This endeavour had become a test of will. They were all petrified with a mixture of curiosity and fear and looked to her to take the lead. She couldn't give up the opportunity to establish authority. With a deep breath, she stepped past the threshold.
The guardsman Ru Shan walked protectively beside her as she made her way to the steps. He had become her constant shadow from the moment she set foot outside her apartments each day.
'Do you know?' she asked him.
He shook his head slowly and his gaze swept the bamboo forest surrounding them. As they neared the package, he moved a hand to his sword as if the box would lash out at them like a snake. What was this ominous delivery? And where was Li Tao while his servants cowered?
She knelt to pick up the package and straightened quickly. Nothing happened. She could feel the edges of a wooden box beneath the silk. Unable to resist, she tipped it this way and that to try to decipher the contents.
'Lady Ling!' Auntie called to her from the house, like a worried mother whose child had strayed too far. 'Come back inside.'
Suyin held the box close and spared one final glance out to the forest, glancing into the endless dance of bamboo. The click-clack of insects greeted them from the lush depths. Back inside the servants closed around her, staring at the silk-covered box in her hands. None of them dared ask her to open it.
'Where is Governor Li?' she asked.
Auntie nodded toward the first corridor that wound its way down the main bay. 'In his chamber.'
'His chamber?'
Li Tao usually emerged from his apartments before dawn. The curiosity in the front hall had grown thick. She couldn't help but imagine there was some hidden power in the box she held in her hands. It was wrapped in the style of wedding gifts and festival offerings. It made her heart beat faster, holding that little box that had the entire household in awe.
'I'll bring it to him,' she said.
The servants nodded, co-conspirators in this adventure. Auntie took a couple of steps alongside her before stepping away at the mouth of the corridor. From what she had seen, no one ever went down this corridor but Li Tao.
Ru Shan made no protest and let her take the lead. Day by day, he was relinquishing control to her. The changes were so small he couldn't notice, but she paid very close attention.
At the end of the walkway, a Taoist mirror hung over a set of double doors to ward off evil. This must have been Auntie's doing. Li Tao didn't appear to be a believer in mystic symbols.
She knocked against the door. 'Governor Li?'
'Guifei?' His deep voice sounded from inside, raised in surprise.
Why did he insist on calling her that? That t.i.tle didn't mean anything anymore.
'A delivery has arrived for you.'
There was silence, followed by a furtive shifting within.
'Enter,' he said finally.
She pushed the door open with two fingers. Li Tao sat with his chair propped against the opposite wall, dressed in his usual dark robe. Light filtered through the waxed panes of the window behind him, casting his face in shadow. To one side, set within an alcove, was his bed.
When she had first thought of it, there was something wickedly bold about approaching Li Tao in his private chambers. She suddenly regretted her recklessness.
'I have something for you.'
He stared at the parcel in her hands. 'Come inside and close the door.'
She hovered in the doorway, too astonished to comply. Ru Shan tensed beside her in the hall. His growing protectiveness could be of use, but a direct confrontation with Li Tao would prove deadly. Hastily, she slipped into the room and shut the door behind her.
Once again, she was alone with the warlord. The mystery of the box was suddenly overpowered by a more primal instinct. She edged along the wall, keeping her distance.
'It's been days since I've seen you,' he said.
'You know exactly where I am, Governor. I can hardly hide from you,' she teased in an attempt to conceal her growing unease. He still hadn't moved from his seat.
'You've been busy,' she continued.
'Yes.'
'This...this was left at the house last night.'
She hated the desperation of her one-sided conversation. Every time they engaged one another, she seemed to have lost any ground she'd gained previously. The last time they had spoken, he'd kissed her-though it was more a challenge than a lover's kiss.
He had scandalously proposed she spend one night in his bed. Her thoughts wandered back to it every night while she slept far away from his chamber, but now that she was here, the proposal came back to her with a sharpness that stole her breath.
Swallowing past the sudden knot in her throat, she held out the box. 'Is this a gift?'
'Open it.'
The ribbon pulled free easily and she let the tail of it run from her fingers as she unwound the silk wrapping to reveal a rosewood box inlaid with a circle of jade on the lid.
'Look inside.' His voice pulled tight around each word.
Slowly, she lifted the bra.s.s clasp and nearly dropped the box when she caught the gleam of the blade. It was a dagger, the triangular blade thick and wickedly tapered. She set the case on to the table with trembling hands and backed away quickly.
'Flattering that the old man should send such a pretty weapon,' he said.
His attention focused singularly on to her, his icy demeanour vastly different from the man who had pressed his lips to hers so seductively. A thin, shadowed object lay across his palm.
'I always knew he had people hidden close to the heart of the empire.'
Her stomach lurched. It was a knife in his hand. He twirled the weapon carelessly between his fingers.
She backed away from the box one step at a time. 'You're mistaken. I had nothing to do with this.'
It was useless to beg. That was his reputation, wasn't it? When Li Tao came for you, your pleas fell upon deaf ears. The blood drained from her face while her mind fumbled for an escape.
'Did he also find you in Luoyang?' he asked.
His question caught her off guard. He rose to his feet and she stumbled back, her shoulders coming up against the alcove of the bed.
'He would see how your beauty could be used.'
'Gao?' Had he somehow guessed her connection to the old warlord?
She flinched when he took hold of her chin and forced her to meet his eyes. 'The rulers of this empire are so drawn to beauty.'
There was no compliment in his words. The knife remained poised lightly in his free hand. The threat of it brought her to another time and place. The same haze of fear had choked her then. The men who had come for her had looked at her with cold eyes as they'd held out two choices, a knife or poison.
'Gao doesn't own me.' Whatever ploy this was, she knew nothing about it. She'd been snared in it somehow and she had to convince him.
'No, not Gao.'
Faster than a serpent's strike, he had her arms pinned against the bed frame. He still held the knife. She gasped as the bone handle dug into her wrist.
'Did Lao Sou send you?' he demanded.
'Who?'
'Did the old man send you?'
'I don't know any old man. No one sent me.'
'Someone wanted you here. With me.'
His face was a rigid mask above her, jaw taut, his mouth a harsh line. If she called for help, Ru Shan would come storming in, but then Li Tao would kill them both. He held her pinned and there was nothing she could offer, nothing she could bargain with. She had never felt so helpless.
She was only alive at his whim. Nothing could sway him. Not vulnerability or tears or lies. Her desperate plea came out in a flood of words.
'You think anyone would send me to kill you? That I would walk in and do it while you were watching? You took me from my home. All I want is to go back.'
He had her caged against the bed, overpowered by his size and strength. A glimmer alighted in his eyes, a spark of pa.s.sion amidst the blind anger. His hold loosened enough for her to slip her arms free.
She thought he would kiss her again. He was so close, the heat of his body enveloping her. Wildly, she realised she wanted him to. It would be no gentle caress this time. Not with the tension that vibrated through him. She needed something to penetrate this terrifying coldness.
'You know who sent that box.' Her breath came in shallow pulls. 'Someone who sends it every year.'
'I have powerful enemies.'
He was still watching her, a sharp line etched between his brows. She was afraid to move, afraid to invoke the demon caged inside him. His chest rose and fell, the pulse in his throat jumping beneath the tanned skin as the tension transformed to desire. There was an answering call within her. It was always this way between them, though she couldn't understand why.
'What does it mean?' she asked.
Her mention of the dagger broke the thrall over him. He glanced once at the open box.
'Leave.'
Chapter Five.
As soon as Li Tao freed her, she fled from the room and stumbled through the corridor. She could still feel the bruising pressure of his hands pinning her, holding her captive.
Auntie waited at the end of the corridor, her expression twisted with worry.
'Lady Ling?'
Suyin tore past the old woman and left the servants in the entrance hall.
'My lady, what happened?'
Auntie insisted on following her into the garden. Struggling for breath, Suyin sank on to one of the flattened boulders lying in the soft gra.s.s. She needed to escape from here. Her captor was not only ruthless, he was likely mad.
'Unfavourable day, indeed,' Suyin snapped. 'You knew what would happen, didn't you?'
The old woman stood several steps away, her hands clasped before her demurely. Suyin clutched at the smooth stone below her, trying to steady the pounding of her heart. It always came to this, a knife at her throat, men coming to silence her. When she'd left the palace, she had vowed that she would no longer be used in the schemes of powerful men. She had been brought here by someone's design, she was certain of it.
'Auntie was hoping the lady could convince Master Li.'
'Convince him of what?'
The old woman shrank back at her anger, but Suyin couldn't find it within her to feel any remorse. Li Tao had held a blade to her. He had never directly threatened her with it, but that didn't matter. What frightened her even more was what had happened afterwards. She had fought to keep herself safe from men like him all her life, only to be drawn to Li Tao despite every survival instinct within her. They called it the seduction of power. She hadn't fully believed in it until now.
'What could I possibly convince him to do?' She raised herself to her feet. 'I am a prisoner, brought here against my will.'
A commotion rose from the depths of the front hall. The sound of Li Tao's strident voice resonated against the walls followed by the stamp of his footsteps. She was relieved to have some distance between them as he left.
'Master Li is a good man.' Auntie ventured forwards to grasp her sleeve. 'You are the only one he will listen to.'
'He listens to no one.'
'That is not true! Master spends more time here now. He enquires about your welfare constantly.'
He had asked Auntie about her? Most likely he was trying to discover her secrets.
Suyin pulled away in agitation. 'If he didn't make everyone out to be an enemy, he wouldn't need to live in constant fear.'
She didn't realise the truth of it until she spoke the words aloud. Li Tao had been afraid, as she was afraid. It was apparent that Auntie worried for him as well. Auntie trusted her and she needed to find a way to use that to her advantage. It was her best chance for escape.
'Auntie, the governor speaks constantly of defiance and rebellion.' She lowered her tone cautiously. 'I'm afraid it will destroy him.'
'Master is not a traitor. He's a good man.'
Suyin watched guiltily as tears gathered in the old woman's eyes.
'The box is a warning, isn't it?' Suyin asked.
Auntie started to respond, but then clamped her mouth shut and glanced furtively towards the house.
'Governor Li is gone,' Suyin a.s.sured. 'What does the box mean? Has your master ever mentioned an old man?'