"I do not love you."
"In truth, Sybil?" he cried incredulously.
"In truth," I answered steadily.
He eyed me an instant with a gloomy air, then drew a long breath, and set his teeth, exclaiming: "You are mortal. I shall make you love me."
"How, monsieur?" I coldly asked, w hile my traitorous heart beat fast.
"I shall humble myself before you, shall obey your commands, shall serve you, protect you, love and honor you ardently, faithfully, while I live. Will not such devotion win you?"
"No."
It was a hard word to utter, but I spoke it, looking him full in the eve and seeing w'ith a pang how pale he grew with real despair.
"Is it because you love already, or that you have no heart?" he said slowly.
"I love already." The words escaped me against my will, for the truth would find vent in spite of me. He took it as I meant he should, for his lips whitened, as he asked hoa.r.s.ely: "And this man whom you love, is he alive?"
"Yes."
"He knows of this happiness - he returns your love?"
"He loves me; ask no more; I am ill and weary."
A gloomy silence reigned for several minutes, for the prince seemed buried in a bitter reverie, and I was intent on watching him. An involuntary sigh broke from me as I saw the shadow deepen on the handsome face opposite, and thought that my falsehood had changed the color of a life. He looked up at the sound, saw my white, anxious face, and without a word drew from a pocket of the carriage a flask and silver cup, poured me a draught of wine, and offered it, saying gently: "Am I cruel in my love, Sybil?"
I made no answer, but drank the wine, and asked as I returned the cup: "Now that you know the truth, must I go to Volnoi? Be kind, and let me return to Madame Yermaloff."
His face darkened and his eyes grew fierce, as he replied, with an aspect of indomitable resolve: "It is impossible; I have sworn to make you love me, and at Volnoi I will work the miracle. Do you think this knowledge of the truth will deter me? No; I shall teach you to forget this man, whoever he is, and make you happy in my love. You doubt this. Wait a little and see what a real pa.s.sion can do."
This lover-like pertinacity was dangerous, for it flattered my woman's nature more than any submission could have done. I dared not listen to it, and preferring to see him angry rather than tender, I said provokingly: "No man ever forced a woman to love him against her will. You will certainly fail, for no one in her senses would give her heart to you!"
"And why? Am I hideous?" he asked, with a haughty smile.
"Far from it."
"Am I a fool, mademoiselle?"
"Quite the reverse."
"Am I base?"
"No."
"Have I degraded my name and rank by any act?"
"Never, till to-night, I believe."
He laughed, yet looked uneasy, and demanded imperiously: "Then, why will no woman love me?"
"Because you have the will of a tyrant, and the temper of a madman."
If I had struck him in the face it would not have startled him as my blunt words did. He flushed scarlet, drew back and regarded me with a half-bewildered air, for never had such a speech been made to him before. Seeing my success, I followed it up by saving gravely: "The insult of to-night gives me the right to forget the respect I have hitherto paid you, and for once you shall hear the truth as plain as words can make it. Many fear you for these faults, but no one dares tell you of them, and they mar an otherwise fine nature." I got no further, for to my surprise, the prince said suddenly, with real dignity, though his voice w as less firm than before: "One dares to tell me of them, and I thank her. Will she add to the obligation by teaching me to cure them?" Then he broke out impetuously: "Sybil, you can help me; you possess courage and power to tame my wild temper, my headstrong will. In heaven's name I ask you to do it, that I may be worthy some good womans love."
He stretched his hands tow ard me with a gesture full of force and feeling, and his eloquent eyes pleaded for pity. I felt my resolution melting aw'ay, and fortified myself by a chilly speech.
"Monsieur le Prince has said that nothing is impossible to him; if he can conquer all obstacles, it were well to begin with these."
"I have begun. Since I knew' you my despotic w ill has bent more than once to yours, and my mad temper has been curbed by the remembrance that you have seen it. Sybil, if I do conquer myself, can you, will you try to love me?"
So earnestly he looked, so humbly he spoke, it was impossible to resist the charm of this new and manlier .mood. I gave him my hand, and said, with the smile that always won him: "I will respect you sincerely, and be your friend; more I cannot promise."
He kissed my hand with a wistful glance, and sighed as he dropped it, saying in a tone of mingled hope and resignation: "Thanks; respect and friendship from you are dearer than love and confidence from another woman. I know and deplore the taults fostered bv education and indulgence, and I will conquer them. Give me time. I swear it will be done."
"I believe it, and I pray for your success."
He averted his face and sat silent for many minutes, as if struggling with some emotion which he was too proud to show. I watched him, conscious of a redoubled interest in this man, who at one moment ruled me like a despot, and at another confessed his faults like a repentant boy.
CHAPTER VII.
In Russia , from the middle of May to the ist of August, there is no night. It is davlight till eleven, then comes a soft semi-twilight till one, when the sun rises. Through this gathering twilight we drove toward Volnoi. The prince let down the windows, and the summer air blew in refreshingly; the peace of the night soothed my perturbed spirit, and the long silences were fitly broken by some tender word from my companion, who, without approaching nearer, never ceased to regard me with eyes so full of love that, for the first time in my life, I dared not meet them.
It was near midnight when the carriage stopped, and I could discover nothing but a tall white pile in a wilderness of blooming shrubs and trees. Lights shone from many windows, and as the prince led me into a brilliantly lighted salon, the princess came smiling to greet me, exclaiming, as she embraced me with affection: "Welcome, my sister. You see it is in vain to oppose Alexis. We must confess this, and yield gracefully; in truth, I am glad to keep you, chere am'ie, for without you we find life very dull."
"Madame mistakes; I never yield, and am here against my will." I withdrew myself from her as I spoke, feeling hurt that she had not warned me of her brother's design. They exchanged a few words as I sat apart, trying to look dignified, but dying with sleep. The princess soon came to me, and it was impossible to resist her caressing manner as she begged me to go and rest, leaving all disagreements till the morrow. I submitted, and, with a silent salute to the prince, followed her to an apartment next her own, where I was soon asleep, lulled by the happy thought that I was not forgotten.
The princess was with me early in the morning, and a few moments' conversation proved to me that, so tar from her convincing her brother of the folly of his choice, he had entirely won her to his side, and enlisted her sympathies for himself. She pleaded his suit with sisterly skill and eloquence, but I would pledge myself to nothing, feeling a perverse desire to be hardly won, if won at all, and a feminine wish to see my haughty lover thoroughly subdued before I put mv happiness into his keeping. I consented to remain for a time, and a servant was sent to Madame Yermaloff v. ith a letter explaining mv flight, and telling where to forward a portion of my wardrobe.
Professing herself satisfied for the present, and hopeful for the future, the princess left me to join her brother in the garden, where I saw them talking long and earnestly. It was pleasant to a lonely soul like myself to be so loved and cherished, and when I descended it was impossible to preserve the cold demeanor I had a.s.sumed, for all faces greeted me with smiles, all voices welcomed me, and one presence made the strange place seem like home. The princes behavior was perfect, respectful, devoted and self-controlled; he appeared like a new being, and the whole household seemed to rejoice in the change.
Day after day glided happily away, for Volnoi was a lovely spot, and I saw nothing of the misery hidden in the hearts and homes of the hundred serfs who made the broad domain so beautiful. I seldom saw them, never spoke to them, for I knew no Russ, and in our drives the dull-looking peasantry possessed no interest for me. They never came to the house, and the prince appeared to know nothing of them bevond what his Stavosta, or steward reported. Poor Alexis! he had manv hard lessons to learn that year, yet was a better man and master for them all, even the one which nearly cost him his life.
Pa.s.sing through the hall one day, I came upon a group of servants lingering near the door of the apartment in which the prince gave his orders and transacted business. I observed that the French servants looked alarmed, the Russian ones fierce and threatening, and that Antoine, the valet of the prince, seemed to be eagerly dissuading several of the serfs from entering. As I appeared he exclaimed: "Hold, he is saved! Mademoiselle will speak for him; she fears nothing, and she pities every one." Then, turning to me, he added, rapidly: "Mademoiselle will pardon us that we implore this favor of her great kindness. Ivan, through some carelessness, has permitted the favorite horse of the prince to injure himself fatally. He has gone in to confess,, and we fear for his life, because Monsieur le Prince loved the fine beast well, and will be in a fury at the loss. He killed poor Androvitch for a less offense, and we tremble for Ivan. Will mademoiselle intercede for him? I fear harm to my master if Ivan suffers, for these fellows swear to avenge him."
Without a word I opened the door and entered quietly. Ivan was on his knees, evidently awaiting his doom with dogged submission. A pair of pistols lay on the table, and near it stood the prince, with the dark flush on his face, the terrible fire in his eyes which I had seen before. I saw there was no time to lose, and going to him, looked up into that wrathful countenance, whispering in a warning tone: "Remember poor Androvitch."
It was like an electric shock; he started, shuddered, and turned pale; covered his face a moment and stood silent, while I saw drops gather on his forehead and' his hand clinch itself spasmodically. Suddenly he moved, flung the pistols through the open window, and turning on Ivan, said, with a forceful gesture: "Go. I pardon you."
The man remained motionless as if bewildered, till I touched him, bidding him thank his master and begone.
"No, it is you I thank, good angel of the house," he muttered, and lifting a fold of my dress to his lips Ivan hurried from the room.
I looked at the prince; he was gravely watching us, but a smile touched his lips as he echoed the man's last words, "'Good angel of the house'; yes, in truth you are. Ivan is right, he owes me no thanks; and yet it was the hardest thing I ever did to forgive him the loss of my n.o.ble Sophron."
"But you did forgive him, and whether he is grateful or not, the victory is yours. A few such victories and the devil is cast out for ever."
He seized my hand, exclaiming in a tone of eager delight: "You believe this? You have faith in me, and rejoice that I conquer this cursed temper, this despotic will?"
"I do; but I still doubt the subjection of the will," I began; he interrupted me by an impetuous - "Try it; ask anything of me and I will submit."
"Then let me return to St. Petersburg at once, and do not ask to follow."
He had not expected this, it was too much; he hesitated, demanding, anxiously: "Do you really mean it?"
"Yes."
"You wish to leave me, to banish me now when you are all in all to me?"
"I wish to be free. You have promised to obey; yield your will to mine and let me go."
He turned and walked rapidly through the room, paused a moment at the further end, and coming back, showed me such an altered face that my conscience smote me for the cruel test. He looked at me in silence for an instant, but I showed no sign of relenting, although I saw what few had ever seen, those proud eyes wet with tears. Bending, he pa.s.sionately kissed my hands, saying, in a broken voice: "Go, Sybil. I submit."
"Adieu, my friend; I shall not forget," and without venturing another look I left him.
I had hardly reached my chamber and resolved to end the struggle for both of us, when I saw the prince gallop out of the courtyard like one trying to escape from some unfortunate remembrance or care.
"Return soon to me," I cried; "the last test is over and the victory won."
Alas, how little did I foresee what would happen before that return; how little did he dream of the dangers that encompa.s.sed him. A tap at my door roused me as I sat in the twilight an hour later, and Claudine crept in, so pale and agitated that I started up, fearing some mishap to the princess.
"No, she is well and safe, but oh, mademoiselle, a fearful peril hangs over us all. Hush! I will tell you. I have discovered it, and we must save them."
"Save who? what peril? speak quickly."
"Mademoiselle knows that the people on the estate are poor ignorant brutes who hate the Stavosta, and have no way of reaching the prince except through him. He is a hard man; he oppresses them, taxes them heavily unknown to the prince, and they believe my master to be a tyrant. They have borne much, for when we are away the Stavosta rules here, and they suffer frightfully. I have lived long in Russia, and I hear many things whispered that do not reach the ears of my lady. These poor creatures bear long, but at last they rebel, and some fearful affair occurs, as at Bagatai, where the countess, a cruel woman, was one night seized by her serfs, who burned and tortured her to death."
"Good heavens! Claudine, what is this danger which menaces us?"
"I understand Russ, mademoiselle, have quick eyes and ears, and for some days I perceive that all is not well among the people. Ivan is changed; all look dark and threatening but old Vacil. I watch and listen, and discover that they mean to attack the house and murder the prince."
"Mon Dieu! but when?"
"I knew not till to-day. Ivan came to me and said, 'Mademoiselle Varna has saved my life. I am grateful. I wish to serve her. She came here against her will; she desires to go; the prince is away; I will provide a horse to-night at dusk, and she can join her friend Madame Yermaloff, who is at Baron Narod's, only a verst distant. Say this to mademoiselle, and if she agrees, drop a signal from her window. I shall see and understand.'"
"But why think that the attack is to be to-night?"
"Because Ivan was so anxious to remove you. He urged me to persuade you, for the prince is gone, and the moment is propitious. You will go, mademoiselle?"
"No; I shall not leave the princess."
"But you can save us all by going, for at the baron's you can procure help and return to defend us before these savages arrive. Ivan will believe you safe, and you can thwart their plans before the hour comes. Oh, mademoiselle, I conjure you to do this, for we are watched, and you alone will be permitted to escape."
A moment's thought convinced me that this was the only means of help in our power, and my plans w ere quickly laid. It was useless to w ait tor the prince, as his return was uncertain; it was unwise to alarm the princess, as she would betray all; the quiek-w itted Claudine and myself must do the work, and trust to heaven for success. I dropped a handkerchief from mv window'; a tall figure Emerged from the shrubbery, and vanished, whispering: "In an hour - at the chapel gate."
At the appointed time I was on the spot, and found Ivan holding the w'ell-trained horse I often rode. It was nearly dark - for August brought night - and it was w ell for me, as my pale face would have betrayed me.
"Mademoiselle has not fear? If she dares not go alone I will guard her," said Ivan, as he mounted me.
"Thanks. I fear nothing. I have a pistol, and it is not far. Liberty is sweet. I will venture much for it."
"I also," muttered Ivan.
He gave me directions as to my route, and watched me ride away, little suspecting mv errand.
I low I rode that night! My blood tingles again as I recall the wild gallop along the lonely road, the excitement of the hour, and the resolve to save Alexis or die in the attempt. Fortunately I found a large party at the barons, and electrified them bv appearing in their midst, disheveled, breathless and eager w ith my tale of danger. What pa.s.sed I scareelv remember, for all was confusion and alarm. I refused to remain, and soon found myself dashing homeward, followed by a gallant troop of five and twenty gentlemen. More time had been lost than I knew, and mv heart sunk as a dull glare shone from the direction of Volnoi as we strained up the last hill.
Reaching the top, we saw that one wing was already on fire, and distinguished a black, heaving ma.s.s on the law n by the flickering torchlight. With a shout of wrath the gentlemen spurred to the rescue, but I reached the chapel gate unseen, and entering, flew to find my friends. Claudine saw me and led me to the great saloon, for the lower part of the house was barricaded. Here I found the princess quite insensible, guarded by a flock of terrified French servants, and Antoine and old Vacil endeavoring to screen the prince, who, with reckless courage, exposed himself to the missiles which came crashing against the windows. A red light filled the room, and from without arose a yell from the infuriated mob more terrible than any wild beast's howl.
As I sprang in, crying, "They are here - the baron and his friends - you are safe!" all turned toward me as if every other hope was lost. A sudden lull without, broken by the clash of arms, verified my words, and with one accord we uttered a cry of grat.i.tude. The prince flung up the window to welcome our deliverers; the red glare of the fire made him distinctly visible, and as he leaned out with a ringing shout, a hoa.r.s.e voice cried menacingly: "Remember poor Androvitch."
It was Ivan's voice, and as it echoed my words there was the sharp crack of a pistol, and the prince staggered back, exclaiming faintly: "I forgive him; it is just."
We caught him in our arms, and as Antoine laid him down he looked at me with a world of love and grat.i.tude in those magnificent eyes of his, whispering as the light died out of them: "Always our good angel. Adieu, Sybil. I submit."
How the night went after that I neither knew nor cared, for my only thought was how to keep life in my lover till help could come. I learned afterward that the sight of such an unexpected force caused a panic among the serfs, who fled or surrendered at once. The fire was extinguished, the poor princess conveyed to bed, and the conquerors departed, leaving a guard behind. Among the gentlemen there fortunately chanced to be a surgeon, who extracted the ball from the prince's side.
I would yield my place to no one, though the baron implored me to spare myself the anguish of the scene. I remained steadfast, supporting the prince till all was over; then, feeling that my strength was beginning to give way, I whispered to the surgeon, that I might take a little comfort away with me: "He will live? I lis wound is not fatal?"
The old man shook his head, and turned away, muttering regretfully: "There is no hope; say farewell, and let him go in peace, mv poor child."
The room grew dark before me, but I had strength to draw the white face close to my own, and whisper tenderly: "Alexis, I love you, and you alone. I confess my cruelty; oh, pardon me, before you die!"
A look, a smile full of the intensest love and joy, shone in the eyes that silently met mine as consciousness deserted me.
One month from that night I sat in that same saloon a happy woman, for on the couch, a shadow of his former self but alive and out of danger, lay the prince, my husband. The wound was not fatal, and love had worked a marvelous cure. While life and death still fought for him, I yielded to his prayer to become his wife, that he might leave me the protection of his name, the rich gift of his rank and fortune. In my remorse I would have granted anything, and when the danger was pa.s.sed rejoiced that nothing could part us again.
As I sat beside him my eyes wandered from his tranquil face to the garden where the princess sat singing among the flowers, and then pa.s.sed to the distant village where the wretched serfs drudged their lives away in ignorance and misery. They were mine now, and the weight of this new possession burdened my soul.
"I cannot bear it; this must be changed."
"It shall."
Unconsciously I had spoken aloud, and the prince had answered without asking to know' my thoughts.
"What shall be done, Alexis?" I said, smiling, as I caressed the thin hand that lay in mine.
"Whatever you desire. I do not w ait to learn the wish, I promise it shall be granted."
"Rash as ever; have you, then, no will of your own?"