"You're too good to me," Ned interrupted, then lowered his voice, as though there was a risk of being overheard. "But it does matter. It matters to me. I'm really sorry, Francie. And I wish I could say it won't happen again, but you know I can't even promise that. Oh, how I wish-" His voice caught, the way it did sometimes, a hint of the emotions underneath that always stopped her in her tracks but that she couldn't allow to stop her now. "I can promise I'll make it up to you somehow," he went on.

"No, Ned, it doesn't-"

"But right now I've really got to go-I'm already running late. Call you tomorrow. I'm sorry, Francie."

"Just-"

Click.

Why go on? That was the first thought to rise out of Francie's confusion. She had no desire to be in the cottage alone and stepped on the brake, too abruptly. Her car fishtailed in momentum-gathering swings, then whipped around and glided backward, weightless and out of control, but slower and slower, straight up the lane toward Brenda's gate. Francie did nothing to stop it, felt no fear, just waited for the out-of-control period to end. It was easy to see this spinout, this loss of control, as a metaphor, and Francie did, even as it happened: a metaphor of her and Ned in toto, and even of their coming denouement as well, now slipping away from her. She had to tell him, had to tell him now, would have no peace until she did.

Gravity reasserted itself; the car came to a soft padded halt halfway up the hill. Francie still had the phone in her hand. But where was he? Not at work, because Intimately Yours had been bumped by the Pops Christmas concert. And calling him at home was out, because Anne might answer, and saving her from all this was the whole point. Anne, that two-stories-tall Anne of the fairy tale, was the only one who mattered now, had become the master, in some funny way. Francie's car was pointed back toward home, the engine still running. She gave it gas, rolled down Brenda's lane, and realized at that moment that she would never see the cottage again.

A self-pitying thought she attacked immediately: too fucking bad. Was there a right to be happy, if that insipid word was the word? She'd been happy with Ned, happier than ever in her adult life, but she'd been sucking the happiness out of someone else's universe. There was no right to that. A clear decision, and once made the hard part was done: in her mind if not yet in life, she and Ned were over, finished. Telling him was all that remained. Anne would never know. Period. No harm done, and nothing to cry about.

Francie reminded herself of that last part several times as she turned left on the highway, headed home, was so deep in her own thoughts that she didn't notice she'd drifted across the center line until the headlights of an oncoming car were almost upon her. Francie swerved, once more losing her grip on the road; the other driver, also across the center line, swerved, too. They missed each other by inches, Francie continuing south, the other car-a minivan-going north, much too fast. As her wheels gained traction, Francie had a crazy thought: what if they'd collided, what if she'd been killed at that moment, with Ned still untold? A tidy ending for everyone, all loose ends forever unknown. She slowed to thirty miles an hour and kept the speedometer there until she reached the interstate. Anna Karenina, Emma Bovary-exemplars from a superseded age, a darker one for women, and not for her.

"Chief Savard?"

"Speaking."

"John More,returning your call."

Savard, just back in the office after clearing a pileup out at the Route 139 three-way stop-invariable pileup site whenever it snowed-thought he recognized the voice but couldn't recall the name. His caller sensed that before he had to admit it out loud.

"Reverend More, of the Little White Church of the Redeemer."

The pickup. A minor matter, especially on a night like this, but he had the reverend on the phone. "It's about your pickup."

"My pickup?"

"The church's, I guess it is. I happened to see it over near my place on Little Joe Lake and ..." And he'd been curious, as he would have been about any vehicle parked there. Curiosity gave him no legal right to ask any questions,so he didn't.

"Is this about the taillight on the minibus? It's going into the shop on Friday. I really hope you're not planning to issue a ticket. They were booked solid."

"This isn't about the minibus,Reverend. It's about the pickup."

"We don't own a pickup."

"A white one,with the name of the church on the side panel."

"Oh," said the reverend. "That doesn't belong to us in an official sense. It's registered to a parishioner. We do use it from time to time, for dump runs and such."

"The dump's closed on Sunday."

"As well it should be." There was a silence. "Was there some question you had,sir?"

"That's when I saw your pickup," Savard said. "Yesterday. Sunday."

"Impossible. We only use it in the summer, and never on Sundays, of course. It isn't even insured right now-we renew the policy in May."

"I thought you said it belonged to a parishioner."

"And so it does. But since she can't drive it herself and has been generous enough to provide it, we handle the insurance and registration."

"Why can't she drive it herself?"

"The poor woman's legally blind."

"Well, someone was driving it."

"I don't see how that could be. It's shut up in the barn behind her house." The reverend paused. "Oh my goodness-you're not suggesting that someone stole it?"

"I'm not suggesting anything."

"Would it be asking too much for you to drive out and have a look?"

"Can't do it tonight, Reverend, not with the storm. But give me the address."

"Ninety-seven Carp Road, Lawton Ferry."

"And the name of this woman?"

"Perhaps you should mention me first when you call on her. Not that she's in any way lacking as a citizen. She's quite an independent sort, that's all-lives alone with her cat, remarkably self-reliant."

"I'll do that," Savard said, opening his notebook, taking out his pen. "What's her name?"

"Truax," said the reverend. He spelled it.

Savard didn't write;his pen was still, poised above the unblemished page.

"Mrs. Dorothy Truax," the reverend continued, "but everyone calls her Dot. God bless."

The snow had stopped by the time Savard parked in front of 97 Carp Road, and the air had stilled, but the temperature was falling fast, as it often did after a storm. The moisture in his nostrils froze before he reached the front door.

Savard knocked. No answer. The house was dark, but why would a blind woman and a cat need lights? He kept knocking, kept getting no answer. "Mrs. Truax," he called, loudly in case her hearing was going, too. "Mrs. Truax." Speaking the name did something to him, something unpleasant. That made him knock harder, but it didn't bring a response.

Savard went back to the cruiser for his lantern, shone it on the barn. The doors were unlocked but closed, and would be kept that way for a while by a snowdrift two or three feet high. Savard walked around the barn, found a hole in the wood, down at kicking level. He knelt, shone light through it, saw lots of rusted junk in the barn, but no pickup. Savard was just starting to rise when something twitched in the darkness. He reached for his gun-a first in his career, despite many provocations much stronger than a stirring in a shadowy barn-and a cat leaped out of the hole in the wall, flowed out of it, really, and landed soundlessly at his feet. The cat faced him, registered his presence, ran across the snow to the house, scratched at the front door.

Savard waited by the barn. He remembered the woman from the trial, everything about her, could picture her perfectly as she was then; remembered, too, the psychiatrist's testimony. Nothing would have surprised him less than seeing the door open, glimpsing a bony hand usher in the cat. But that didn't happen. The door remained closed, with the cat outside.

Savard arced his beam over the house, noticed the peeling paint, the duct tape on the lone front window. He considered peering through it, had taken a first step in that direction, when his radiophone buzzed.

He took it out of his pocket. "Savard."

"Hi, Chief." Carbonneau-all the others called him Joe. "Got a call from a snowmobiler, out on the river." Savard heard shuffling paper, waited for whatever it was Carbonneau had misplaced. He was long past the stage of being amazed that snowmobilers would be out on a night like this, prepared to hear that one or more had fallen through, even though the ice was six or seven inches thick by now. No matter how cold it was, there were always soft spots in the river, as one or two snow-mobilers learned every year. "Had the name somewhere here, Chief," Carbonneau said.

"Are we going to need Rescue?" Savard said. "Dive team?"

"Oh, it's nothing like that," Carbonneau said. "I don't think. This guy was on the river, out by Pinney Point."

"The lookout?"

"Yeah. Not our side . . . but now that you mention it, Chief, what about that island?"

"With the cottage?" Savard said. He hadn't mentioned anything, only thought it; Carbonneau was far from perfect, but there were advantages in having worked together for a long time.

"Yeah. Whose side is that on?"

"I don't know," Savard said. "What's up?"

"This guy-I'll have the name in a minute-saw lights on in the cottage. All lit up like a Christmas tree."

"So?"

"That's what I said. It's Christmas, right? The thing is, this guy goes out on the river every winter, year after year, like. And he's never seen lights on in there, not once."

"Sounds like kids." Cottage break-ins weren't common on Savard's side of the river, at least not ones committed by local boys; local boys knew that Savard was strict about cottage break-ins-he'd dealt summarily with one or two cases in his early years, and that had been enough.

"That's what I thought, " said Carbonneau. "Maybe still out there, Chief."

"Send Berry," Savard said.

"Berry's back down at the three-way. More bumper cars. And Lisa called in sick."

So it was him. Savard turned from the darkened house, walked down to the street. As he got in the cruiser, the cat made a screeching sound that ended on a high, keening note. A cold night, but cats could take care of themselves; this one would find its way back to the barn, wait for Dot Truax there. Savard put the cruiser in gear and headed for the river.

Francie slept a troubled sleep, caught in one of those partially controllable dreams where the real and the fantastic were all mixed up. Outside, the city was quiet, except for the rumble of the plows she half heard, muted by sleep, muffled by snow. In her dream, she wrestled with a problem: oh garden, my garden was back under her bed, the bed she was sleeping in, and she had to get rid of it at once, but what explanation would she give to Anne, two-stories-tall Anne, watching through the window? She had to come up with some scheme to make Anne go away, but what?

The phone started ringing. Maybe that would work, maybe Anne would answer it, giving her time to grab the painting and run from the room. But Anne couldn't be distracted that easily; the phone rang and rang until finally Francie reached out of her dream and answered it.

"Francie?"

"Brenda?" The glowing red numbers on the bedside alarm read 4:37. Perhaps Brenda had made some mistake with the time difference.

"Oh, Francie, thank God you're there."

"What's wrong?"

"Thank God it's you. I was going out of my mind. Something awful's happened. At the cottage."

"At the cottage?"

"There's been a murder, a horrible killing, Francie. Some policeman, the chief, I think, just called me-my number's on the tax roll, of course. And I thought it might be you. An unidentified woman, he said. They must have assumed it was me, I guess. A local-type policeman, he wasn't very clear. Are you sure you're all right, Francie?"

"Yes. You're positive he-"

"Wait-I've got another call."

Francie, on her feet beside the bed, phone clutched in both hands, waited. You're positive he said a woman? That was the question she'd begun. What if Ned had gone to the cottage anyway, had changed his mind, changed his schedule because he hadn't believed she was still in the city, had felt guilty in consequence, or had simply worried about her out there in the storm? What if it was Ned?

"Francie? Sorry. It was-"

"Are they sure it was a woman, Brenda?"

"Yes. That was the policeman again. They've made an identification. It's some poor woman from Dedham."

"Dedham?"

"Yes. I have no idea what she was doing there-her name wasn't familiar to me at all. Franklin, I think he said. Anne Franklin."

On the edge of frenzy, mental and physical, she tried the number, Anne and Ned's number, in Dedham, almost incapable of hitting the right buttons. Busy. She tried again and again and again. Busy, busy, busy. She snapped on lights, ran down to the kitchen, threw open the door to the basement-more light, more light-ran down those stairs, too, burst into Roger's room.

Roger: not sleeping on his couch but sitting in front of the computer, face silvery in its light, bent over a sheet of paper covered with a pattern of connected boxes, pen moving rapidly. He swung around, startled, as she came in.

"Oh, Roger, something terrible's happened."

"What would that be?" he said, rising, pocketing the sheet of paper.

"Anne. She's been killed, Roger. Murdered."

Francie went to him, almost staggering, clung to him, began to shake. She buried her face in his chest. He patted her back.

29.

In the kitchen, Francie tried the Dedham number, over and over, getting a busy signal every time. Murdered. In the cottage? Had there been an arrest? How? When? Why? Brenda had told her almost nothing. She called Rome, heard Brenda in Italian: "Questa e la segretaria telefnica di . . ." She left a message, ran upstairs, threw on some clothes. When she came back down, Roger was waiting in his crimson robe with a package wrapped in foil.

"What's this?" she said.

"I made tuna sandwiches. Isn't it customary to bring food?"

"Are you coming?" she said.

He spread his arms, like great red wings. "It wouldn't be right," he said. "My relationship was peripheral."

But he walked her down to the garage. Their cars sat side by side, both in pools of wintertime snowmelt. Francie saw that his rear window was shattered.

"Oh, that," said Roger, although she hadn't said anything. "Some smash-and-grabber, it would seem, but nothing was taken. The alarm must have scared him off." He handed her the sandwiches. "Don't forget to offer my condolences."