Beneath the moonlight, ripples drew upon the surface of the clear lake. It was cold.
How could this feeling be expressed?
She said that she wanted to be happy, but she had long since forgotten how to be happy. Its possible to breathe on land, but she had long since forgotten how to breathe.
Goodwill received from other people sometimes served as violence as well. Or, it could prove to be overly addictive.
Violet trusted Mary, her maid.
She cared for those who had faith in her as well. Even so, she also knew that those people were the same ones who used to curse her and talk about her behind her back.
Faith and trust were such shallow things.
You should be prohibited from coming to this place.
I heard that youre leaving tomorrow. I wont be able to talk to you outside of today.
So, Violet knew well enough that this sweet, addictive goodwill could change at any given time.
Aileen, who she met here, seemed to have something in mind.
The girl had many small scratches here and there, as if she had walked through a rough path in order to get here somehow without being seen by other people.
Ruined by the sudden change of her surroundings, the girl glared scathingly at Violet.
Green eyes, seemingly calm but just beneath the surface, there was a simmering outburst of anger.
And purple eyes, subdued and indifferent.
Youre here to talk, huh. What is it that you have to say to me?
I hate you.
How honest. Even though youre the child who used to follow me around, saying, I want to be close to you, Sister.
Her laughter reached Aileens ears. It was both a sneer and a self-deprecating laugh.
Violet slowly drew nearer to Aileen.
Youre hurt. If the child loved by everyone gets hurt like this, theyll all be sad.
Dont touch me!
With the moons glow falling down, the pale hand that was struck suddenly flashed.
Aileen made a low growling sound, eyes glinting ferociously.
Always that attitude of yours, always.
Aileen gnashed her teeth.
Why are you acting as if youre doing well all by yourself? Just pretend to be such a lofty noble, just show how arrogant you are, just show how much you look down at people
At that, interest glimmered in Violets eyes.
The sweet, lovely young miss of the household was not here.
Now in front of Aileens true face, Violet smiled.
I didnt really want to talk to you because I personally had nothing to say. But now, Im a little interested.
Dont pretend to be well!
Go ahead, then. Say what you want to say.
Violets smile provoked Aileen once again. Clearly, it was a sneer.
Without realizing it, Aileen took a step back. All her thoughts were evident in her eyesshe looked exactly like a person who wanted to kill someone.
It was like that from the beginning. Youve always been so detestable! You know what? I hate you so damn much. The way you pretended to be so proud all by yourself, the way you looked at people to say that they dont deserve that position, the way you struggled so hard to be loved yet acted so prideful. I hate it all!
What a coincidence. I hate you, too.
Violet smiled as she took another step closer to Aileen.
And the girl took a step back. As Violet raised one hand, Aileen flinched reflexively and covered her face with her arms.
However, Violet merely removed a single leaf that was stuck in Aileens hair.
W-Why! Why are you making that face! Just swear. Swear at me! Curse at me for being dirty and vulgar, for being a fool thats eating away at the prestige of the family!
I didnt know you had a predilection for being cursed at. Is that what youre here to say?
Aileens voice was echoing throughout the forest.
Violet gave the girl a haughty smirk.
You, I seriously hate you Its supposed to be minemy place. It just, it just so happened that you were born with that blood If my father had met someone else and lived well, that place
Her anger eventually burst and led to tears. The girl shouted viciously with a poisonous look in her eyes, but nevertheless, that face of hers still looked lovely.
It was originally my place! The position of being a ducal lady, peoples concern and love, those abilities, everythings supposed to be mine!
Its supposed to be mind. So I made it mine. Whats the problem then? Youve lived well all this time anyway!
Aileen uttered the words with shrieks, and as her tears overtook, it was all swallowed by the silence of the night.
Violet laughed.
You dont even know what youve done! Its originally mine. Its mine. It was mine
Youre saying such amusing things.
Amusing? Right now, you
Right. So you say that the position of ducal lady was originally yours?
It was the same arrogant smile that Aileen so abhorred. The noble grace that she could never have, even if she wanted to.
Faced with the very image that she hated the most, Aileens eyes bristled with fury.
Violet whispered softly towards the girl.
Do you really think so?
That its originally your place.
Though indifferent, the voice carried undeniable intensity.
Yes, perhaps. The esteemed daughter of the Everett Duchy could have been Aileen.
Violet might have been born as just a child of a branch family, and she might have been raised to be appropriately coddled. Then, she might have married into a prestigious aristocratic household.
And Aileen might have been the ducal lady of Everett.
But all this did not happen.
What would have happened if Aileens father had not told the former duke that he had fallen in love? If he did not choose to marry a woman of lowly status, and if he did not relinquish his position as the duchys successor?
Aileen would not have been born at all.
It was a meaningless argument. Aileens words were nothing but delusion.
You know, Ive always wonderedwhy in the world are you doing this to me, why do you hate me so much that you feel so impatient when you couldnt drag me down.