. G.o.d forgive me! I was a cat, Basdel. A vicious cat!"
"Good heavens, Patsy! Say it all and have done with it. Call yourself a pirate."
She would not respond to my banter, but fell to staring into the handful of coals. Then the tears began streaming down her face, and at last she sobbed:
"Poor girl! Poor girl! She was a wonderful friend to me. She never had any chance, and you can never know how hard she tried to keep my spirits up; how ready she was to stand between me and harm--me, who has had every chance! And to end like that! And yet it was far worse to live like that.
It's best as it is, but G.o.d must be very good to her to make up for what she lost. Tell me, Basdel, did she suffer much when she died?"
She could be talking only of Cousin's sister. I declared:
"She suffered none. It's best for her as it is."
She fell asleep with her back against a black walnut, and I spread my hunting-shirt over her, for the air was shrewdly cool. In the dying coals I saw pictures, wherein Kirst, Dale, and Lost Sister paraded in turn; the fate of each the result of race-hatred, and a race-avidity to possess the land. And a great fear came over me that the girl leaning against the walnut, the ma.s.s of blue-black hair seeming to bow down the proud head, was destined to be added to the purchase-price the frontier was ever paying.
It was her talk and tears that induced this mood, for I knew the Shawnees would have overtaken us by this time had they found our trail on the Kentucky sh.o.r.e. Common sense told me that for the remainder of our journey we would, at worst, be compelled to avoid small scouting-parties that had no intimation of our presence on the Big Sandy.
But so many gruesome pranks had been played by Fate that I was growing superst.i.tious. And I feared lest the girl should be s.n.a.t.c.hed from me at the last moment, just as safety was almost within sight. I slept poorly that night and what little rest I did obtain was along toward morning.
The girl awoke me; and I felt my face burning as I beheld her standing there, staring down accusingly, the hunting-shirt spread across my chest.
I sprang to my feet and slipped into the shirt, which was made like a coat, and waited for her to speak.
"So you've been sleeping cold," she said.
"Nay. Very warm," I replied, becoming busy with my moccasins.
"After this I will keep awake nights."
"I did not need it. I always take it off at night It makes me too warm."
"You lie most beautifully, Basdel."
"How is the arm this morning?"
"Much better. But you must be more honest with me. You must not lie any more."
"You're making a mountain out of a hunting-shirt. It is too warm to wear at night in this mild weather."
"You're hopeless. Of course it is not too warm in the warm sunshine."
I was glad to let it go at that. And there was no warm sunshine this morning. The heavens were overcast with gray cold clouds that rode high and brought wind rather than rain. We missed the sun. Town-dwellers can never know the degree of dependence the forest wanderer places on the sunlight for his comfort and good cheer. Despair becomes gaiety under the genial rays. It is not surprising the sun should be the greatest of all mysteries to the Indians, and therefore their greatest medicine or G.o.d.
We ate of the venison and mush and started for the river. The distance was not great, but the way was very rough, and there were no more blazed trees to guide us, the surveyors' trace pa.s.sing below us and closer to the sh.o.r.e. But I was familiar with the lay of the land and it was impossible for me to go far wrong as long as all streams flowed into the Ohio and we crossed at right angles with their general course.
I carried the kettle slung on my rifle and with my right hand gave the girl aid when the path became unusually difficult. A wrenched ankle would leave us as helpless as a broken leg. It required three hours of painful effort to bring us to the Sandy.
I found a fording and carried her across to the east sh.o.r.e and soon located a trader's trace. She never dreamed that her father often had traveled along this faint path in his visits to the Ohio Indians. Now that the footing was easier she had time to gaze about, and the aspect depressed her.
The immense hills of sandrock were worn into deep and gloomy ravines by the streams. In the walls of the ravines black holes gaped, for caves were almost as numerous as springs. To encourage a lighter mood I explained that these very caves made the country an ideal place for hiding from the Indians.
She broke into my talk by moaning:
"May the good G.o.d help us! See that!"
She was pointing to a dark opening across the river. This framed the face of the devil. For a moment I was sadly startled, then laughed hysterically in relief.
"It's a bear, with a white or gray marking on his face," I explained. "He is harmless. See! He's finished looking us over and goes back into his den."
But the effect of the shock to her nerves did not wear off for some time.
To prepare her against more glimpses of bruin I told her how the broken nature of the country made it a favorite region for bears, and that it had been long known along the border as a famous hunting-ground for the big creatures.
"I feel just as if it was the guardian spirit of an evil place, that it is spying on us and plotting to harm us," she confessed.
Whenever the trace permitted I swung aside from the river and took to the ridges. The tops of these were covered with chestnuts and their sides with oaks. More than once on such detours I sighted furtive furry forms slipping away from their feast on the fallen nuts, but Patricia's gaze was not sufficiently trained to detect them; and she wandered through the groves without knowing we were literally surrounded by bears.
While a wild country, it was relieved by many beautiful touches. Such were the tulip-trees, or yellow poplar. Many of them towered a hundred feet with scarcely a limb to mar the wand-like symmetry of the six-foot boles.
Scarcely less inspiring were the cuc.u.mber-trees, or mountain magnolias, which here reached the perfection of growth.
Scattered among these tall ones were white and yellow oaks; and they would be considered giants if standing alone. These were the serene G.o.ds of the forest, and they had a quieting influence on my companion. It was with regret that I led her back along the rough sh.o.r.e of the river.
I shot a young bear, but Patricia displayed a foolish repugnance and would eat none of it. Later in the day I killed a deer with such a minute charge of powder as emphatically to establish my excellence as a marksman for that one shot at least. We were nearly three days in making the Tug Fork of the Sandy.
The girl bore the hardships well. The wound on her arm healed rapidly, and whatever she actually suffered was mental rather than physical. Our kettle proved second only to my rifle in importance, and if the fare lacked the savor of salt our appet.i.tes made up for the deficit. When we reached the Tug we were in the region celebrated for Colonel Andrew Lewis' "Sandy Creek Voyage of Fifty-six," as it was styled with grim facetiousness.
It was one instance when Colonel Lewis failed of carrying out an enterprise against the Indians. It was a retaliatory raid against the Shawnees and his force was composed of whites and Cherokees; and his lack of success was due largely to the inefficiency of the guides who undertook to pilot him to the mouth of the Sandy. I told the girl of the expedition as it was lacking in horrible details, and with other carefully selected narratives tried to keep her from brooding.
She seldom mentioned her father, and when she did it was usually connected with some phase of life over the mountains. I believe that she was so thankful to know he escaped the torture that his death lost much of poignancy. Only once did she revert to his taking off, and then to ask:
"Was there a single chance for him to escape?"